내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

New year 2011 is coming and is time to bid our fare well to 2010. Is everyone ready to open another chapter in their lives?? Well im ready and it is not going to be like really same to me.

For 2011, this is what my brain will be throughout that bunny year.

Nothing much but that sums up to what will i be thinking most of the time. LOL and want to achieve.

Anyway, an early wish of Happy New Year to all my readers. Enjoy your day ahead.

Do you all have you resolution done? What is yours?

After a birthday party of our friends, Jason is a he, Raymond and i went for a snowflake session in ss16? i guess.. the famous Taiwan snowflake?? Well to get rid of alcohol in my mouth lorh..

While enjoying our snowflakes, we were chatting on how we knew each other and how we linked each other. Introduced by common friend.. then i just discovered that some have common ex's and a string of it... Then there were a receipt of payment and both of them starting to scribble and draw the links connecting each other names.

It ended up with a complicated string of webs tangled together and the piece of paper could not fit any more of the people names in there. It was not 5 names but more than 10 names.

I looked at it and could not see myself in that web. Well most of all that i could not imagine was to have dated someone ex of my friend. If it was before knowing you, it is fine but not after that.

My principle is to not date my friends ex. Just so awkward and why date someone who had problems in a relationship which you have known of? Right?

I;m glad that i was not in that complicated web at all. They started to label who is a slut some more. Oh my gosh~~~

To think about it, my circle of web is way and far beyond to be interlinked and intertwined into it.

While walking down the street in the heritage lane, i came across a weird shop, there we went in and what greets us at the front door is this.

The shop was located in the heritage zone. JUICE BAR WAS THE NAME and had a lot of antics and did even served some simple French food. Love the food.

Morning breakfast in the lodge.. orange juice, 2 piece of toast bread with jam and butter, a slice of banana cake and a cup of coffee.

Also my cuci mata session with one of my sayang in the lodge. A gay couple happened to stay in our lodge also... kekeke...

Having trip in Penang would not end quite well without a full swing session of posing and cam whoring. Right?

Now who on earth when they went to trip in Penang does not go CAM CAM WHORING?? Raise your hand *raised*... AWWW~~Shame on you.. HAHA!!

Now let the show begin.

Don't drool on the laptop alright?

While ordering the morning breakfast for my 2 sayang's in Penang, the auntie while preparing along side her husband asked me "Am i from Kuala Lumpur?"

Before i could even answered, her husband told her i am from Singapore because normally they(singaporeans/me and my sayang's) only speak Mandarin and English.

Well i memang did talk with him in mandarin and translating it back into English for my sayang's. I felt like a translator for the whole day you know???

Since then he confidently say i am, and i don't want him to loose face.. i agreed.

Well as you all know, that my holiday trip was spent in the beautiful yet amazing island of pearl. I love there so much and glad there my LG hometown is in Penang.

My day in there was spent productively. Do as much as possible in the list. Most of all that i did enjoy my trip there. Was lovely.

Here's some candid picture in Penang.

My day was greeted by this cat dozing off in front of a narcotics police department. It was so cute and i can't wait to show this picture to my dear.

Most street in Penang have this informative plate, detailing the history of the road for tourist to look on to discover the road name. More for people like me. I want to know why???

Went to butterfly park in teluk bahang after the beach session clad with my short pant, topless. I swear that all the people in the beach was looking at me like one-kind. I got so intimidated suddenly with all the eyes staring at me. What?? I'm not a spot light k??

There were a lot of butterflies flying around the cage... thousands of them.. i was like... speechless.. My first time in my life seeing so many of them..

I can say that i was so hot and the right temperature, a pair of butterflies decide to mate on me..

Don't believe???

See for yourself here..

AWESOME!! now under 18 butterflies don't see ok?

Now only if all humans can learn something from the nature itself.
To make love is blind. No matter where you go, go out and make love and spread them. No matter who you are, love is innocent. Love is not a guilt for you to be sentenced to misery.

Other picture in the park...


On our way back to the lodge in Hutton Road, we saw this sign and that explained to me why the term of goh-kah-kee was used. Even i a Hokkien speaker doesn't know. You know?


Of course never forget the food in gurney drive. Ate till i can't fit into my pants anymore. I just love the food there, and the cheap price.
Calculated and compared the price of having only a meal here in KL and Penang was amazing cheap.
Back in KL, you would spent about near to 5rm max or rm10 per meal in average but in Penang it was 4rm 0r 6rm in average which all had been including drinks.

Back to the topic, the gurney drive food picture.


Walk a long the Persiaran Gurney, found a Crepe Cottage by luck. The owner was kind enough to let us in even is closed. Telling us she will do the last for the day.

It was awesome.
Toast~~

Looks like the bomb has been fired.

The second video which were launched few days ago featured Azwan Ismail, an engineer, poet, writer and editor of People like us – Malaysia’s first Malay-language LGBT anthology – who shares that although it had taken him a long time to come to terms with his sexuality as a Malay Muslim due to the "religious and cultural environment he is in, he can now confidently and publicly say "Saya gay, saya OK. (I’m gay, I’m OK.)"

The comments received were not supportive till it was highlighted in the newspaper and garnered the attention of Datuk Seri Jamil Khir Baharom, a Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department, calling on the religious authorities to monitor the activities of gay groups.

Seksualiti Merdeka, producer of the video clips, said they “never intended to tarnish the image of Islam” but “simply wanted to give hope” to young Malaysians growing up with lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender (LGBT) or confused feelings on their sexual orientation.

Look at the 3 minutes clip below.

Now over 3,000 people who commented on his video issued death threats while many others criticised his decision to go public.

You will no longer to be able to comment on it.

When can we live with love again?

Finally. 21.

An adult.
Can vote.
Can drink.
Can go out late at night if not afraid of getting a slap from mom.

LOL.... Enjoy!!

be blasting off soon to penang!!!
enjoy the huge size vibrator... lol...

When Busy making love.. do you ever realize your partner cum expression?

Every time i study, i need the concentration and focus. I need to know what i study all the time since i am already in the Professional level Paper. I need to finish as fast as possible.

The amount to write and the things/points to remember is just seem impossible to fit it all into my tiny little brain. Thus i drink KAI CHAP!! To boost my memory space.

The question can be more than 1 page long and the answer can stretch to more than 2 pages long. Haizzz..

Start to tag pad here and there, question that i have done, what issues it make, what i could and wouldn't cross my mind.. cross cut here and there..

I'm quite happy that after getting out from my closet, mature comes and blogged more quality blog post than before when i was a budak, i have fans sending me messages. I'm so touched.

Thanks to those who have sent it and expresses your feelings out. I do respect everyone. So to prove that i am a different blogger, I practices the 5I's. What is it?

Interactivity. I replied my fellow fan messages through any link available. Name it. In blog, Facebook or any website like axcest, fridae, trevvy and etc. If you found me there. Even after my exam finishes my blog will come with other features. So stay tune.

Individualization. I appreciate your very own comments. Express what is your thoughts and allow you to tell me which topic you want to see me write on for example.

Independence of location. I can blog everywhere and anytime i want in the future. So stay tune.

Intelligence. My blog site will be able to track where are you all coming from. So that i will keep up track where are you all coming from. Macam stalker pulak......

Integrated. I will integrate my blog with other up coming or new PLU blogger's that i will want to share with you all and other website that bring you all a very great advantages.

Dream can be a very powerful tool and nonetheless it gives you strength to work/progress toward in getting what you dream of. If you didn't get exactly what you want, i bet it will still hampir sama.. ngam ngam.. Am i right?

It happened to me as well. I wish and dream of my charming man. What it came out?
Gek sei ngou arh cheh...
I dreamt a dream that i was a Rapunzel with a long d#$%6 locked in a tower awaits my sexy men who come and save me from my drying need .... Giving me what i need the most. I need to get plowed.... (o>0<)o oh well.~~~

I learned that Life is about compromise in some way. You take what is good and outweighed with the things that you truly undesired off. I remembered my criteria that i look in my men was:

1 Physical: Taller, fit with toned body, not as fair as me

Well in this case i got what i wanted. Taller by a few cm only. He has fit body with chocolate abs and tanned too.
Rating 8/10

2 Outlook appearance: Manlier yet charming

Well in this case he looked manly when he is in serious mode but once he buka mulut for cakap.. Gosh... Macam budak...
He even act childish in front of me which makes me in turn that i pulak yang look so mature.

Occasionally he looked manly when he is trying to protect me from the preys that is eyeing me when we were out. He will do some daring slick moves to show them "He is mine" signage. I am yours lah..

Don't make me loose market lorh lg.

From there he charmed me lorh.

Rating 7/10

3 Character:Responsible person

He is responsible in his work, taking care of me and do what he has promised. Tapi cincin didnt even see also leh.. *taps my finger*

He pulls me to bed when i am tired, but i don't want to sleep, yet he drag me.

Ratings 6/10

4 Sensitive person in which knows your feelings well

In this case 50% rating lah... He blur blur like sotong one at times.. Ish

Rating 5/10

5 Knew how to take care of himself without me worrying all day and night

This point i want to vomit blood... If you read my post me@jayhome you would have known what i meant (even when i finish cleaning..miaomiao was rolling on the floor which shows the happiness sign).
The last time i went there also, it make me want to go to ER ROOM straight away. It was 1juta kali ganda kekotoran.

IF ANY CLEANING PRODUCT WANT TO DO ADVERTISEMENT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME.

Some more 2 times forgot to pay electric bill. *Faints to the floor kena sawan*

Rating 4/10 >> Need to do a lot of homework.

6 Unexpected/surprises from him

I like kind a guy who love to give surprises and moments to remember. Well in this case, he did. He is not romantic, but romance in a funny way.
Example every time on katil buat project, our head hit each other and we laughed.
Small little unexpected gestures and verbal speech with randomness applied to him.
Got sense of fashion which is unexpected at times.

Ratings >10/10

No one is perfect. Still love you a lot.

One down and two more to go.

I hoped i passed and scored too. Hopefully. Wishing upon a star.

After exam, i am going to PENANG!! Yes, you heard me.PENANG! I misses penang from the very last trip i went there. Such a lovely place.

When is it going to be? Well it on 17th December onwards till 20th December.

I guess i'm always lucky but not everyday. It's just that most of the time i am. Everyday i don't hope for much after waking up from the bed.

My routine were as usual just what different is that after i leave my house, i generate my chi surroundings around me to a positive one.

mali mali hom~~~

How? By thinking today is going to be a good day no matter what. Positive thinking.
Smile and generate happiness in my mind. Accomplish what i should have.

So when i break down i really break down lorh.. but after that happy again. That's me. I always tell me friends "Think positive no matter how bad is that day."

How bad can it be right? What day you can classify as the worst or bad day in life?

Terpijak tahi?? Jatuh longkang? Break up with the one you loved?
Accident? Cacat? No job? And imagine it all happen in one day.. Hmmm.... Disaster? I choose not too. No matter how bad is it, there's no measurement to it. So life still have to move on and put it behind..

So one day i was working, i posted GREAT DAY in my facebook status. Soon it enough it was.

I got this.

As you all know i have exam coming up soon with few more days, so i have been busy lately with my studies, cramping all my revision notes and went online to search for extra materials to sharpen my skills and knowledge.

After a long session, i decided to take a little break from my studies. I get up to get some drinks and to freshen up a bit. Done so with it, i went back to my seat and saw my mom was looking at my notes.


She said "David, i hope your hand writing is not going to be this awful. Your examiner won't be able to read it."

"Mom i won't. Alright?"

To avoid any arguments and mental disruption to my studies, so i said that.
Normally when people who are having an exam, try the best to avoid arguments that will spoils your mood and mental for exam. Trust me.

I have been in it and it was REALLY BAD!! So an advice keep it aside.

So here is 2 sample of my writing for you all to see and judge.

unless you practice patience-in-virtue in your heart, people will starts to accept your outlandish ideas.

Parts that i could remember:People think you are cold, but eventually you are easy going, friendly and very creative person. You like to helped people out when they are really in problem. Bla bla bla...

It was accurate though. With just only the Capital D form the word "Dear Miss"

Now i just do which my mom would say like how does this cartoon says to her friend.

I bet she won't. Thinking how sarcastic she can be, she might said
"Hand writing like yours, I'm afraid your nurse will prescribe the wrong medication to your patient."

Yes. When i was young, my ambition was to be a doctor. But, know look where i am, as an to-be-accountant-auditor. Things changed. LOL.. XD

What do you think about it? Hard to read meh...

Few days ago, i was having lunch with one of my friend in rock cafe. Previously was called medan which are near by to the college. So we were seating outside with our food and drinks been ordered. We were eating and chatting.

After eating we were resting at the bench. My friend suddenly look surprised and amazed. She looked at me and smiled. I was a bit puzzled and i asked her whats with the expression.

She told me there was this girl sitting behind me drawn me in her sketch. like "Oh my god, she drew you"

I was surprised. Trying to act normal, i looked to the back. I managed to saw a glimpse of the portrait that she drew. I was skeptical a bit because there were quite a few guys were there also. So i told her maybe she was not drawing me.

Yet she managed to confirmed to me that the girl indeed drew me in her sketch. While she were eating, the girl kept looking towards the direction i was seating all the time. I went sheepishly shy out of a sudden. I didn't even look at the back just to see the sketch.

Anyway it was indeed a nice feeling to be known that someone is actually doing that behind you.
Becoming untold volunteer of a subject to be drawn. How nice is that~~~~ feel so bagus.

That event particular reminded me of this picture.
How would i look like if i were in Ragnarok game?

This portrait was drawn by one of my friend and gave me as a souvenir gift to me. I went like "Awwww~~" I don't remember what character she put me in but by the look of the ear and tail, it looked like a dog?

Well have you been drawn? Sound teramat salah pulak....

Lg and I were talking to each other the other day. Suddenly i told him that he has been very bad, neglecting most of the time but on the other hand i knew he had a lot of workload to do. So i said it out of my frustration and just to see what is his reaction.

Normally apologetic will come first but he is unpredictable. I cannot expect the expected but unexpected. He told me "Yes, i have been bad lately"

I can't believe what she had done. Till know i still feel the aftershock.
Literally when she did that in front of me, it was too late for me to stop her or even said anything on what she did. I was just literally standing there in front her with my mouth open wide. Its so unbelievable.

Tidak boleh terima hakikat itu. o(><)o Even after that, i ask her "Why you did that?" She replied "I thought you didn't need it?" I was struck by her answer. Like literally shock and want to smack her on the face in front of everyone. Thank you b#$% you just make my day worst. The shredding sound was still lingering in my head. She happily took the receipt from me and *shreck shiack shick shrut* and thrown in her dustbin. I was just standing there.

I need to bring back to the department to keep for accounts record you dumb *tuuuutiiituuutooo* How come i don't need it? I have to take back her very own make bi-product and took it back to the department and one of my superior says " What happened?"

I said "She koyak it before i can said anything." ngo.. ngo.. ngo chip sau hmm dou arh...

I need to re-patch it up and i tell you it was so relaxing because it is kinda making a puzzle and with my fine and artistic hands.. i can do it back to normal.

Do you guys have this problem before?
So problematic... if you were asking me question or recognizes me at outside while walking.
You asked me "Are you REMEMBER?" You might not get an answer from me.

I might said "YOU SAID WHAT???" Mohon maaf. ><
Have a great day guys... while i go back to my study.

Sorry for been not posting anything in here lately but im back for the day. The reason why i have not been updating the blog was because I AM BUSY with my coming exam. Need to cramp everything in my head. Why me??? *begging for mercy*

Anyway while i was taking a break from my studies awhile, i found this in youtube accidentally and my jaw drop. Now who could even resist the temptation of a ice cream?? I won't.

Comes with a truck. HELLL NO!!!
I literally jumping around screaming for an ICE CREAM TRUCK!!!!!!

You won't find an ice cream truck in Malaysia. More of a ice cream motor. HAHAHA!!

In addition if it comes with hot looking guys in undies??? Now i want to know your answer.

... smile that way.

watch this short film. Directed by Sun Park and it captures the emotions well.

Heart breaking film to me. What is your thought?

For the adoption;

Adoption can be done through the National Registration Department

[Registration Of Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 253)]

or through the Court [Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 257].

1. The child to be adopted-A child must be under the age of 18.

2. Who can adopt. The person who is adopting must be

· at least 25 years old and is not less than 21 years older than the infant but this latter requirement may be waived by the court if adopter is a relative or a mother of the child.
· jointly by a husband and wife.
· a widow or widower or an unmarried or divorced person, with the consent of the Minister of Health and Welfare.
· a person who married the natural parent of the child.
· The child was under the care of the adoptor for at least three months prior to the adoption.
· The child is ordinarily resident in Malaysia.


Law does not even recognize the method of surrogate mother here. Not like our counterparts.

See how hard is it? To have kids of our own. We have no rights at all. Do your part people. Stop ignoring the fact that we did not have our own right to live, married and have kids.

Gay are being and living gay itself and not having fun all the time.

You want to have a picture family like the above?