내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

Despite when having a review on my last year resolution, the ticking done is a lot easier because not all are done. MUOHAHAHA!!! Oh well, but thats what keep us moving on. Resolution is a must.

I can't believe that i have to go back to college at 3rd of January for part time F5 and then P3 for 2 days consecutive. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

HELP ME!!! Holiday seems so short!!!! I need more break!!!

Here once again this festive of forgiving and giving is here. One more day. Hurayyyyy~~~~

I wish everyone in advance to have a splendid celebration of Merry Christmas with your loved one's.

I even change my music playlist to christmas songs so that to have the feel for christmas..This time what i want for christmas is nothing else but JAY!!! I want to be with him to celebrate this festive season side by side, and making a one momerable time together. In bed!! No! just joking... hahahaha..

Everyone had a merry christmas..!!!

On the 20th of December, I went to Pyramid at around 11am to wait for Jay.
While waiting i went to the convention center for the Anime Expo. I had to paid 15rm for the entrance fee. Well i thought was free entrance. I walked around the expo and noticed a lot of people were cosplaying and there are quite a lot of nice souvenirs, manga's stall set up and they sell a lot of cute adorable stuff.

At 1pm++ he reached sunway and ask me to go to the Grandpa BakKutTeh shop as there are no parking space.
It was yummy.. HAHA..

At the moment i saw him i wanted to give him a big huggy but we were at a public place but anyway our knees were touching together at the table. We keep exchanging the eye contact. I miss him so much.

After we had our lunch we went to pyramid and eventually got a parking space. In the car we were holding our hands all the time.

We went shopping together at Pyramid. For my birthday he got me a bag.

While he got himself a nice long sleeve shirt and a trouser. I became his fashion adviser. I was in the changing room with him all the time. Oh my god!!! When i saw his body i want to scream and faint. He got a real hard core 6 pack. I was like ... AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! And he look like a kid, so cute. Well something happen in there.

I can't help but just to stare at his sexy body. Sound like a pervert right? HAHA. at least im not staring at there. Anyway he did molested me. While he was choosing for the clothes, he put me as his model. Well we are at the same height anyway.
There he touch and asked me a silly question "What's that?"
I was (-_________________-)

I should have said "I don't know. Want to check for me?"
Anyway i got a kiss and a hug from him. That's enough. I spend a simple birthday with him but that was memorable. With him shopping is just nice.

Thank you LG.

Soon i am turning 20 years old.. still looking young and energetic and always a kiddy boyish look. HAHAH... i wish i wont turn old.. but to turn back time to be a baby?

Why? Well because i love sucking.. suck my thumb, suck the pacifier, play with my gugu.. hahaha.. and crawl here and crawl there, and also hump the teddy bear.... my favourite dream job is to be a baby. WAKAKA!!

Well every year my wish keeps updated and influenced by the ever growing environment out there. This year my wish are a bit special. Rather that what i always wanted, the list contains more of what i wish for others. Since i was born in December, i have 12 wishes.

Dear Santa,

12. I wish for more more world peace so that everyone can live without fear of security, free from domestic violence toward woman, children, no wars, no discrimination between groups of people, genders, ethnics, country.

11. I wish that everyone are aware and take actions to safeguards and take measures for nature around us. Protecting them now will guarantee their existence for the next generation to come. I really don't want to suffer now just because of some ignorant people.

10. I wish all the people that i knew close family and friends, direct or indirectly people that i touch, know or unknown, straight or PLU's live their life happily and healthily. Leave the life to the fullest and be proud of the fall and scar in life. Don't hide them or be intimidated by it. It's blessed to be part in part of your life's.

9. I wish for the time ahead in year 2010 will be a great year ahead for all of us. More adventure, more happiness.

8. I wish for my LG, Jay to be happy and healthy always. Hope that he will be safe no matter what or where he does or goes. Love you Jay. To held your hand together in walking down this journey is what i always wanted for.

7. I wish I could travel more around places to see the outside world and could reach out to them to help those in need.

6. I wish that i could pass all the exams in ACCA. ( Can't believe it is in my list. When does ACCA become part of my life?) Misery...

5. I wish that i could have my wishes come true.

4. I wish i could have a great BODY, MIND AND SOUL( health, gain weight, be handsome and young looking always.)

3. I wish that more hip happenings in my life.. more bitching.. just kidding..

2.I wish that the world is not ending at 21.12.2012. If can make it to some other day. Why a day before my birthday???? I DON'T WANT!!!

1. I wish that forever i could make the wishing list in this blog and more readers to my blog.

There. Wish everyone an early festive mood for christmas..
~Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way~

Officially i had my exam cleared, and I am totally free now. Who want to meet me? Date me? Just kidding..

Anyway exam this time, brings me confident and hopefully i will be able to pass it. I would want to finish it off fast so i won't go through the exams again. I hate exam orientated based course but what to do i choose to be in ACCA.

Luckily she doesn't know what was i doing.. HAHAHA!!!

I felt like having the same vibe for having parents with facebook and adding you. OMG!!!!!!!!

From you bb, lp.

This movie is a short movie and it last about 12 minute and 22 second.
I tried to search for some info about it but to no avail. I searched high and low but can't get anything but little info about it and some pictures about it for you all to see. Here is the picture gallery on the short film

My review on about this movie is, acceptable short and captured nicely on the emotions. Most of the message in this movie are portrayed in the writings. So you must be able to read Chinese in order to understand it. Alright?

It is available in the Youtube and in 2 parts. I hope it makes it into a movie and i prefer it to be in the movie.

Enjoy.

Well its been few days without updates and here is one freshie one.
HAAHA!! His birthday is coming soon which is next week Monday and I still doesn't know what to get for him. I'm practically running hysterically now.. " WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT?!"

This is my first time celebrating birthday with him and I do want to make a very memorable one too. What to do and get? I have no absolute idea.. (?=?)

So what to get?? Any suggestion.. well lately he have been working late and been very busy. i thought I would want to do home spa for him. Good idea? Massage for him, candle light dinner and present. I thought want to but a couple thingy but I want him to initiate it.. my lg what.

Well, missing him badly and i decided to make this.

I never get bored after watching his stand up comedy again and again. It always left me laughing in stitches.. I just like his jokes..

I have been putting on my thinking cap awhile. I don't know why, but crude, racist jokes always sells well like hot cakes among people but clean and nice jokes soothing to your ears never get you laughed... but ended up people with responses like "Har??" or " i don't get it"

Jokes like "knock, knock who's there?" is an example. If anyone tell me that joke, I'm going o knock the dick out from you.. HAHA!!

The first song in my music play list now really describes the feeling of mine. Day and night i will be thinking of him. Wondering what is he doing and where is he. Is he fine? Has he eaten?

Well like yesterday night, I was so worried whether is he alright. The whole day he did not reply my messages. I called him and it said "Please try again later" I started to be scared and nearly crying waiting for his call or reply. I called his home and no pick up from him.

I tell myself to relax and everything is fine but every incident flashing in my mind behind me making me more afraid. I started to tell myself that I can't loose him in anyway. I waited in my room and I pray that everything will be alright.

He finally called me. He told me "Sorry, I left my cellphone in the home." Repeatedly he say sorry... At least now I know he is fine, safe and sound..

On the Friday, I traveled down to KL Sentral from Subang Jaya KTM at around 4pm++after having a haircut at APT Sunway Pyramid.

Its been ages long since I have use public transport. Well I bought my ticket at a price of 1.60ringgit. When I was abroad the KTM, I notice a couple in front of me was looking at me. Well they were looking at my thighs... I was standing apparently with my bag and my roller travel bag. They must have been thinking something while looking at me.

Only few that I thought of what were they talking about.

Being mistaken a lot of times i was a girl... erm??? hello??? i got a dick here...
People call me leng lui when i buy tau fu fa, being stopped from entering toilet, call for delivery call me miss.. what's wrong with you people???

The cause of this is Malaysia have too many lala liao.. Not this lala lar...

Every time I am the victim for this reason.. Haiz.. I don't look like lala nor talk like a girl or a sissy type.. Geez.. what's with the confusion... I have a ball you know that??
Even people mistaken me that i am a hongkongnese.. WTF????

Anyway after I reached there I decided to have some thing to churn, so I stopped by at Coffee Bean and have myself some rest there. I think I slept also at there.. haha..

I waited for more than 2 hour as Jay finishes his work at 7pm but with the jam and raining, I only got to see him at 8pm++ at the departure station.

In the car we were holding hands all the time. For dinner is Korean dish and i enjoyed eating it until I was full that I barf in my mouth. Yes i mean in my mouth and i swallowed it back.. I know eeeeewwwwwwww... but its my own not others.. so?

Anyway we went home at 10pm++

Warning:Explicit entry
To those who are below 18 and,or easily being offended by gay materials, please do leave this page immediately. I will not be wholly responsible for any harm done direct or indirectly.

When we reached home, we had a nice warm hug. Jay hug me so tightly, I felt i just suffocated. Then he looked at me in the eyes. His lips reach to mine and he kissed me. While we kiss each other, Jay start to take my shirt off. We continue kissing and headed to the bed room. At the end we were naked in the room.

After that he led me to the bathroom for a bath together. In the bath, we played a little but it went a bit wild in there. He pushes me to the wall and our body were so close to each other that the shower waters could not pass between us. I bit his ear and he moaned a little. I lick his neck all the way down to his dick. Its already hard when i see it.
I could not resist it anymore. I engulfed it deep into my mouth. I suck it hard and deep throat it. He moan harder each time his 7inch cock is deep in my mouth. Then he pulls me up and start to kiss me passionately. His hand was behind my neck while mine was on his back.

After the appetizer, we rubbed each other back and washed every part of it. He slid his hand into my tunnel to wash it and I moaned. He laughed. He ask me a silly question. " Will you feel uneasy if shampoo is in there?" I laughed and said, " A bit lorh" o(`(><)`)o *oink oink*

Then we wiped each other dry. He lead me to his bed and we hugged each other. Then he turned on the TV. I said, " Laugong, Laupo need it already". He replied "I want to hug you a little while more. I miss you." From 5 minutes it turn to 15 minutes and he said "Laupuo still hard from the beginning till now" I blushed and i turn to him straight away and give him a pleasure kiss. He responded and he started to hug me. My cock starts to rub against his. I could feel his is getting harder. I bend down and engulf his cock.

Then he changed the body position and start to kiss me again. He then places his dick into my mouth. I suck it with my pleasure. I lick the head and put it back in. Then I move to his scrotum and lick and bit it. He moaned hard. After about 15 minutes of opening dish, he turn me around and he asked me "Can i fuck you now?" I nodded.

He applied some lubricant on my shaft and his dick. I was so excited when he was entering into my shaft. He put it in so fast that I felt an excruciating pain and pleasure embroiled in me. I moan so hard.. He said "Sorry laupuo." Then he was on top of me hugging me from the back. I move my head to look at him and he started to kiss me. He fuck me gradually faster and then I asked for more. He started to hump me hard and it felt so nice.

Then we move into the missionary position. I love his dick moving in and out from my shaft He ask me to lay back down. I obliged. At that moment I laid down, he fucked me so hard and fast. I love it so much that my hand was pulling his hair and we were both kissing wildly. He moaned so hard and the sign of him cumming was there. He put his dick completely in and cummed in me. He giggled and said " Laupuo, I cummed already"

Both of us were tired after the session.... We slept at near 12pm+

The very next day that I return from Genting...

Hep peepz (/^___^)/,
soon enough when the times come I'm going off on silent mode for quite awhile until MID-DECEMBER. That means lesser blog post but don't worry larh i still will post something in my blog for you guys to read. Why ar?

Well due to my exam which is coming soon in a month time and I got to start cramming all the laws and audits procedure back to my head. Its actually already in my head, just need to press the refresh button. I need to buckle up.. haizz..

I have to graduate fast.. as study right now is a sick thing to do. Books, books, classes and exams all the time. I can't take it anymore.. (/x___________________x)/ Enough is enough.. People had went to work says they want to go back there but for me is the other way round. I'm sick of it.. going classes, and seeing the bloody paper again and again.. ishh...

so see ya folks... have a nice great day ahead.

p/s- i will post explicit entry for you guys some other time..kekeke.. laugong, laupo misses you.

I was quite surprised ∑(O_O；)！！ to see the mess in the house at first but I can't blame at all as Jay is so busy with his work. Even when I came back from Genting, he even had to work in-house to complete the work. So I decided to clean the home for him when he went to work.

I woke up quite late as I overslept due to the tiredness which have been accumulated for days. I started the house cleaning chores at around 12pm after refreshing myself. I was standing in the middle of the mess, thinking where to start from... (･_･?)7
the kitchen? the living room? the bedroom?

So I started by sweeping the floor at the living room and as I do, I found a few small parasite or bug. It was relatively small, white and silver in colour, and shape of a water drop. I don't know what was it call. That makes me more determine to clean everything squeaky clean from top to bottom. Shining bling bling ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~

It took me like more than two hour of sweeping and vacuuming the living room, kitchen and bedroom. I swept and vacuum more than 1 round as the cats fur are a lot. While sweeping the floor, I also collects the rubbish all the way and guess what? I got 2 big black plastic bags of dirt's and rubbish.

Not just that, even money are at everywhere. I collected all of them and got a big bowl full of it. "If one day had no money to eat, I just need to search somewhere in the home",I told him.

Guess how much is the value in the bowl? I found one 50ringgit note, five 1ringgit note and a lot of coins. The total amounted to more than 110ringgit.

After done with the floor, I went to search for a cloth to wipe stuffs. I have to tell that from originally white it turn to black at the end. A lot of stuffs, TV, shelf's, rack are cover in dust and dirt's. It took me another more than 2 hour to clean up all of it.

After that I move to the kitchen and that took me another hour. I went for a hunting as he places the food everywhere and even medicine like aspirin. There are even foods which are expired over a year are still there, leftover Char Kuey Teow and stubborn stains.

The cover plastic for foods, drinks are placed scattered in the kitchen. The root of all the problem was there was no litter bin. For that, I make one in the kitchen. After cleaning the kitchen, I head off to his work area. His laptop... is covered with dust, and ants are there crawling for leftover bits.. is really dirty.. I cleaned up the area but didn't touch the piles of papers and book as I want to leave it as it is.


Time passes really fast. By the time I finish cleaning everything it was already pass 7pm already. So I quickly vacuum one more time the floor and light up aromatherapy in the home. Then I quickly take a quick bath and later that I prepared a red date instant drink to welcome him back. ( ^‐^)_且~~ Hospitality marh...

So this is what it looks like in the home and before/after picture.

One of the work place area he had other than his laptop area. This is where he dines also. Look at all the foods. There are also empty tissue box's not recycled or thrown still in the home. After i clean up it looks much nicer.


The living room overview area floor. You can see tissues everywhere. What you can't see is even more. After cleaning up, it loos more like a home. I clean the shelves, the books, arranged them, clean the light bulbs and cover too. Everything I cleaned.


When we got back after Vietnam dinner, he asks me what smell so nice. Resultant from the aromatherapy... HAHAHA..

I even prepared for him a shopping list to do for the home lorh. (/^-^)/The list are:

I supposed to do the shopping with him but after the dinner it was already late and he wants to fetch me back home some more. So the shopping will have to be done some other time. (T___T)

Now at home.. be missing dear laugong Jay and miaomiao..

My performance in genting is finally over.. what a relief... (/-0)/=3.. after months of training it ended up in a blast of stars.. I even got to meet ning baizura, faizal tahir and eric. Lucky me..\(^o^)/ I will post up the picture soon after I got back home..


Yesterday night I slept like a pig in the arms of Jay. He hugged me throughout the night. It felt so nice to be in someone arms. Waking up everday in the morning to be able to see the person you loved laying beside you just make me you feel warm in heart, sweet and happy..

This few days he takes care of me so well (include sex..haha) and I loved him very much. Before my genting trip I spent the day with him. Well going to update soon about it. Just too tired.. and lazzzzy-eh. HAHA

That's what I am doing today.. cleaning the home for him.. I want to make sure is clean before he comes back.. and he has a cat with him.. we call it miaomiao so cute..

I have my eyes on your every move.

but i think the cat is spying on my every move lorh.. hahaha.. doesn't seem to like me.. I don't know.. but to live with my lg, I need to have the cat permission first.. like Mother in law permission.. wakakaa \(^v^)/ true.. now as even I'm blogging the cat is just beside me..

now is supposed to clean and still cleaning but I'm updating blog here.. kekeke.. my lg have mcd delivery for me.. so sweet.. Thank you Lougong.

Well go to continue the cleaning now.. love you guys and especially you lougong, Jay. Muack..

Thats so true... hahaha \(^v^)/

Being in homosexuality realm, people like us would have the ability to detect the others.
Its like our head are attached with an invisible, humongous radar that activates all the time. Have ever you wonder whether is the gaydar or just simply the traits that make people seem gay innate?

I'm left handed, my index finger are higher/relatively same length with my ring finger, i have counterclockwise whorl and increased density of fingerprint ridges on the thumb and pinkie of the left hand. And I'm Gay. But is that what makes me Gay?

For years the subject of homosexuality are being a subject for studies in science and are no longer a taboo or regarded as a disease. The studies are by finding common biological traits which might help in one day that would shed some light on the origins of sexual orientation.
Or simply the "Gay Gene".

A quick summary from what the article says,

At first read, their findings seem like a string of unlinked,

EXAMPLE : Hand Dexterity (Male)
Gay men and lesbians have a 50 percent greater chance of being left-handed or ambidextrous than their straight counterparts.

esoteric observations. Statistically, for instance, gay men and lesbians have about a 50 percent greater chance of being left-handed or ambidextrous than straight men or women.

EXAMPLE : Digit Proportions (Female)
The index fingers of most straight men are shorter than their ring fingers, and for most women they are the same length or longer. Gay men and lesbians tend to have reversed ratios.

The relative lengths of our fingers offer another hint: The index fingers of most straight men are shorter than their ring fingers, while for most women they are closer in length, or even reversed in ratio. But some researchers have noted that gay men are likely to have finger-length ratios more in line with those of straight women, and a study of self-described “butch” lesbians showed significantly masculinized ratios.

The same goes for the way we hear, the way we process spatial reasoning, and even the ring of our voices. One study, involving tape-recordings of gay and straight men, found that 75 percent of gay men sounded gay to a general audience. It’s unclear what the listeners responded to, whether there is a recognized gay “accent” or vocal quality. And there is no hint as to whether this idiosyncrasy is owed to biology or cultural influences—only that it’s unmistakable.

Richard Lippa, a psychologist from California State University at Fullerton, is one of the leading cataloguers of the many ways in which gay people are different. I caught up with him a few weeks ago at a booth at the Long Beach Pride Festival in Southern California, where he was researching another hypothesis—that the hair-whorl patterns on gay heads are more likely to go counterclockwise.

EXAMPLE : Hair Whorl (Men)
Gay men are more likely than straight men to have a counterclockwise whorl.

If you like to read more about it, come here The Science of Gaydar and what does gay look like

Well from what they have collected, what i can say it might be true or otherwise. It might also be coincidence as the probabilities are high as compared to the population of the world. the chances of us having the same traits are there.

As what people say, "You can find another 7 version of yourself in other parts of the continent"

Have yourself some reading and say.

First of all to my readers, sorry ar.. I apologize first. m(_ _)m

What the heck? Whats wrong with the blogger.com wor? (*`^´*)9 "@!##$%*^#$"
About to post, then it went " Sorry blogger cannot process bla bla bla.." until i cannot sign in to the home also.. for nearly an hour... Now i have to type all over again.. (T____T)
(=O>~<)=O*☆`[punching pillow bag]

Back to my topic for the day.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR LOVE

Before that let me teach you how to say " I LOVE YOU" in 6 different language to use on your loved one. Alright? (Spanish, Korean, Italian, Japanese, Dutch and French )

I hope time passes very fast with just a snap of a finger... Why? because next Friday i will be staying in his home. This is due to my Genting trip performance. This past few days, we text-ed and call each other to tell how we missed and love each other and how are our day have been.

When i ask him whether I can stay at his home, he was happy i guess.. Are you?
He said,"Of course can, it's your home too. You can take care of me also"
I blushed. I was about to erupt with volcanic acid gushing out from my ear... hahaha love

I asked him whether he want to taste my cooking that night.

Then he told me that its going to be late. "How about Korean food?", he asked me. Thus i replied,"Sure". I like Korean food. I like anything about Korean.
That's explain with my Korean words and Korean songs in the blog. \(^U^)/

The favourite dish that i like is the bulgogi,불거기. It is a Korean dish that usually consists of marinated barbecued beef, although chicken or pork may also be used.

Bulgogi literally means "fire meat" in Korean (this refers to the cooking technique—over an open flame—rather than the dish's spiciness) The term is also applied to variations such as dak bulgogi (made with chicken) or dweji bulgogi (made with pork), although the seasonings are different.
This dish is sometimes served with a side of lettuce or any leafy vegetable to be used to wrap a slice of the meat and dab it with ssamjang, 쌈장 sauce.

I can't wait to feed him the dish. Aahhh.. (^_)-<*(O^) open wide wide.. Hope to make a mess on his face..kekeke.. I misses him. I misses his laughter.
When I have finally meet him, I think I'm going to jump on him and not going to let go. Going to hug him 24 hour.. keke.. but that's impossible lor.. even in the jamban meh..

After reading the news on Beyonce postponing her concert "I AM.." in Malaysia which supposed to be on the 25th October, I nearly collapsed flat to the floor. In her official website states;

Statement from Music World Entertainment/Columbia Records:

The “I AM…” tour stop in Malaysia, originally scheduled for October 25, 2009 by Beyoncé, has been postponed indefinitely. The entertainer remains respectful of the people and cultures of all nations and holds the fans of Malaysia in highest regards.

She had her concert cancelled here already 2 years ago and move to Indonesia who are also majority Muslim but with more relaxed rules and regulations.

A statement from them;

“We are not against entertainment, but it’s the way she performs — her gyrating moves on stage and her sexy outfits. It will erode the moral values of our young people,” PAS youth chief Nasruddin Hassan Tantawi told.

"We oppose such concert to be held and we will take action to prevent such concert to be held in Malaysia" he added

What outrageous and stupid comment from him i have to say. Her skimpy outfit, her dance move are way too sexy that it will impact on the social value? Well hello? Wake up cavemen.. do you want me to slap you?
Dude strengthen the spiritual and it will not effected anyone.. get it? rather than trying to banning it why not find the root of all the problems and fix it? back to your religion guidance. If it were that easy to just see someone dance that way and got high*ahem* that individual must have problem. Who even would unless the commentators yourself..

Not just Beyonce alone, lines of foreign artiste were not spared from this kind of ridiculous, stupid, not building comment made even MJ. Here are the list of them;

US hip-hop band the Black Eyed Peas played in front of a multiracial audience last month after a ban on Muslims was lifted, although frontwoman Fergie was forced to cover up.

PAS called for Danish band Michael Learns to Rock to be banned from performing in September, saying it was an insult to Muslims during the fasting month of Ramadan.

For Bi(Rain) concert held in 2007 he was warned not to be topless in his concert like this;

It also held protests against Canadian rocker Avril Lavigne’s concert last year after failing to have it banned. How? By passing flyer's outside her concert urging the youths to turn back

While a performance by Gwen Stefani went ahead despite allegations it would weaken youth “morally and mentally”.

Pussycat Dolls concert in 2006 was fined 10,000 ringgit (US$2,857) after the U.S. girl group was accused of flouting decency regulations.

Mariah Carey even received the same treatment when she was here in 2004 like Beyonce now.

"Everyone knows Mariah Carey presents herself in a sexy, unacceptable and almost vulgar manner," Ahmad Sabki Yusof, a leader of the fundamentalist Pan-Malaysian Islamic Party's youth wing said.
"She is not an appropriate role model for young Malaysians," he told.

Well what else can we expect from PAS here and now and future. Every concert to be held in Malaysia are all seem to be a bad influence towards the society. What a beneficial party are you?

They do not represent the whole society here. They just want a glimpse of lime light in the media or they will be redundant. Nothing to do. I hope Beyonce can get through this idiots people and hear her saying in stage;

(/^0^)/~~~~~"Beyonce Boleh!!"~~~~~\(^0^\)

To PAS you FAILED terribly. d(^_^d)

After the show in the cinema, we went to have a little dessert. At first i introduced to him the HONEYMOON, but it was packed of people. We waited awhile but because nearly all the customer haven't been served yet, i bring him to another shop in the ASIAN AVENUE.

We sat down at the sofa and we were looking at the menu. Too bad that day no "tong sui" was available.. hmph.. (*￣m￣) So we ordered juice to drink. We chat.
Our hands were touching each other all the time..

I remembered our hands touched together accidentally when we were walking, he laughed..
" What so funny wor?" (-（○___○）-) *oink*

I was thinking to order the Christmas Special menu at there. HAHAHA!!! Something called "First Love" or something like that cheeky words. I don't really remember even my blog says "REMEMBER"（　ﾟ Дﾟ） .. Hahaha..\（⌒▽⌒）/

After that he ask me to go out from pyramid. So i nodded. Then he drove me around in the car. He hold my hand most of the time in the car.
Round and round and round (^_^)( ^_)( ^)( )(^ )(_^ )(^_^).. like merry go round..it is so sweet... i love that kind of environment.
Just the physical touch and the connection, sensitivity, erm.. Not sex lol.. not always about that OK? d(-_^d) hahaha...

I didn't know how many times i text-ed to him stating that i miss him.. Just so badly..

I gave him the URL of this blog just this morning.. and he will read it tonight. Anticipation of what he thinks lol.. i wonder?????????

This movie was recommended by one of my friends. She say its funny and must watch movie. So i search and i found it.

This movie is a co-production with South Korean powerhouse CJ Entertainment.

The story goes like this.

Comic book artist Sophie (Zhang Ziyi) is a sweet and carefree girl brimming with creativity. She and her handsome surgeon boyfriend of two years, Jeff (So Ji-Sub), are the perfect couple. After his marriage proposal to her in front of her family and all of her friends, Sophie is the happiest person in the world.

One day, Jeff meets a famous movie star, Joanna (Fan Bingbing), during a surgical procedure. Immediately afterwards, he breaks up with Sophie.

Devastated, Sophie takes to bed. She is unable to face anyone, especially her mother who had been planning the wedding. Sophie decides to cover up the break-up, with only her 2 best friends, Lucy (Ruby Lin) and Lily (Yao Chen) knowing the truth. She comes up with a master plan : she will use the remaining two months before the wedding date to do whatever it takes to get Jeff back.

She also plans to publish her many strategies in her new comic book. She wants to show women everywhere how to use a 'scientific' approach to win love back.

Sophie's first strategy of "Generosity and Forgiveness" does not go well. At a Halloween part, hosted by Gorden(Peter Ho), a photographer, she drowns her sorrows in alcohol. She stumbles upon a photo of Gorden and Joanna together which immediately gives her the idea of forming an alliance with him. Gordon agrees to become Sophie's partner and her guest for revenge becomes a roller coaster of comedic turns and twists. Together they create a duo filled with surprises and adventures. But there seems more to meet the eye with their relationship.

Will Sophie win her man back? Is revenge all that it's made out to be? Is it madness or is it love? Sometimes love can be found in the most unlikely places.

This movie is in Chinese. Why in Korean poster? well the korean version are much better.. I like the movie. You should watch it too..

I already misses him badly.
I don't know whether is it a love first sight or the badly in need of boy friend in me is the prank of it.

After getting know of him for few days through talking through phone before even meeting him, we found quite of thing that are in common about each other.

Well first we both are Sagittarius. His birthday is on the 23/11 while mine is on the 22/12. The alpha and beta, beginning and the end. Just one month apart. I find that hilarious.. and we both share the same surname. He was surprised even further and he said "Ain't that incest now?" I was speechless but both of us laughed at the end.

So after that he ask me out. I was reluctant to do it, and tried to find excuses but at the end i gave in. I said "Alright" So our place of meeting was at the Pyramid.

Boy, he make me waited for an hour, but he did tell that he has something to do and then he went to saloon before meeting me. I was quite surprised. "He went to saloon? He must be taking care of his look also." I add some points yet deducted some for turning up late. LOL

So i spent my time in the POPULAR shop and search for a book to read. After like walking aimlessly in the fiction section and i saw one. The book titled is "Where are you, Lucy Lu"

So i sat down and read the book. I was literally laughing at Lucy character. the silly girl of getting a glimpse and try to strike a conversation with a handsome stranger name Jade. Well they have 12 hours journey together in a rent car back to London for New Year Eve's with their family. I like the character of her. Time flew and he text-ed me;

"At carpark now :-P wait wait :-P"
[12:57:37PM]

"I at popular now. I go washroom first."

"kk take your time :-D"
[12:59:19PM]

I must make myself fresh too you know.. So i went and he text-ed me again.
I called him to tell him that i am waiting him outside POPULAR and he said he was inside. So i waited for him to come out. He approached me. "Hi"
My response was a smack on his shoulder back, " How can you make me wait for an hour?I don't care you have to give me a treat"
He replied" Alright, I'm sorry"

So we went to have our lunch at ASIAN AVENUE.


After having the lunch we went to the cinema and we bought tickets to PANDORUM and its the side seat. Too close too the screen. Well then we spent a bit of time strolling around the mall and he talk. I realised it was 10 minutes left before the start of the show and then we walk past a comic shop. He said "Can i go in? There's time left right?" Well i don't like being in late, but since he ask i said "Yes"

He was looking around the shop. I was thinking " Cute larh, like comics book." He is not a geek.He works as interior designer. A reminder. He is 23 year old. 170cm tall and weighs around 50kg-55kg. So its quite compatible with me lol... Hahaha (/^0^)/

The movie was good. Noisy and tense. People of new breed eating people. The mystery is how they evolved and where they come from? I jumped up from my seat few times because of the sudden noises or actions. I saw him giggled beside me.
(T_________T) "I just make a fool of myself"

Anyway, then he said he was cold and he reach for my hand. Not long after that we started to get clingy to each other in the cinema. My head was on his shoulder. His leg tangle with mine. Luckily it was the side seat and front. People couldn't notice lor... His reached to my lap.

His said my hand is sweaty and laughed. Of course lor.. warming myself up in the cold cinema.. Haizzz.. another defect act from me ＿|￣|○

I like his shoulder and his chest.Putting my head there is so comfortable. I don't know why. I really liked it.. (>_<)

Forgive me for bitching today. This past few days i don't know what when wrong in my head. it's like an virus had infected my thoughts, actions, and even my vocab. I can't seem to do everything right till now. Everything does not seem to go my way. THE WAY I WANT.

A friend ditch me in KL last week. I have to spend a total RM 60 back and forth. Boy.. the next time i met him again i sure will give him a smack. I hate people like that. Promises not fulfilled. I waited for more than an hour there. Thanks for making me look like an idiot under the scotching hot sun. JEEZ. Patiently i waited. TILL TO NO AVAIL I FED UP. I went back. Luckily i had a good taxi listener. I rant all on him. Such a nice guy. For that service to listen to my bitch ranting. HAHA. We talk a lot in the car. Very nice guy. Talk about a politics, economy, ATLANTUYA and etc.

Haiz.. its ok if you can't come. At least make the bloody effort to tell me you can't make it or you going to be late. But no you didn't. You think I don't have other thing to do is it? Bitch. Damn you. I will not going to be that idiot anymore. I treated everyone equally nice, more actually and this is what i get. Friends who took the opportuninty to kill you in everyway. I know im cute and adorable guy but not to that extent that you think I have no TEMPER.. JUST YOU SO WAIT!!

Lucky that day i went to gym to vent my anger on the treadmill. Hope its no spoilt. I could see people at the side are like looking at me. DUMP DAMP DUMP DAMP... the sound running. My anger was gone after gym classes of Zumba fitness ( dance all out), BodyCombat ( punching him in my mind), Bodypump ( cracking his bone in my hand).

Enough of my ranting. I hope nothing of this happen again. NEVER EVER. IF DO I'LL FREAKING DO SOMETHING TO YOU. Now with my mood swings, even my acne are pushing its way out. Haizzzzzzz..

It's about time for me to post something in here. So long already i haven't post anything in here. Well i was just wondering why guys are horny?
As posted by Willy gor about gay sex, i have something to rant about in here lor...
He has his opinion and i guess everyone will be different as well. The world will be less colourful without it..

I was hoping for more true gay relationship rather more than having sex all the time. Well we need sex to become more intimate in relationship. I didn't doubt it. I wan more of the feeling. Like this picture below. The happiness.


Anyway, for the past few months i have been actively going to gym. I want to live a healthy lifestyle and make myself fit is the reason why i have been doing so. At first it was nice and enjoyable with the gym, class, and fitness routine. Until one day i was literally hit by 4 guys. ( Not physical beating arrr..)

It was on Tuesday and i went to the locker to change for a bath. Well while i was hanging my towel I saw a guy 45 degree opposite me in the shower room, he left an small opening and he was looking at me. Well i ignored. As i was bathing, i felt someone watching me, so i took a peek outside and i confirmed he was watching me. This time he showed me his GorGor to me. Not even didi ok.... (-___-!!).

What the hell... i know i am hot and sexy!! Don't have to do that so fast.. Hahaha



I was so paranoid i closed my curtain and stay in there. After he left, i straight went out. What the hell???? Another guy was doing the same thing to me too when i was going out.. JEEZZZ!!! So i went into the spa and sit right inside. I put the exercise towel on top covering the side of my face. Then the sense of someone is looking at you is there again. This is a different guy. He kept looking at me from the other side. I was so scared, i went out, go to the sauna.
When i went into the sauna a guy was standing up. So i stand near to the door. In case anything happen i just dash out. Then 5 minutes later, i heard a sound. It was the sound of jerking off. I looked up and i saw the stick and his expression looking at me.. DANG!!!!
I should Clorox my eye .. haha

I went out and guess what???? The guy that was seducing me at first was coming in. HMMMM!!!! Haizzz... I couldn't take it anymore, at the end i take a quick bath and leave.

Why? Haiz... After that day, worst still more and more of it happening on me and one of my friend.. Well his case was worst still than mine.. HAHAHA!!