내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

Sorry for been not posting anything in here lately but im back for the day. The reason why i have not been updating the blog was because I AM BUSY with my coming exam. Need to cramp everything in my head. Why me??? *begging for mercy*

Anyway while i was taking a break from my studies awhile, i found this in youtube accidentally and my jaw drop. Now who could even resist the temptation of a ice cream?? I won't.

Comes with a truck. HELLL NO!!!
I literally jumping around screaming for an ICE CREAM TRUCK!!!!!!

You won't find an ice cream truck in Malaysia. More of a ice cream motor. HAHAHA!!

In addition if it comes with hot looking guys in undies??? Now i want to know your answer.

... smile that way.

watch this short film. Directed by Sun Park and it captures the emotions well.

Heart breaking film to me. What is your thought?

For the adoption;

Adoption can be done through the National Registration Department

[Registration Of Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 253)]

or through the Court [Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 257].

1. The child to be adopted-A child must be under the age of 18.

2. Who can adopt. The person who is adopting must be

· at least 25 years old and is not less than 21 years older than the infant but this latter requirement may be waived by the court if adopter is a relative or a mother of the child.
· jointly by a husband and wife.
· a widow or widower or an unmarried or divorced person, with the consent of the Minister of Health and Welfare.
· a person who married the natural parent of the child.
· The child was under the care of the adoptor for at least three months prior to the adoption.
· The child is ordinarily resident in Malaysia.


Law does not even recognize the method of surrogate mother here. Not like our counterparts.

See how hard is it? To have kids of our own. We have no rights at all. Do your part people. Stop ignoring the fact that we did not have our own right to live, married and have kids.

Gay are being and living gay itself and not having fun all the time.

You want to have a picture family like the above?

One of the fewest thing that could help me distress myself or when I'm sad or in moody.

1. the LOVE!!!

I enjoyed them so much that i could finish them in one go. I enjoyed so much. Vitamin C,Vitamin B2, Vitamin B5, Vitamin B6, Vitamin K, Copper, Manganese, Dietary fiber, Iodine, Potassium, and Folate.

They even helped fighting disease, contains anti-aging properties and plus point helps remove tartar.

STRAWBERRY!!
Just love it. The shape, the color, the texture and the juice that overflows in my mouth. Ahh~~ if its given by someone you love its more sweeter.. if its di suap makan lagilah...

2. WHAT A GREAT TASTE!!

I can find it any where to satisfy my need. Big or small. Long or short. With huts or without one. Comes with flavours too.. and its being lined up for me to choose. Ain't that great? Got choices. Don't like can reject and never come back.

Chocolate is made from plants, which means it contains many of the health benefits of dark vegetables. These benefits are from flavonoids which act as antioxidants. Antioxidants protect the body from aging caused by free radiscals, which can cause damage that leads to heart disease. Dark chocolate contains a large number of antioxidants (nearly 8 times the number found in strawberries). Flavonoids also help relax blood pressure through the production of nitric oxide, and balance certain hormones in the body.


Now that's the reason why i don't look like my age. I look young. One of my babe told me"People like you going to look young forever" LOL!!

CHOCOLATE!!! A reason to scream for!! Sweet and its hard. Melts in my mouth.

3. White..

Every day or even if i miss at the day, at night i will have a cup of milk.

Milks are good. GOOD!! help build and maintain bone mass throughout the lifecycle. This may reduce the risk of osteoporosis. If mixed with banana, they helped us to relax and sleeps well during the night. They also contains;

Vitamin D functions in the body to maintain proper levels of calcium and phosphorous, thereby helping to build and maintain bones. Milk that is fortified with vitamin D is a good source of this nutrient. Other sources include vitamin D-fortified yogurt and vitamin D-fortified ready-to-eat breakfast cereals.

Diets rich in potassium may help to maintain healthy blood pressure. Milk products, especially yogurt and fluid milk, provide potassium.

Calcium is used for building bones and teeth and in maintaining bone mass. Milk products are the primary source of calcium in American diets. Diets that provide 3 cups or the equivalent of milk products per day can improve bone mass.

Had a great soft skin and hair yet milk also helps people who want to slim down too.

Hope of marriage?
Under the Law Reform Marriage and Divorce Act 1976 in Section 2 Interpretation, “marriage register” includes—

(a) any register of marriages kept under any written law
relating to registration of marriages prior to the appointed
date;
(b) marriage registers constituted under subsection 46A(1)
and section 46B; and
(c) microfilms, computers and other forms of records made
under subsection 46A(2);

“marriage with another woman” means marriage of any person,
being married to any other woman during the life of the former
wife, whether the second marriage has taken place within Malaysia
or elsewhere;

It stated clearly that only with woman the marriage can only be registered and recognized. In other words, the context of the law are in the understandings of the traditional definitions of marriage.

We had a far long way to go and even in the States, only few of the state allowed and approved the same-sex marriage.

However, Joe Sudbay, a Washington-based writer and deputy editor for AMERICAblog, asked Obama for a clear answer on where he stood on gay marriage, and was told that while his views could “evolve,” Obama said he still thinks gays should not be granted marriage rights.

“I am a strong supporter of civil unions,” Obama said, according to the White House transcript. “I have been to this point unwilling to sign on to same-sex marriage primarily because of my understandings of the traditional definitions of marriage.” Perhaps in an attempt not to write him off as a firm opponent to gay marriage, Obama added that “attitudes evolve, including mine.”

Whats your thought?
Do you want to get married with the man you love?

This song should justify the reason WHY EVERY GIRLS NEEDS A GAY BEST FRIEND!!



The ending kinda funny. We are depicted as a superhero for them. i wonder what superheroes would we have if there were one? Our superpower would.. i don't even want to think about it.

What are your thoughts?

if you like it share it please.

It does hit me when a friend of mine make me realized it.
Where will it head too? Time will come? What happens then?

I apparently can't ignored it and it does bothers me at times. Gay were not what we choose to be. We didn't ask to be that way nor born nor made that way. It's just us. We didn't have any act nor law that support us in the way we lived in. We are a step behind compared to our western counterparts.

Our country does not recognize of same-sex marriage nor the ability of adoption by gay people like us. Same-sex marriage is a civil rights, political, social, moral, and religious issue in many nations. The conflicts arise over whether same-sex couples should be allowed to enter into marriage, be required to use a different status (such as a civil union, which either grant equal rights as marriage or limited rights in comparison to marriage), or not have any such rights.

Most gays here doesn't really care about this and blog most of how their daily lives going on and etc. I choose to take a different to route and educate AND advocate my readers about your rights at some times.

The nation retains its colonial era penal code criminalizing sodomy and fundamentalist Islamic notions have a heavy influence on the nations' laws, politics, cultural norms and social attitudes.

It is found in Section 377 of the Penal Code which criminalises gay sex. That ban on sodomy ( as well as oral sex ), broadly defined to include both heterosexual and homosexual acts, with possible punishment including fines, long prison sentences and even corporal punishment.

Anyone who "voluntarily has carnal intercourse against the order of nature with any man, woman or animal" can be jailed for 20 years and/or caned and fined under Section 377.

Section 377A ("Outrages on decency") states that:

Any male person who, in public or private, commits, or abets the commission of, or procures or attempts to procure the commission by any male person of, any act of gross indecency with another male person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years.

Explanation - Penetration is sufficient to constitute the carnal intercourse necessary to the offense described in this section.

However Section 377 isn't the only act criminalising homosexuality and sodomy in Malaysia. There are also many parallel offenses under state-level syariah laws. These range from improper conduct in public spaces to sexual relations between persons of the same gender.

My fellow readers,

after today i would have difficulty in posting up post here. The reason why because i have a week of torture of classes of exam driven and focus classes. EDC and EFC!!

Long hours of classes and i will be dead exactly like a zombie. Priceless!!

However if i do have time i would come and post short and sweet one. Before that i have scheduled a post for tomorrow and do read it up guys. This will be your homework and assignment. WAKAKA!!

Let me know what of your thoughts about it.

and im going to miss my bed!!! sniffs*** miss dear too....sniffs******

This is an ice cream advertisement which is banned in the UK.

Now are you thinking what am i thinking?
What is yours?

P/S: very inappropriate to feature 2 pastor in this salvation ice cream. LOL!!!

Kiss the one you love


I have been thinking where are the best place to lock lips together? Where leh? Hmm

In my dating days, these sweet adventure are done either in a dimly-light restaurant and on street/shop corners. You and I might had already dream about the beach at sunset, under the tree and right smack dab on the mouth, in the shower perhaps, on high rise building overlook the city or at a hill with skies full of stars. Romantic isn't it?

Here, i have found and even suggested some more superior smooch sites to considered about when you a ready to take to the other step:

1.On a roller coaster ride.
Love is like a coaster ride, has its ups and downs but that makes it exciting. Kiss at the top of the ride and hang on to each other as you plummet. Talk about adrenaline rush. Now that's a momentum. Will love to try it one day. then got photo taken.. kak chak!!!

2.On your desk.
Research shows that as many as 61 percent of relationships start in the workplace, and 50 percent of office amours lead to marriage. So if you are flirting in the office why don't you take it to the next level but better make sure is after office hours. (discretion is important!!) Pity me i couldn't be doing it. TAKEN!!

3.At a museum.
Appreciating beautiful artwork together can create passion. Under Picasso's, Gustav Klimt or a romantic moving piece at a local gallery near your place. Ain't it memorable? So fantastico.

4.In the middle of crowded street or places.
Preferably at rush hour on any given days. Life can be mundane and hectic at the same time, but a sweet, juicy kiss can make an average moment special. Remember! Life is to make special moment. Nearly done that with lau gong.

Be careful if get caught like our fellow here:

A 40-year-old man in Singapore has been fined S$3,000 after being found guilty of performing an obscene act in a public place. source:fridae.com

5.In a dressing room.
Are you the type who's turned on by the idea of a public display of affection but would prefer some darned privacy? The dressing room rendezvous affords the best of both worlds. Plus, it has illicit allure (sneaking someone in where he or she technically isn't supposed to go) without setting off theft detectors.
Checked for me. I have done it so many times with him. How naughty!! plus got mirror leh..*ahem

6.On a pile of coats.
Preferably with a stranger you met at a party. Haiz.. cant do no more. No chance. Flirt can? Kena slap later.... =P

7.Upside down.
You don't need Spidey skills to pull it off. One person simply sits in a chair and tilts his or her head back while the other person approaches from behind, bends over and plants one. Or try it with one person lying on a couch, head against the armrest, and the other person standing above and leaning over. It's a little awkward, a little weird - and absolutely wonderful.
Checked again. Done in on bed most of the time with him. KEKE!!

8.In the backseat.
Find yourselves a lover's lane, climb into the passion pit, and neck till you steam up the windows. It's retro romantic.
Also checked.


9.In a downpour.
Yes, kissing in the rain is kind of cliché, but if you haven't tried it, please do. The reason this kiss rules? Everyone else is frantically running for shelter, which makes time seem to stop for the two of you. It's surreal, and very sexy.
Checki check check. Who wouldn't? When where?

10.In a bed when one of you is asleep.
You know from fairy tales that the kiss that awakens can lead to happily ever after. There's simply no lovelier way to wake up. As the kisser, however, you're advised to refrain if the kiss-ee is recuperating from a double shift after a bout of insomnia.
Aiyo.. this one no need to ask for sure every one of you out there has done it. Am i right?

I'm very surprised to open my account and received my very first fan letter. I'm very happy and glad about it.

To people who visits my blog and want to add me up in facebook, please do leave me a message because i don't really add people that i don't know at all unless you told me that you have read my blog and decided to add me up for example.

Word of encouragement gave me the will to update this blog more with the latest news, issues, events and lifestyle more often. Been researching for more of it and even planned to have my very own special fixed post every week.

Big plans for this blog. Big plans ahead.
Keep the comments up people and i appreciate them. Thanks and love you all!!

He got jealous. Yes he did and is my first time.

I kept messaging in the car while he was driving me back after the dinner together. Well he was feeling not well a bit and so i told him to eat porridge and so we went.

I kept messaging despite he kept talking to me and i just keep nodding to his conversation.

He suddenly pulls the car to the side of the road. Looked at me and say;

He cover me with the blanket and hugged me to sleep. We were sound asleep together until the heat start to rise. Our body temperature were so hot due to the closeness of our body together. I looked at him sleeping soundly like a kid. I fall back asleep again.

We woke up and we looked at each other eyes. We have not meet each other. We missed each other so much. I went on top of him and the sign was there. The mutual need that i have been dying to have and dried in me.

He moaned when our two mighty one's met each other. I let the two slide against each other sandwiched between our two lean great body. His hand wrap tightly against my waist and starts to slide his hand on my buns and back body. Up and down gently in circular motion.

I enjoyed it as he was moaning. I reached for his cock and stroke it for awhile before putting into my mouth. I suck it like never before and his hand was clenched onto the bed. I went up back and he pushed me face down and was rubbing my hole. He looked at me and said " You want me to insert it now?"

I nodded. He applied the gel onto his dick and inserted in straight away into my shaft. It sent shiver down to my whole body and i moaned out loud as i enjoyed the feeling. He went in straight all the away in and starts the humping motion. He laid down onto my back and his hand was underneath my chest and start to get the pace faster. The sensation feeling of his warm body and together with the humping makes me want more.

I levied up and he gives me thrice deep humping and the sound of momentum hitting my butt cheeks were heard out loud. The mirror reflection of the action makes us get more enjoyment as the tools can be seen entering in and out. His expression was at his best as he smiles and enjoy all the way through the process of us bonding.

He pulled it out and i went facing up the ceiling on the side of the bed. I went to put my leg on top of his shoulder and he enters in. A loud moaned and uttered "I like it." As he starts humping for more, i begged for more. I put my hands onto his butt and helped him to enter more deeply into me. I enjoyed it so much that i asked him not to stop. He carried me up and starts to do it harder.
After that he placed me back onto the bed and starts back again the rhythm of 8 counts of every each count gets faster, harder and deeper. He placed his hand on my body and starts to touch all the way down to my cock. He starts stroking it. He told me that he is going to shoot very soon.

I nodded and starts to stroke my very own while he start humping again.
"I cumming" with his lips and eyes closed together while saying "Ahhh!" while i moaned for the climax and shoot my very own load onto my body and some to extent of length that it hit also on my face. He shoot his huge load into me and i can feel the hot liquid flowing out from my shaft. He touches my body which is full of my very own cum. He smiled and pull me up from the bed and we had bath together.

Study research found out that zumba can burns up to 1000 calories in an hour and i need to retake more than that.

As you all know that i have been posting up zumba event post lately is because my love and passion for zumba itself. I love zumba very much. Looks like it top over dear. He is second place in my heart now.

One of my friend tagged along with us and he is none other the less one of the blogger Raymond. Following along was also my buddy Jared and another blogger Jason. We went after having our breakfast and arrived 25 minutes earlier from the registration time and guess what even before the time, the hall was already packed.

The event is self was hyped up even before it was. The music was jamming and we were actually very eager to start dancing our way through the 2 hour.

Everyone was taking a lot of picture and videos of the event. Including me. Snap snaps* here and there. Walk around to meet my fellow gym members and friends around the hall. Meet a lot of new found friends there who share the passion and love for zumba.

Little facts, zumba helped to toned up your whole body. Too bad if you think zumba is boring but is not. You can do your own little research up on the net and even Youtube videos of zumba. This was the biggest scale ever and even you can see the crowd of this event cheering and shouting in my facebook profile. KEKE!!

I actually very proud that we had collected of amount RM 60,000 collectively from sales ticket, corporate sponsors and their kind donation, public donation and more. So it was fruitful event to help people in need.

The stage setting was awesome and 5 star quality i have to tell you. Sound and light quality was the best ever heard.

The event then kicked off after the presentation of the money with the introduction of the trainer. It was all hyped up and i was already moving to the beats already. To tell you the truth i'm still having the aftermath in me. You might be guessing with a big hall and huge amount of crowd dancing and shaking to the same beat how fun?

Well let me tell you:

1. Guys who went to zumba are all PLU. Sincerely which one straight guy can shake their assess and pump it like no one business. It is a statement and not even a question. I got one guy who pump with me. LOL
2. A lot of eye candid. *Cuci Mata*
3. Funny accident happens like knocked on people or step at someone feet. There is one Chinese girl who stop and stand there making me very hard to move to the left with the space restriction she caused, when the people on my right move to the left, they langgar me.
I was like "Move bitch" in my head. LOL
4. A lot of fun's and you are actually dancing away on a GREAT SUNDAY!!! that just make it 3 time GREAT!!!

Some great tracks that we move to are Shakira feat Freshlyground- Waka Waka, Kat Deluna feat Akon- Push Push new version, Katy Pery- Peacock, Shinee - Lucifer, PussyCat Dolls-JaiHo, and many more.

Together with the nominees we danced to the theme song of Zumba which i had posted before titled "Zumba Fitness- Caipirinha Music Video" which is the themed song for this year.

There i was on the stage for a catwalk in Zumba style and there i go strutting my dance skill on stage. Suddenly sprained pulak... ish. The vote was based on crowd cheering and thanks to all my fellow mates who had cheered for me and hampir losing his/her voice . Thank you all. I appreciate the amount of support by the way.

I didn't win the grand prize as it was not enough to beat the guy in red pants who show his charming smile that melt all the girls heart. LMAO!!! Still i got prize. Thank you again. My dear saw me winning on the stage.

He like it. KEKEK!!

Picture of AFTERMATH.


And the item that i won for the best dressed award.
It was one bath gel and body lotion and lastly was the zumba key chain itself. I like it.

This is what i called a fun filled outing with friends and finally you all got to see him, my dear one to one.

Who want the Zumba track itself can ask from me. I downloaded it. KEKEEK!!

ANNOUNCEMENT: They are releasing it in cd and audio which i heard from LING LING.
CONGRATS: To everyone who make this event a success and AWESOME one!!! Hope to see you all again.

Update soon on the event.

Pity to those who are not going.. you missed the greatest event ever of good+great+hip+hot music blasting out for 2 hours straight of dance. Better music than the club!!!

Advice:

1.Sleep early
2.Prepare your stuff to bring before hand
3. The theme is colorful and so be a RAINBOW k? HAHAHA!! Be it traffic..
4.Had breakfast before it and bring something to drink to supply energy example, fruit juice, sweet drinks, and water, etc

See you there!!!

Friday is holiday and hope that you all will enjoy your day break from everything.

Enjoy this video. I want to see your peacock by Katy Perry . Can't stop laughing at this video.

Love her. Love Katy Perry. Love his awesomeness of his video.. GO PRIDE.
You guys can check it out on his other videos at his channel. RYAN JAMES YEZAK.
Laugh out this holiday.

I wanna sing this song NOW!!! Peacock.. Peacock.. STOP!!

CALIFORNIA GIRLS......

Sometimes when you are in a relationship.. wait what at times??

Actually all the time, there are those gestures that i like to put it that makes that relationship so memorable or special. Different from previous relationship. *Counts..1, 2, 3,..* erm i have many.. lol.

Anyway, these gestures can be little in action, big, lovely, cute, childish, provocative, sexy, charming, teasing and you name it all. It may be even in form of verbal. Even at times you don't even know that meaningful gestures were made upon because it happened so fast. Direct or indirect gestures.

At times these gestures makes you feel happy or felt sweet that goes... "AWWW" or even at a point like "What the!?!?".

Mostly the gestures that he made to me is like the latter. He acts like a kid most of the time in front of me.. that makes me at times go like crying for out loud (T________T). Thinking since when i become your guy? He at times hugged me like that in the picture. Haiz..

Kissed him in the cheek, he wiped it of with his back hand like a kid who eat messily.
Held his hand while driving, he will take my hand and give a heavy lip smudge and once lick my back hand. I go like "Eeeee", cries and wipe it with his shirt..
In his home he will share the seat with me. 2 people squeeze in a chair. Note: both of us are actually about the same size but he is bigger.

Have to force him clean up his house. Then scrambles up to get a plastic and cleans. Haiz~~

I demand some gestures of that. Romantic and manly. You heard me??

Actually he did once. Public Display of Affection (PDA) in Mines. Still fresh in me.. We were deciding to what to eat.Then in front of Starbucks, he put his hand over my shoulder and got so close to me and asked " Want to eat hot dogs?" He did in front of people and i noticed there is this 2 PLU at the table and one was watching us and smiled.

Well what gestures that makes you remember?

I got the ticket and i don't care. You are coming with me to dance no matter what.
Drag you if i have too. MUOHAHAHA!!

Before the event, Lg and i were discussing about wanting him to come and dance with me. He kept saying let me see first at that day there and keep giving lame excuses like "My body is like hard as a rock. Can't even move.", "I'll get the ticket that day"

Since they are closing the account soon, so i decided to get the ticket for him.

Me: I got the ticket for you, lg. No need see that day. Just follow me. Don't care or not I'll be angry.

Him:Yerh.. so bad lp.. =S =P

Me: Deserve you..

few more days and if you are going, you got to see me and Jay in action. Will love to see him move his ass.. come to me.. ahem*

So c ya there... will be one heck of abnormal zumba fitness class in the name of CHARITY!!

Inspired by * you again... TULS.. * blog post on Thursday, October 28 ; i couldn't find myself a reason to not post one of my own.

Well in my case of....... NOT YOU AGAIN..... is different version. Involving the same person who i want to name him Zac.

Every time I saw him i wanted to run and hide already.His character is loud,bold and open gay guy which i like to referred him as the Gay Gym Network (GGM). You want to know who is gay or not, find him and watch him to whom he talks with is. In other words, your gaydar System in gym.

The thing makes me run away was the reason that he has been hitting me non-stop even though i told him that i had boy friend. Flirts with me all the time. Touch me and pinch me.

Words that he has been saying it repeatedly,

• Comel lah you/ So cute
• I'm looking at a cute guy working out his muscle
• Hi cute guy/six pack guy
• If you say you don't have a boy friend, mati I

How we met and i know each other?

Well i was in the sauna after the workout and he came in suddenly and talked to me.

What's that all about??

This is the first ever 2 hour Zumba Fitness® class that ANYBODY & EVERYBODY can participate, all for a VERY good cause! All the money collected will be donated to charity, which means you get to loose weight, and help others at the same time!!!
Easier summed up, its a 2 hour party/dance class that you'll never want to miss!!!

Here i have posted together the map for the venue of the event for those who are still interested and want to join in for the fun to after you see this post.


Tickets are still available at the day of the event also. All of the money will go tho Hospice Charity Foundation. So give only 18rm to help those in need. If you can't go you still can buy the tickets and gave it to others.

Its about giving not receiving you know.

To those who have no clue about Zumba at all. Look at the video below.