내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

The topic for today will be ginger. Yes! Ginger. Do you know ginger is good for your health? In many ways, for blood circulation, for nausea and many more. They say the older the ginger the better it is.

i like old ginger.

You must be kidding right? Topic is about ginger. I was just pulling your leg. Today topic is indeed about old ginger. Old ginger direct translated to Chinese is "Lau Jiang". What does it mean?

Literally is old ginger but another meaning was older men. Yes. I like older guys. I dated younger ones and the same age as mine but the results of the relationships was horrible. I wanted to have a stable relationship with its normal ups and down, yet the other party are just playing around. So tak ngam... clash.. break up.. sad.. cry.. hide in the corner..

The cycle continues like that for 3 times. Then i met someone i holds truly for more than a year now. I hope it will still continue forever in my hearts but now it appears that we have distanced away from each other. Haiz~~

Anyway, the reason i like older guys was because of their maturity, the depth of their thinking, the quality of the talks i had with them, and don't mention the experience they had in bed. LOL!
Older guys in my books are not 3-5 years gap, but extended to 10 years more even.

Mind you, not all old guys look like the one in the picture. Old, Ugly, Sag, and Aged to the extent if i stand besides them, i can called him "Gong Gong"

hi cutie.. eek

If there is any like that, i might run away to the other realm.

The ones that i met were young looking "awet muda" especially a guy called Damien. I met him for lunch together and i was shocked to see him. He make me fly. LOL! Anyway i do know how i am going to be like in another 18 Years. Just like him.

Most of them are fit, presentable, gentlemen, and yup... all of that make me attracted to them. The most important thing is "Brains with wits attracts me" not longer the physical or looks.
If they do come with it, than is a perfect package... and I LIKE!!!
NGO CHIP SAU HMM DOU LORH!

How about you? What type of ginger you like??

Watch this if you haven't. Quite funny to watch to me. Seeing the groom stuck in between trying to resolve the quarrel of the fight i can say.

I remembered i had a very quite interesting conversation with a guy. Lets call him Mr. He is in one of my msn list. For a very long time in msn, quite a lot of unknown people adding me up to my list and i just add them up. Anyway they dont cause any harm as i rarely log into my msn.

So Mr is quite new to the scene and apparently 18 years old only. So there was a sudden hi from him and i was like "Who are you?" and thus the chat begins.

He wants to meet me up for a sex and so well i didn't say yes but dodged the question. His sexually deprived mode was on all the things i talked.

I says: slap*

Mr. says: S&M sex begins

I says: sweat

Mr. says:I love sweaty sex Mmmmmm

I says:chill

Mr. says:Chill sex not cool


Jeez.... You see what i mean now.. So i asked him straight away about why you just like to have sex with men is it and holds no feelings for them. Just the fun and go. Well his answer was this.

Mr. says:
Yeah
I'm not really into the gay scene
I just find having sex with men hotter and easier
Like it or not, men are always hornier than women
So easier to get laid
Also
Sex with men is just sensual.

Looks like the bomb has been fired.

The second video which were launched few days ago featured Azwan Ismail, an engineer, poet, writer and editor of People like us – Malaysia’s first Malay-language LGBT anthology – who shares that although it had taken him a long time to come to terms with his sexuality as a Malay Muslim due to the "religious and cultural environment he is in, he can now confidently and publicly say "Saya gay, saya OK. (I’m gay, I’m OK.)"

The comments received were not supportive till it was highlighted in the newspaper and garnered the attention of Datuk Seri Jamil Khir Baharom, a Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department, calling on the religious authorities to monitor the activities of gay groups.

Seksualiti Merdeka, producer of the video clips, said they “never intended to tarnish the image of Islam” but “simply wanted to give hope” to young Malaysians growing up with lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender (LGBT) or confused feelings on their sexual orientation.

Look at the 3 minutes clip below.

When Busy making love.. do you ever realize your partner cum expression?

The climax.

I realized when i was having my round trip of guys before, when i was still young and wild, everyone had different cum expression. YES.

come to papa... ><

IF YOU WERE A SLUT BEFORE. Now I'm a retired slut lorh... let the younger one coming up take my place and slut around.

Don't believe me? Well the prove is that you have to test me and you will know. Haha.. it comes with experienced in bed like many times. ( I shall not disclosed the info here.)

With my string ex's and now current one and others no string attached thingy, there are people when cum they can:

be lifeless
this people are bad in bed and making real love. I know some people would want to just find hole but if 2 people making sex, make sure it is good. This kind of person will not have bf forever one.
Can climax without sound. NOTHING.

Not even sign saying "I'm cumming".. or body signage..
Suddenly pull out and breathe heavily only.
Then you will find yourself saying "Harh, Cum already arh?"
Nothing at all.. the face was like a rock..


make a lot of noise and talk dirty
this kind are the one those watching porn too much especially Ang moh porn. Thought it will be applicable and good one right?? To me NO!!! I prefer making love in a intimate way and not talking dirty. Like for example

"Ride it like a whore" Yeah! Bitch! Something precedent to that?? And could never stop making noise... Like a tape recorder broke. If you want to make least changed vocabulary a bit?

Is like i want to say "can you give me a piece of quite while i enjoy your cock in me? Shut the fuck up??"

When want to shoot that time, let a loud yelling sound like that. WTF!!!
My hole bite off your cock is it???

sexy~

the cukup-cukup makan look
this are the one that just now how to keep it out. Not too exaggerate and not too less.
the ngam-ngam one. Yummy like the pic above.

This kind of person will make me JIZZ IN MY PANTS~~~~ FOR SURE!!!

Of course this person is my Jay.

How about yours??

For the adoption;

Adoption can be done through the National Registration Department

[Registration Of Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 253)]

or through the Court [Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 257].

1. The child to be adopted-A child must be under the age of 18.

2. Who can adopt. The person who is adopting must be

picture perfect of a family?

Hope of marriage?
Under the Law Reform Marriage and Divorce Act 1976 in Section 2 Interpretation, “marriage register” includes—

(a) any register of marriages kept under any written law
relating to registration of marriages prior to the appointed
date;
(b) marriage registers constituted under subsection 46A(1)
and section 46B; and
(c) microfilms, computers and other forms of records made
under subsection 46A(2);

“marriage with another woman” means marriage of any person,
being married to any other woman during the life of the former
wife, whether the second marriage has taken place within Malaysia
or elsewhere;

“I am a strong supporter of civil unions,” Obama said, according to the White House transcript. “I have been to this point unwilling to sign on to same-sex marriage primarily because of my understandings of the traditional definitions of marriage.” Perhaps in an attempt not to write him off as a firm opponent to gay marriage, Obama added that “attitudes evolve, including mine.”

This song should justify the reason WHY EVERY GIRLS NEEDS A GAY BEST FRIEND!!



The ending kinda funny. We are depicted as a superhero for them. i wonder what superheroes would we have if there were one? Our superpower would.. i don't even want to think about it.

What are your thoughts?

if you like it share it please.

It does hit me when a friend of mine make me realized it.
Where will it head too? Time will come? What happens then?

I apparently can't ignored it and it does bothers me at times. Gay were not what we choose to be. We didn't ask to be that way nor born nor made that way. It's just us. We didn't have any act nor law that support us in the way we lived in. We are a step behind compared to our western counterparts.

Our country does not recognize of same-sex marriage nor the ability of adoption by gay people like us. Same-sex marriage is a civil rights, political, social, moral, and religious issue in many nations. The conflicts arise over whether same-sex couples should be allowed to enter into marriage, be required to use a different status (such as a civil union, which either grant equal rights as marriage or limited rights in comparison to marriage), or not have any such rights.

Most gays here doesn't really care about this and blog most of how their daily lives going on and etc. I choose to take a different to route and educate AND advocate my readers about your rights at some times.

Section 377A ("Outrages on decency") states that:

Any male person who, in public or private, commits, or abets the commission of, or procures or attempts to procure the commission by any male person of, any act of gross indecency with another male person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years.

My fellow readers,

after today i would have difficulty in posting up post here. The reason why because i have a week of torture of classes of exam driven and focus classes. EDC and EFC!!

Long hours of classes and i will be dead exactly like a zombie. Priceless!!

However if i do have time i would come and post short and sweet one. Before that i have scheduled a post for tomorrow and do read it up guys. This will be your homework and assignment. WAKAKA!!

Let me know what of your thoughts about it.

Had a great SUNDAY!!!!!! with the one you loved..(/^0^)/

ain't it so cute?

This is an ice cream advertisement which is banned in the UK.

Now are you thinking what am i thinking?
What is yours?

P/S: very inappropriate to feature 2 pastor in this salvation ice cream. LOL!!!

Kiss the one you love


I have been thinking where are the best place to lock lips together? Where leh? Hmm

In my dating days, these sweet adventure are done either in a dimly-light restaurant and on street/shop corners. You and I might had already dream about the beach at sunset, under the tree and right smack dab on the mouth, in the shower perhaps, on high rise building overlook the city or at a hill with skies full of stars. Romantic isn't it?

Here, i have found and even suggested some more superior smooch sites to considered about when you a ready to take to the other step:

1.On a roller coaster ride.
Love is like a coaster ride, has its ups and downs but that makes it exciting. Kiss at the top of the ride and hang on to each other as you plummet. Talk about adrenaline rush. Now that's a momentum. Will love to try it one day. then got photo taken.. kak chak!!!

2.On your desk.
Research shows that as many as 61 percent of relationships start in the workplace, and 50 percent of office amours lead to marriage. So if you are flirting in the office why don't you take it to the next level but better make sure is after office hours. (discretion is important!!) Pity me i couldn't be doing it. TAKEN!!

3.At a museum.
Appreciating beautiful artwork together can create passion. Under Picasso's, Gustav Klimt or a romantic moving piece at a local gallery near your place. Ain't it memorable? So fantastico.

4.In the middle of crowded street or places.
Preferably at rush hour on any given days. Life can be mundane and hectic at the same time, but a sweet, juicy kiss can make an average moment special. Remember! Life is to make special moment. Nearly done that with lau gong.

Be careful if get caught like our fellow here:

A 40-year-old man in Singapore has been fined S$3,000 after being found guilty of performing an obscene act in a public place. source:fridae.com

Also checked.


9.In a downpour.

Yes, kissing in the rain is kind of cliché, but if you haven't tried it, please do. The reason this kiss rules? Everyone else is frantically running for shelter, which makes time seem to stop for the two of you. It's surreal, and very sexy.
Checki check check. Who wouldn't? When where?

10.In a bed when one of you is asleep.

Today is the last day of October and oh well next month i will be super duper busy as it is the month where before my finals in December. So there will be kinda a little post going on next month but if i do have interesting topic to share and time to relax and do it.

I will!! So don't worry.

Anyway a topic struck to me when i was with my girl friend eating lunch few days ago. She was talking about skin tone color. What's hot? Tanned or fair?

We discussed about it and we came out with this result.

Tanned guys especially they look more manly, more sexy yet attractive of being a hunk and have a stronger image as being a tough guy. They have the presence of being a leader and look determine in the things around them. Don't you think?

That's why my Lg is this tanned. Well i don't have a thought of choosing. With the outline given why he act childish at times??Unexplainable..

For fair guys, they would look soft because of the lighter tone but attractive as in being beautiful guys. We have the image of a clean, gentlemen and my friend say rich guys. Do they look rich just being fair? But i do know that being fair person myself we are easily being bullied and we do look pale.

need to be tanned?

Is it a dream?

If it was i don't want to wake up from this dream. I want it to last forever this way. You are already a part of my life.

The happiness we shared.
The love that we shared.
The turbulence that we crossed together.
Your touch of your hand says want to catch me when i fall,
your smile says that you need me,
your eyes saying you will never leave me...
The love
Unforgettable.

Aren't we? Who could not agree to this statement. Gay men are especially hot.

We are the greatest and most sexiest man kind that Nature has ever created not women.Sorry girls. I have proved to back it up.


Every hot male, sexy, cutest, the extra edge or hunk ( any category that makes your jaws drop ) that you can find in the public or private places is all Gay people. Add to more credibility to it, they are successful in career and life as well.

So that's why you hear the girl rant about "Why are all Gay guys hot?" "Why?" and other question that you could ever possible heard it if you have a bunch of ladies as your friend and followed you to gay club.That's why we are taken and left only the rejected goods for you all to chew. HAHAHA!!


Another prove lies in the porn. Why in straight porno the sex partners are like beauty and the beast? You got the ugliest men in the world to fuck the sexiest bitch. Is true. There are not one freaking hot guy fucking hot girl in porno. The point is normal heterosexual male wants to get turned on by the girls not man. So its kinda dangerous as they might got distracted and got turned on by the male partner instead. LOL... Man are gay from within.

The gay porno gathers the most great species of male with the package. That's why girls love watching gay porn because they are hot. AYE!! and flocks to the CHIPPENDALE show.

You don't know what is Chippendale show is about?

Girls are actually paying to actually see them. They are all Gay. Rare to see straight heterosexual man who had six packs. Like Margaret Cho said "You need to suck cock to get that kind of abs definition"..LOL.

Definitely not this 2 fellas.

This proves why girls love to watch gay hentai or anime and gay porno. Believe me. I had girls like that. Nope they are not geek.

Another point, there is a friend of mine who is a hot and boyish looking like of Iban heritage. I tell you that he doesn't look Iban but like mix blood alike because he is fair looking. Anyway he is successful and gay. He were telling me that at his aged he should be getting married. He is 37 by the way and look not 37. I was shocked when he revealed to me.

He revealed that before, he did had sex with women thrice and even female prostitute once (safe sex) because of the boss. He wanted to get a child of his own gene. He can't even revealed whether he is truly in love with a guy.

When a guy partner asked "Do you have/Am i your love of life now?"
He couldn't answered it. As he was unsure/uncertain whether is it love?

Conclusion that he wanted to get married but he was afraid that he will hurt the future wife. As he said having sex with women is different. Having sex with guy are great. He is interested in guy. He like guys. He loves guy. When both men having sex, it is hot. That's what he said. LOL.


If girls do have Iphone, to prove my point you all can download the famous application for the gay which is the Grinder. What's that? Well it's a gay application with a profile and shows where they are (i.e how close you are with them?) You will see amazing guys. There's a number on each man's photo, indicating how many feet away they are at that instant.

Aren't we beautiful? Aren't we charming?
What's with my post today??