내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

On the last Friday, everything seems to go wrong and i mean terribly wrong. It was the full moon.
It was not a normal full moon. It was a special full moon. It effected me in a different way that i could not have imagine.

In fact, I didn't turn into a werewolf where my shirts all ripped off and i starts to grow hair, growl at the top of home bumbung... No. Not that.


It was in fact whatever i touches, or uses that day it is spoiled. I carried my bag and one thing after that it snapped. Then i wear slipper, it snapped as well. Turn on my lap top, blank screen. Hard disk spoiled after confirming with my older brother. Ear phone no sound as well.

The full moon was too powerful to me. Too evil.

Cant get any worst than that right? Well my mom argued with my 2nd brother which i now proudly to referred him as a "bastard chauvinist shit guy on the earth who doesn't dare to admit on earth". Its like Armageddon in the home. I will have a post about that bastard don't worry.

Luckily when i touch myself i didn't get spoiled. I'm still alive. Fuh!

I remembered i had a very quite interesting conversation with a guy. Lets call him Mr. He is in one of my msn list. For a very long time in msn, quite a lot of unknown people adding me up to my list and i just add them up. Anyway they dont cause any harm as i rarely log into my msn.

So Mr is quite new to the scene and apparently 18 years old only. So there was a sudden hi from him and i was like "Who are you?" and thus the chat begins.

He wants to meet me up for a sex and so well i didn't say yes but dodged the question. His sexually deprived mode was on all the things i talked.

I says: slap*

Mr. says: S&M sex begins

I says: sweat

Mr. says:I love sweaty sex Mmmmmm

I says:chill

Mr. says:Chill sex not cool


Jeez.... You see what i mean now.. So i asked him straight away about why you just like to have sex with men is it and holds no feelings for them. Just the fun and go. Well his answer was this.

Mr. says:
Yeah
I'm not really into the gay scene
I just find having sex with men hotter and easier
Like it or not, men are always hornier than women
So easier to get laid
Also
Sex with men is just sensual.

I can't believe what she had done. Till know i still feel the aftershock.
Literally when she did that in front of me, it was too late for me to stop her or even said anything on what she did. I was just literally standing there in front her with my mouth open wide. Its so unbelievable.

Tidak boleh terima hakikat itu. o(><)o Even after that, i ask her "Why you did that?" She replied "I thought you didn't need it?" I was struck by her answer. Like literally shock and want to smack her on the face in front of everyone. Thank you b#$% you just make my day worst. The shredding sound was still lingering in my head. She happily took the receipt from me and *shreck shiack shick shrut* and thrown in her dustbin. I was just standing there.

I need to bring back to the department to keep for accounts record you dumb *tuuuutiiituuutooo* How come i don't need it? I have to take back her very own make bi-product and took it back to the department and one of my superior says " What happened?"

I said "She koyak it before i can said anything." ngo.. ngo.. ngo chip sau hmm dou arh...

I need to re-patch it up and i tell you it was so relaxing because it is kinda making a puzzle and with my fine and artistic hands.. i can do it back to normal.

TADA!!

Well when i think back about it again i should have tell her
"Can i koyak your vagina so then later you patch it up yourself??"
"Coz i don't think you ever need it?"

Inspired by * you again... TULS.. * blog post on Thursday, October 28 ; i couldn't find myself a reason to not post one of my own.

Well in my case of....... NOT YOU AGAIN..... is different version. Involving the same person who i want to name him Zac.

Every time I saw him i wanted to run and hide already.His character is loud,bold and open gay guy which i like to referred him as the Gay Gym Network (GGM). You want to know who is gay or not, find him and watch him to whom he talks with is. In other words, your gaydar System in gym.

more like a radar to me.

• Comel lah you/ So cute
• I'm looking at a cute guy working out his muscle
• Hi cute guy/six pack guy
• If you say you don't have a boy friend, mati I

How old are you?

Guess?

15/16

Thanks. Got that loads. I'm actually 20.

No wonder. I was thinking to myself how can be a gym member if you were that age.

*random talking on the legal age for gym members and the parent approval for underage.*

Are you PLU?

Yes i am

Great. You are cute. Been thinking must be one. You walk so fast every time. My friend was daring me to talk to you few days ago and that's why i talked to you now.

......... ok.. good. (=_=!)

There must be a lot of guys going after you.

erm.. no. i don't look for them.

i wonder if you went clubbing will they allowed you to go in?

no.. i have to show my i/c..

so cute..

*random talking and then

bapak panas giler..

he went out

After few minutes i went out from sauna and there he was sitting on the bench and said out loud
SO CUTE!!!

I went to take shower and dries my hair.. he came and asked me. *imagine the hair dryer sound at max*

My name is Zac

huh?

Zac

oh, david *shakes hand*

So can i have your number?

Why?

So i can contact you

*tries to give random excuses* i don't give my number to people
got bad experience...

so you don't believe me? he talks something

i was not listening... nods..**

well then see you again?

Yes.

There it goes...till today after a year...
exposing my identity in the gym few days ago to a member who is also a student in my college and same course as well. Great! I'm open of course but is just the way he introduces is so slutty and cheesy. Telling me to do with him because apparently he has a big one...

To tell you the truth, i had 2 of my own to chew on already. Is enough! Jay and mine.

Wait make it 3. Synergy marh!!! LMAO!!

told to jay about it.. he got jealous and sent me sms went i told him i'm in gym.

Don't get molested. LOL

Forgive me for bitching today. This past few days i don't know what when wrong in my head. it's like an virus had infected my thoughts, actions, and even my vocab. I can't seem to do everything right till now. Everything does not seem to go my way. THE WAY I WANT.

A friend ditch me in KL last week. I have to spend a total RM 60 back and forth. Boy.. the next time i met him again i sure will give him a smack. I hate people like that. Promises not fulfilled. I waited for more than an hour there. Thanks for making me look like an idiot under the scotching hot sun. JEEZ. Patiently i waited. TILL TO NO AVAIL I FED UP. I went back. Luckily i had a good taxi listener. I rant all on him. Such a nice guy. For that service to listen to my bitch ranting. HAHA. We talk a lot in the car. Very nice guy. Talk about a politics, economy, ATLANTUYA and etc.

Haiz.. its ok if you can't come. At least make the bloody effort to tell me you can't make it or you going to be late. But no you didn't. You think I don't have other thing to do is it? Bitch. Damn you. I will not going to be that idiot anymore. I treated everyone equally nice, more actually and this is what i get. Friends who took the opportuninty to kill you in everyway. I know im cute and adorable guy but not to that extent that you think I have no TEMPER.. JUST YOU SO WAIT!!

Lucky that day i went to gym to vent my anger on the treadmill. Hope its no spoilt. I could see people at the side are like looking at me. DUMP DAMP DUMP DAMP... the sound running. My anger was gone after gym classes of Zumba fitness ( dance all out), BodyCombat ( punching him in my mind), Bodypump ( cracking his bone in my hand).

Enough of my ranting. I hope nothing of this happen again. NEVER EVER. IF DO I'LL FREAKING DO SOMETHING TO YOU. Now with my mood swings, even my acne are pushing its way out. Haizzzzzzz..