내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

I remembered i had a very quite interesting conversation with a guy. Lets call him Mr. He is in one of my msn list. For a very long time in msn, quite a lot of unknown people adding me up to my list and i just add them up. Anyway they dont cause any harm as i rarely log into my msn.

So Mr is quite new to the scene and apparently 18 years old only. So there was a sudden hi from him and i was like "Who are you?" and thus the chat begins.

He wants to meet me up for a sex and so well i didn't say yes but dodged the question. His sexually deprived mode was on all the things i talked.

I says: slap*

Mr. says: S&M sex begins

I says: sweat

Mr. says:I love sweaty sex Mmmmmm

I says:chill

Mr. says:Chill sex not cool


Jeez.... You see what i mean now.. So i asked him straight away about why you just like to have sex with men is it and holds no feelings for them. Just the fun and go. Well his answer was this.

Mr. says:
Yeah
I'm not really into the gay scene
I just find having sex with men hotter and easier
Like it or not, men are always hornier than women
So easier to get laid
Also
Sex with men is just sensual.

There's an old saying that goes, "Money makes the world go around." If you think about it, this statement is – well – on the money.



In life i felt that there are a lot of ugly truth out there that people seemed to dodge about it when it came out. The pursuit of Perfection becomes hand in hand with monetary. Nothing seems to be valuable if it could not be attached by a monetary value. How sick could it be?

Thats the truth. Money is everything. No money cant do nothing. Am i right? Life is so stress... GEK SEI!!

My mom always say.. "Bo lui bei gong oui, bei gia tau,gu eh ho lang kua, ho long har." How far is this statement hold? I do believe these statement, as i seen society at large they still despise the homeless, beggars, the poors', the mostly unfortunate ones. When we will strive to make a difference? A little help wont harm. Such as giving them a meal... I cant blame anyone with their principle and value that they holds. It is because of the surroundings that shaped them.

Anyway the reason why i was touching about this topic, was while i browsed through some news and was shocked that they did this because of money. They let it rule over their dignity and morality.


How shocking! Most people in the world are placed in pre-conventalist morality thinking. What's pre conventalist? They are typical conventalist that seeks for the term of rewards, penalty or punishment and not worrying whether the act would be found out or not in making decisions. Kohlberg model theory.

Even the underlying morality their are doing is for the purpose of medical/sperm banks but you dont have to really hired females to masturbate for them. Is like how company uses child labour which some countries deemed it to be unethical. Same morality applicable to the picture above.

What says you? Free hot sexy nurse male masturbate for you?

My answer " Ehh.. nope."

After all the months, i have a lot of things to update to my readers. Felt so sorry for not updating any at all as many unfortunate events happened during the course of the 3 months. Am glad that most of it ended well while the balancing ones always rises at some occasions.

Aspect of my life in building a good relationship with family and friends, studies, work related, passing of a family, my love relationship has not been really good for that period.

Now as my professional exam has ended, i can go wild back again like how i am as always. Comforting myself believing everything has a reason for it and i do appreciate it as i can see how i handle the conflicts and how mature i grew when i think back.

I might look really young proven with the overrated usage of "how old are you?' by the first time people, but at this age i think way ahead and do not represent the way of a person at my age does. So don't let the book judged by its cover.

As i am now back in track, you can expect a lot of things posted up here so be ready and start your engine. I'm ready are you??

Gosh.. been nearly a month for not posting anything.
I'm sorry my dear fellow readers. You must have been disappointed to the max every time logging into the blog and found nothing updated right?

Well i have been missing for the past weeks was because i'm very busy with my work and also my studies as well. I made a promised to myself everyday.

Well eventually i did not keep the promise. This is what happen when you procrastinate. Come back home at 10pm and got so tired after class eventually bed is the only thing you have in mind. Tell myself to update tomorrow, then next day and then the very next day.

Next thing you know, you didn't type a single word in this blog. I'm guilty as charged here. Guys punish me!

Well in the process of procrastination, i missed yesterday valentine day. Yup! Damn and begone me~ Anyway i do hope all my fella readers do have an enjoyable one.
Chinese New Year.

Spent my new year break holidaying in melaka with my family and of course got a lots of food in the jonker street. Shared it with my beloved friends. As well as the other usual stuff of prayers, and guess what even is Chinese new year, I'm very lazy to get up from the bed.

I'm getting old i guess despite being 21 only.

Study.

Yes and i have to study and revise during my 4 days break. With standards. Constant revision or not i will die.

I have to be a consultant for this paper.


Dinner with Jared mom.

Yes, this year is actually my first time got to have a New Year dinner with a friend. Best of all is my very best friend i can consider. 2 years only have passed but i felt i know him so longer than that period. So well enough.

Its a fun dinner with his mom and also Jason Low. Yes you all know.

Ain't that picture above cute? I drew all of that and the writings are by Jason. A little souvenir for the family before we left the home.

Wishing to everyone especially readers, A happy Chinese New Year.

May all of you be blessed with great health and come the rest along. (/^o^)/


Drive safely everyone. GONG XI FA CAI!!!