내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

Hep peepz (/^___^)/,
soon enough when the times come I'm going off on silent mode for quite awhile until MID-DECEMBER. That means lesser blog post but don't worry larh i still will post something in my blog for you guys to read. Why ar?

Well due to my exam which is coming soon in a month time and I got to start cramming all the laws and audits procedure back to my head. Its actually already in my head, just need to press the refresh button. I need to buckle up.. haizz..

I have to graduate fast.. as study right now is a sick thing to do. Books, books, classes and exams all the time. I can't take it anymore.. (/x___________________x)/ Enough is enough.. People had went to work says they want to go back there but for me is the other way round. I'm sick of it.. going classes, and seeing the bloody paper again and again.. ishh...

so see ya folks... have a nice great day ahead.

p/s- i will post explicit entry for you guys some other time..kekeke.. laugong, laupo misses you.

I was quite surprised ∑(O_O；)！！ to see the mess in the house at first but I can't blame at all as Jay is so busy with his work. Even when I came back from Genting, he even had to work in-house to complete the work. So I decided to clean the home for him when he went to work.

I woke up quite late as I overslept due to the tiredness which have been accumulated for days. I started the house cleaning chores at around 12pm after refreshing myself. I was standing in the middle of the mess, thinking where to start from... (･_･?)7
the kitchen? the living room? the bedroom?

So I started by sweeping the floor at the living room and as I do, I found a few small parasite or bug. It was relatively small, white and silver in colour, and shape of a water drop. I don't know what was it call. That makes me more determine to clean everything squeaky clean from top to bottom. Shining bling bling ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~

It took me like more than two hour of sweeping and vacuuming the living room, kitchen and bedroom. I swept and vacuum more than 1 round as the cats fur are a lot. While sweeping the floor, I also collects the rubbish all the way and guess what? I got 2 big black plastic bags of dirt's and rubbish.

Not just that, even money are at everywhere. I collected all of them and got a big bowl full of it. "If one day had no money to eat, I just need to search somewhere in the home",I told him.

Guess how much is the value in the bowl? I found one 50ringgit note, five 1ringgit note and a lot of coins. The total amounted to more than 110ringgit.

After done with the floor, I went to search for a cloth to wipe stuffs. I have to tell that from originally white it turn to black at the end. A lot of stuffs, TV, shelf's, rack are cover in dust and dirt's. It took me another more than 2 hour to clean up all of it.

After that I move to the kitchen and that took me another hour. I went for a hunting as he places the food everywhere and even medicine like aspirin. There are even foods which are expired over a year are still there, leftover Char Kuey Teow and stubborn stains.

The cover plastic for foods, drinks are placed scattered in the kitchen. The root of all the problem was there was no litter bin. For that, I make one in the kitchen. After cleaning the kitchen, I head off to his work area. His laptop... is covered with dust, and ants are there crawling for leftover bits.. is really dirty.. I cleaned up the area but didn't touch the piles of papers and book as I want to leave it as it is.


Time passes really fast. By the time I finish cleaning everything it was already pass 7pm already. So I quickly vacuum one more time the floor and light up aromatherapy in the home. Then I quickly take a quick bath and later that I prepared a red date instant drink to welcome him back. ( ^‐^)_且~~ Hospitality marh...

So this is what it looks like in the home and before/after picture.

One of the work place area he had other than his laptop area. This is where he dines also. Look at all the foods. There are also empty tissue box's not recycled or thrown still in the home. After i clean up it looks much nicer.


The living room overview area floor. You can see tissues everywhere. What you can't see is even more. After cleaning up, it loos more like a home. I clean the shelves, the books, arranged them, clean the light bulbs and cover too. Everything I cleaned.


When we got back after Vietnam dinner, he asks me what smell so nice. Resultant from the aromatherapy... HAHAHA..

I even prepared for him a shopping list to do for the home lorh. (/^-^)/The list are:

I supposed to do the shopping with him but after the dinner it was already late and he wants to fetch me back home some more. So the shopping will have to be done some other time. (T___T)

Now at home.. be missing dear laugong Jay and miaomiao..

My performance in genting is finally over.. what a relief... (/-0)/=3.. after months of training it ended up in a blast of stars.. I even got to meet ning baizura, faizal tahir and eric. Lucky me..\(^o^)/ I will post up the picture soon after I got back home..


Yesterday night I slept like a pig in the arms of Jay. He hugged me throughout the night. It felt so nice to be in someone arms. Waking up everday in the morning to be able to see the person you loved laying beside you just make me you feel warm in heart, sweet and happy..

This few days he takes care of me so well (include sex..haha) and I loved him very much. Before my genting trip I spent the day with him. Well going to update soon about it. Just too tired.. and lazzzzy-eh. HAHA

That's what I am doing today.. cleaning the home for him.. I want to make sure is clean before he comes back.. and he has a cat with him.. we call it miaomiao so cute..

I have my eyes on your every move.

but i think the cat is spying on my every move lorh.. hahaha.. doesn't seem to like me.. I don't know.. but to live with my lg, I need to have the cat permission first.. like Mother in law permission.. wakakaa \(^v^)/ true.. now as even I'm blogging the cat is just beside me..

now is supposed to clean and still cleaning but I'm updating blog here.. kekeke.. my lg have mcd delivery for me.. so sweet.. Thank you Lougong.

Well go to continue the cleaning now.. love you guys and especially you lougong, Jay. Muack..

Thats so true... hahaha \(^v^)/

Being in homosexuality realm, people like us would have the ability to detect the others.
Its like our head are attached with an invisible, humongous radar that activates all the time. Have ever you wonder whether is the gaydar or just simply the traits that make people seem gay innate?

I'm left handed, my index finger are higher/relatively same length with my ring finger, i have counterclockwise whorl and increased density of fingerprint ridges on the thumb and pinkie of the left hand. And I'm Gay. But is that what makes me Gay?

For years the subject of homosexuality are being a subject for studies in science and are no longer a taboo or regarded as a disease. The studies are by finding common biological traits which might help in one day that would shed some light on the origins of sexual orientation.
Or simply the "Gay Gene".

A quick summary from what the article says,

At first read, their findings seem like a string of unlinked,

EXAMPLE : Hand Dexterity (Male)
Gay men and lesbians have a 50 percent greater chance of being left-handed or ambidextrous than their straight counterparts.

esoteric observations. Statistically, for instance, gay men and lesbians have about a 50 percent greater chance of being left-handed or ambidextrous than straight men or women.

EXAMPLE : Digit Proportions (Female)
The index fingers of most straight men are shorter than their ring fingers, and for most women they are the same length or longer. Gay men and lesbians tend to have reversed ratios.

The relative lengths of our fingers offer another hint: The index fingers of most straight men are shorter than their ring fingers, while for most women they are closer in length, or even reversed in ratio. But some researchers have noted that gay men are likely to have finger-length ratios more in line with those of straight women, and a study of self-described “butch” lesbians showed significantly masculinized ratios.

The same goes for the way we hear, the way we process spatial reasoning, and even the ring of our voices. One study, involving tape-recordings of gay and straight men, found that 75 percent of gay men sounded gay to a general audience. It’s unclear what the listeners responded to, whether there is a recognized gay “accent” or vocal quality. And there is no hint as to whether this idiosyncrasy is owed to biology or cultural influences—only that it’s unmistakable.

Richard Lippa, a psychologist from California State University at Fullerton, is one of the leading cataloguers of the many ways in which gay people are different. I caught up with him a few weeks ago at a booth at the Long Beach Pride Festival in Southern California, where he was researching another hypothesis—that the hair-whorl patterns on gay heads are more likely to go counterclockwise.

EXAMPLE : Hair Whorl (Men)
Gay men are more likely than straight men to have a counterclockwise whorl.

If you like to read more about it, come here The Science of Gaydar and what does gay look like

Well from what they have collected, what i can say it might be true or otherwise. It might also be coincidence as the probabilities are high as compared to the population of the world. the chances of us having the same traits are there.

As what people say, "You can find another 7 version of yourself in other parts of the continent"

Have yourself some reading and say.

First of all to my readers, sorry ar.. I apologize first. m(_ _)m

What the heck? Whats wrong with the blogger.com wor? (*`^´*)9 "@!##$%*^#$"
About to post, then it went " Sorry blogger cannot process bla bla bla.." until i cannot sign in to the home also.. for nearly an hour... Now i have to type all over again.. (T____T)
(=O>~<)=O*☆`[punching pillow bag]

Back to my topic for the day.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR LOVE

Before that let me teach you how to say " I LOVE YOU" in 6 different language to use on your loved one. Alright? (Spanish, Korean, Italian, Japanese, Dutch and French )

I hope time passes very fast with just a snap of a finger... Why? because next Friday i will be staying in his home. This is due to my Genting trip performance. This past few days, we text-ed and call each other to tell how we missed and love each other and how are our day have been.

When i ask him whether I can stay at his home, he was happy i guess.. Are you?
He said,"Of course can, it's your home too. You can take care of me also"
I blushed. I was about to erupt with volcanic acid gushing out from my ear... hahaha love

I asked him whether he want to taste my cooking that night.

Then he told me that its going to be late. "How about Korean food?", he asked me. Thus i replied,"Sure". I like Korean food. I like anything about Korean.
That's explain with my Korean words and Korean songs in the blog. \(^U^)/

The favourite dish that i like is the bulgogi,불거기. It is a Korean dish that usually consists of marinated barbecued beef, although chicken or pork may also be used.

Bulgogi literally means "fire meat" in Korean (this refers to the cooking technique—over an open flame—rather than the dish's spiciness) The term is also applied to variations such as dak bulgogi (made with chicken) or dweji bulgogi (made with pork), although the seasonings are different.
This dish is sometimes served with a side of lettuce or any leafy vegetable to be used to wrap a slice of the meat and dab it with ssamjang, 쌈장 sauce.

I can't wait to feed him the dish. Aahhh.. (^_)-<*(O^) open wide wide.. Hope to make a mess on his face..kekeke.. I misses him. I misses his laughter.
When I have finally meet him, I think I'm going to jump on him and not going to let go. Going to hug him 24 hour.. keke.. but that's impossible lor.. even in the jamban meh..