내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

When people sees me the first time they will say this top three sentences..

1. Waaa... so fair for a guy
First of all, my skin is very fair no doubt. Don't ask me how i get the fair skin. Thanks to my mum. The problem is i can never get dark. Undergo National Service program(NS) for 3 months, burning under the scotching sun everyday having no changes in skin tone.
Back in school people called me snow white or various name of skin products that you can find in the market now..

2. Your skin so soft..
Skin soft? No idea.. thanks to mum again. I guess i receive the most traits from my mum compared to my other brothers. Guess I'm lucky huh? or is just a bad luck?

3. Why no acne/pimple?
I do have. Use magnifying glass next time to see me.

Well maybe all of it shows because i took care of my health. I eat everything.. Not all lar.

We live everyday exposed ourselves to harmful bacterias and germs, toxin's, chemicals, UV and etc from sun, air, especially what our body consumed. The logic of me thinking is this way. These harmful stuff that we consumed in our body must be get rid off. How?

Well the secret is simple.

MYTH: People always say good facial products give good skin results. The more expensive the better.
BUSTER: Well no doubt it will help you, but it is still harmful as the chemicals(if not organic product) fasten up or even forces your body function to move. Its not according to your body at will. It only help from outside but not inside.

So how?

1.Drinks a lot of water. 8 glasses of water is not enough. I drink more than 3 bottles of 1.5 litres of water everyday. Water is the best natural resources to help you to flush out the harmful waste in the body that you eat or consumed. People can leave without eating for more than a week but not with water.

2. You don't have to spend so much money on products. Go natural. Honey. Honey has some surprising health benefits. They are good yet don't over consumed it as it is sweeter than sugar with 1110kilojoules per tablespoons as opposed to sugar's 815. Don't say i don't warned you. Kilojoules apart, honey goods for acne, age spots, allergies, colds and flu, coughs, cuts and grazes, insomnia and sore throat. ACNE? AGE SPOTS? yup... it also promotes regularity(constipation)

3.To help more, ginger will do. Eat at least a small slice of ginger everyday. What will it do for you? Well it helps problems like wind and flatulence, nausea, cold and flu, cough, indigestion, irritable bowel indigestion and more. Well this problems occurs because of waste in our body are not out causing us to be sick, acne and lots more. So when the moment you cannot pang sai.. bad news... want pretty face? do something..

4. I will avoid most of the fast foods. I don't eat them frequently. In fact i rarely eat them. Snacks too. In short means.. eat what is good for you and not what you want. Remember you eat to live and not live to eat.

5. Before going out, i always spend about 15 minutes for my face.
Apply cream/moisturizing cream/hydrating care product to your face according what suits your skin condition. Keep your skin clean too but not too clean. Before you apply and after you came back home. Always keep a small emergency bag with you no matter where you go. I always do. Small free care products helps a lot. So go get the F.O.C products... hahaha

6. Sleep early. Get at least 8 hours of sleep everyday. There is when your body is doing the cleaning process. Drink water before you sleep.

7. Get sweat. Exercise at least 3 times a week. Participate 2 big exercise/sports events at least like marathon to train your body.

Well i guess that's all.. The most important thing is go NATURAL and eat healthy. K'?

The phone rang on the Saturday informing my family members that my eldest uncle to my father side is critical in the hospital. He passed away peacefully to heaven to be with Lord on the Sunday morning at 3 something.

The funny thing is i have never see him before till 5 months ago. To be frank it was my second time seeing him in the hospital. My first meeting with him was in his own home when our relatives inform us to visit him. That was my first..
I was kinda sad and pity to see him in his condition in the ward. When i called him, he can't even opened his eyes as his eyes was like gold fish. Only what i can hear was his heaving breathing, grasping for air with a support of machine.

There are quite a lot of member in the family line that i don't even know. What to say... My family had never went back to meet them because of family past.. After i see by myself, it was prejudice and timid thinking from my own family holding back to meet them. They are actually nice in my eyes, yet my mom said one of the cousin is "sombong" but i don't see it in them after talking to them. She was funny by the way and sporting.

What i can tell that, past family generation problems or conflicts do not bring it over to the new generation and implanted them with seeds of prejudice, hatred, anger and etc. That is what my mom and my elder brother did to me. I thought they were that cruel people. It was contradicting. However they are still family. Family will have quarrels or fights...

past is past.. see the new light above us.. it's so nice..

Today when lunch with the family, i saw my aunt wanted to combine the table together. When one of my uncle wife say it will not fit 16 people if combine. Yet my aunt insisted. I understand and know her intention for goodness she did. Unfortunately the table still need to be separated, i could see her disappointment.

Even seeing him twice, there is the sense of regret of not knowing my uncle after hearing the only one testimony by one of the family friend. To summarize up:

-He is our Dai Gor in our group back in Taiping
-He brought all his siblings come to KL and take care of them
-I remember that he gave me one of his mazda toy car when i was small
-He loves to play mahjong with my parents

Life is funny.. We were born and we will die.. Life is short.
He was single. No friends as he was young he sells of his MAS shares and got the huge return which he spends to buy the new house in PJ in the early 70's or 80's and retired thereafter.

Seeing the casket screwed sealed and being pushed in to the crematory, my tears in the eyes starts to flow. I could see behind the sunglasses of my dad, his eyes were red but he doesn't shed his tears. This is my first time seeing my dad that way. Maybe guys are mostly masculine typo.. Man do not shed tears or you will be called pussy(theory) or man with boobs..

At the burning area, his casket pushed in, and opened a few inch for us to watch the casket burned, the sense of regret is there.. If i could knew him.. If i could just knew him..

Thanks to the lord. May lord be with him in the heaven. Rest in peace in the arms of Jesus Uncle.
Amen.

Yesterday night was chatting with one of new found guy. His name is CT. ( single desperado) kekeke... opsie.. It was nice chatting to him. We had quite a long chat and i advice, " smile more to the cam"... "You look so damn serious and look very cool"... hahaha

One of the topic we talked was our sexual position preference. Well we were discussing our preference and seemed to be like, he is still halfway through hanging.. well can't say anything actually.. i discovered myself way long on whether being eaten or I'm eating the cookie.

Is it damn important thing to discover? Well every time, i will stumble across this question was in the trevvy chat room or even other website. Basic question is to ask age,stats,live commonly know as ASL.. then the question pop out... top or bottom? Until i get to annoyed, sometimes my trevvy profile ended up not disclosing it..

I mean love is a very profound thingy, hard subject to explain. Is like when people like you, before saying it, you ask the question. Silly thing is when you got rejected because of the same magnetic wavelength. Love is love. Looks like our cycle is predetermined with that vicious cycle of question.


Sometimes i felt i got enlightened by it. I can see the truth now.

Handsome, cute, ugly.. also depends on people.

For the very first time, i got from a mat salleh saying that i look like a hongkong-er+cute when i on my cam... My first time in life... i'm a hongkong-er... hahahaha..
Me? more stupid.. he already look mat salleh and i say you don't look like a local... what?!! Anyway way cute and hot also... kekeke..

Most of my friend say i look korean when i dressed up in style.. long sleeve.. a bini and thick glasses... kekee.. than he said my eye look Korean...?????? so i don't know what am i now... confused??? im still chinese as i know..

Well conclusion is people had different judgment. If out there someone said you ugly, don't be down.. because someone is going to say you are beautiful.. k?

Have any of you being tried turned straight unintentionally by anyone?

Well a very funny encounter for me actually. I was with few of my girls friend coming back from lunch actually. Normal for one of my friend holding my hand in x way. Don't know how to explain it.

She is mixed parentage, a Malaysian raised up in Australia. Back here in for university because parents are expatriate moving around. She is a part time model.

She (A) suddenly say " Come and date me lar...", I was like " Cheh.., you know i have no interest in girls no matter what.. and you ask me to date you.."

(B) says, " You know gays are not that easy to turn into straight?"

I was like hell yeah.. then in my mind suddenly swirls few of methods or techniques which they might use on you but then i came into conclusion that they are failure and would not at all.

Ways: watch Straight porno.
Impact: my eyes would only focus on the male dicks, bods, you name it.. focusing all the time rather than the hot pussie.
Result: Total failure.

Ways: Blind date.
Impact: there is one time my college hold a blind date, i think rather than getting the girls number, I'll get the guys number instead. Anyway this method makes me looks cheapo and desperado.
Result: down to the drain, you loser.

Ways: Fully naked female friend in front.
Impact: Well at least there is one who are willing to do, just a method.. don't get me wrong. Totally embarrassing to her as i might count the numbers of freckles she got at her body.. even hairs..oppss
Result: If you like to strip so much go to strip bar, at least they will appreciate you.

Wakakaka... so any methods that you can think off? Share with me...

At the moment i watch the link given by my friend in the youtube "America's Got Talent 2008", i was drinking milk, and i spill it out at that point with the bustie bust.. i was shocked.. Humongous.

Luckily there was a cup I'm holding or not i will be like the water pipe bursting out unstoppable milk on to my laptop..

It was horrible yet amazing i have to say. Truly from my heart.

Enough for the day.. be updating about my life soon.. keke

I couldn't believe what she said to the victims of earthquake in Sichuan. Well i have to said she got the guts to do it and she had a little sense of humor too in the video. The mummy, the wedding date... hahaha... the farts... haiz..

Quite hard to understand the thick accent so this video got the subs..

I don't know whether that you guys have watch but i just post it here in case..

A little brief history:
Well it happen on the May 23 When a video clip surfaced on YouTube showing Zhang Ya cursing Wenchuan earthquake victims with lots of profane words, a small earthquake was triggered in China's Internet community.

Millions of Chinese Internet users posted furious condemnation messages, accusing the 21-year-old girl of "no humanity," "insulting the victims" and calling her "scum".

In the near-5-minute video, Zhang, a native of Shenyang, capital of the northeastern Liaoning Province, showed that she was annoyed with the three day period of national mourning during which she could neither watch her favorite television programs nor play any games online.

Shockingly, the girl chose to vent her anger through throwing nasty words upon the victims of the Sichuan quake, whose number has now topped 55,000. In the case of Zhang Ya of Liaoning, following her insulting video's appearance online, at least a dozen "cursing-back videos" were uploaded to YouTube overnight, some of which showed the indignant speakers cursing Zhang and her whole family with words much more profane and vicious than her original version. Whole lot of response to her video...

As i heard she was caught and arrested by the police in mainland.. and don't know what happen to her...

One of the comments from her video is;

Like i said im stuck with youtube.. its like you can find anything in there.. from movies to teaching materials.. amazing.. keke
Well, I'm going to introduce you all this movie which is make from the famous manga comic by Fumi Yoshinaga depicting the lives of four men who work in a small bakery in Japan.

The plot:
Jin-hyuk was brought up as the well-bred heir to a corporate fortune. He has got the looks, the money and the charm, but even so, true love is hard to find. Jin-hyuk opens up a cake shop and hires Sun-woo, a talented patissier who had a crush on Jin-hyuk back in high school. Together with Gi-beom, an ex-boxing champion and Su-young, a clueless bodyguard, four unique and handsome men stir up a quiet neighborhood when they show up at the cake shop, Antique.


From left: Antique's owner, Kim Jin-hyeok; Patissier, Min Seon-woo;Patissier apprentice, Yang Ki-beom; bodyguard, Nam Soo-yeong
Real name:Joo Jin Ho, Kim Jae Wook,Yoo Ah In, and Choi Ji Ho

Very nice movie to watch, comparative to the Japanese version, this is better. Funny, hilarious yet nice to watc. Plus got more yaoi scene compared to Japan version.

Well i have to say, the Director Min Kyu-Dong is able to reflect his source material in a smart, surprising and guiltily entertaining way. Fast-paced, fun and gratefully irreverent. Starring many pretty men and lots of delicious-looking cake... yummy o(>~<)o Here is the trailer and the movie,

Enjoy the movie.. last but not least in that movie i like the character Ki-beom played by Ah In. So cute... keke

Well i was in youtube searching for something that i couldn't remember right at this moment i stumble across this short film. About less than 30 minutes and is a silent movie. Apparently the movie was good. Not one single word is uttered out but with their body language the movie was already good.

I wish it was made into a movie. As you can even see from the title you can guess it right. Its a Korean homosexual theme movie released in the 2008. This movie is just full of small touching heart, innocence, don't aspect to see rated scene.. kekeke. Captures the heart every moment for me lar...


A 13-minute film with no spoken dialect, Min-soo and Seok-i come face-to-face for the first time after Min-soo drops a roll of film at Seok-i's foot. There is an instant spark through the silent gazes. Min-soo gets off the bus, but Seok-i follows him. All in this time, a fairy gives them advice through a song. It turns out Seok-i had been following Min-soo with the intention of giving him back a camera, in which was stole from him when Seok-i and his friends mugged him. As Seok-i walks away, Min-soo runs after him and they embrace.

Question to ask: have any of you fall in love in the bus? or wish it comes true one like in the film? kekeek

anyone can dream what... so enjoy... and dream... kekeke

Well i hope you guys misses me... (>.<). well i can dream can i?

i have been busy and a lot of things i have been through.. the happy, sad, laughter, the shitty also..haiz.. well anyway I'm back to set the new improve me.. and make a makeover for this blog to.. so remember to stay tune yea....

Exam is coming soon on the month 1st week of June till 2nd week of June.. so bare with me as there will b some post that i want to post and share with you guys, recently i have been in the home off from classes, studying and i can say YOUTUBE is a heaven for me...

bored>>>youtube
sleepy>>>youtube
movie>>>youtube
music>>>youtube
cuteguys>>>youtube

wakkaakak.. im a Youtube horny... walau... hahaha.. i even got some cuci mata moment there.. dont believe? well i post it soon after finish editing, getting the right info and picture... k..thats all.

Hope you will enoy the next new post. KEKEKEK