내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

Next day it was more of games, challenges, obstacles and strength with team works activities.

We woke up at 6.30am as we had to be ready at 7am for the gathering. being a team leader, i had to be there earlier. How i was elected? Everyone looked at me. I know I'm charming. kekeke... Anyway we gathered for a morning workout and headed to a court for the team game.

Well i don't want to elaborate the team game because it is a list of activities to do by taking turns.
Then we were given time to discuss our group cheer and for our sketch. It was time consuming. Brain dead by some of my team member. Only a few were participating. Leader leads while the rest have to do their work to right...?? Haiz.....

But at the end our group cheer was done.. Not bad but not the best definitely. The cheer was more elements of jeering and teasing of other team mates. I used the theme sound of a song titled BEST FRIEND by TOYBOX.

After our team are done with the climbing we head to the cafetaria to had our break. It was kuihs and donuts.

After that we head to the flying fox. The last time i did was when in National Service Camp. I did my nation proud. LOL. Anyway we need to climb up and cross the hanging bridge ans boy it was fun.




Ask no more please..

On last week, i went to camp with a bunch of 80 accountant students. I can tell that it was all craze, fun and thrills of wacky accountant students. Don't ever think that we are all bunch of nerds with specs, combed hairs, pants pulled high up with belts, suspender and mumble along the way with books all in hand.

Well we are not, I'm not.
We depart from the college at around 4.45pm. The trip was about an hour and a half in a bus. After we reached our location, we still need to get into a truck to transport us into the camp in groups. It was fun to travel into the location with a truck or a jeep.

To be at the back of the jeep and the cold fresh air blows towards the face, it was refreshing. It was quite a bumpy ride and up the hill was fun. Really a memorable one.

After we reached the final destination we gather and wait for the rest. We were assigned to our rooms after a short mingle and i got C6. My room was name MANGGA. Luckily not PISANG.

Inside there is 3 4 beds, a table, a rack, chairs, and basic toilet utilities. The fun part was the water. It was so cold that you cant stand in the shower for even 5 seconds max. It was so cold that you will scream for help. What do you expect as the water was from the spring water itself. Was so refreshing and icy cold.

After unpacking, i quickly went out to capture some picture around the camp site.Here you go.

Pretty much from the sign board can tell you what are our activities for the 3 days 2nights camping trip.

After that we had our early dinner at 7pm. Below was our dinner dishes. Apparently i was not that awful at all. As usual we will heard from camp that the cooks are terrible. Luckily it taste fine and the most delicious cooked dish through out the camping trip was only the fishes. I had enjoy most of the fish cooked dishes and favorite drink was CORN JUICE.

Yup you heard me right. CORN JUICE. Everyone thought at first it was orange based by the color but it was CORN. It taste so corny delicious. I LIKE IT. I would love to have it again.

I'm back from camp since yesterday but i was too lazy and i need my body, mind and soul to recuperate back to it's normal state. Lesser time to sleep in camp as usual and a lot of physical activities. It can be like a boot camp.

Anyway leeches, cuts, bruises, bites... and oh i swallowed a bug without realize. First time swallowed a bug.

Well this tag line is not the tag line that i always normally use if does who knows me. To those who doesn't i always says "I'm available, single and ready to mingle" or vice versa.

The answers is Y.E.S to the world out there, to our fellow mates.

To me i do hope one day in the future that we will have a better future and better tomorrow. We will no longer be hiding behind our closed doors, no longer being held responsible for being the reason of erosion of community values, family tearing apart, labeled as "freaks", "criminals", "monsters', "sinners", "abomination" and deserves to be punished and be beaten up in the streets.
I do hope that we are free from the F.E.A.R. that we have toward the society. Nonacceptance of society. I do want one day that i could hold his hand in the streets walking down the lane without anyone jeering, have our rights to married just like anyone does ie the freedom just like our western counterparts.

You would have heard tonnes of True LGBT stories and it all revolves the same way. Discrimination, nonacceptance. The two main core that are to be blamed for. Nothing else. Ain't we all are human with emotion. L.O.V.E is the precise, profound manner of universal word that all people and even animals know how to show it. Even nature are full of colours just like the rainbow.


It is still up to us to make a change and telling the people out there we are just like you. Sometimes you will sit and laugh how stupid are people sometimes. Kids are more smarter and wiser in their ages as they see everything the same. As one. Only the adults planted the seed of hatred, perception as they grew up thus divided the society. Racism exist in our country. They are. Believe. I worked very hard out there to show its good to be diversified. Not to be alone in a nut shell.

As now Malaysia has a little glimpse of hope if you do visits FRIDAE to read on the articles as i am not going to elaborate here.

What are your thoughts?
Will Malaysia one day opens it arms and embraces us?

In a small secluded town by the sea, there lives two lonely youths filled with angst and uncertainty. To the 15-year-old Ah-Guei, her world has always been different from others. Her eyes tell her that there are no greens or reds in the world. The only person she looks up to is her cousin, Ah-Xian. Ah-Xian has a big world map and a whole bookshelf of traveling guides. He takes Ah-Guei on imaginary journeys out of their little town, into a world full of wonders.

Yet, the 20-year-old Ah-Xian harbors a secret, as he has come to realize that the only objects of his desires have always been people of his own sex. Ah-Guei and Ah-Xian dream and plan that one day when they can fly away to a place where there will be no more loneliness or angst.

This films is released in 2009 and directed by Scud
The film explores the near true-life story of a young Chinese man named Ivan (said to be a semi-autobiography of the film's writer/producer), who seeks a long-term relationship with a straight friend called Windson. The friend is aware of his inclination, and is happy to befriend him, but is very reluctant to express open affection for him or to become emotionally involved.

Permanent Residence also explores, in complete abandon and full nudity, and contemplates on the mortality of his loved ones. Permanent Residence exudes a deep understanding and sensibility towards the important issues involved in loving, living and dying and also about life itself.

This movie is great one to watch as both of the main characters acted very well to express their role in the movie. This movie should only be watched by those who can appreciate the contents of the movie if not don't watch it as there are a lot of nude scene as mentioned above.

For those who have not watched it, you should. As i could feel the sadness of the main character through out the movie and of course before i forget there are actually one scene that makes me laughed like hell because it is priceless.

What do you get when you see two hot gay guys kissing in the mart?
Girl fell down while pushing the trolley.

Yup. That's it. A powerful gay kiss. HAHAHAH!!! the scene is at 2:55

three words to you mister...
GO TO HELL!!!!!!

i wonder sometimes what is their purpose of having axcest, fridae, trevvy, ea4m and etc account for.
to have friends in common?
to find your true partner?
to just have a quick fun? literally where yours source is in the site..

what's your purpose?

Well the topic ain't some maths nor formulas for you to figure or a mystery code for you to crack. If you know what does this terms mean then for sure i do know that you are some regular players in what we called CyberSex.

Cybersex is a virtual sex encounter in which two or more persons connected remotely via computer network send each other sexually messages describing a sexual experience. It is a form of sexual experience in which the participants pretend they are having actual sex. In one form, this fantasy sex is accomplished by the participants describing their actions and responding to their chat partners in a mostly written form designed to stimulate their own sexual feelings and fantasies.(source from Wikipedia)

Advantages to it is that without the risk of a sexually transmitted disease (STD) or pregnancy, it is a physically safe way for young people to experiment with sexual thoughts and emotions.
Cybersex allows real-life partners who are physically separated to continue to be sexually intimate. In geographically separated relationships, it can function to sustain the sexual dimension of a relationship in which the partners see each other only infrequently face to face. Also, it can allow partners to work out problems that they have in their sex life that they feel uncomfortable bringing up otherwise.

It takes much less effort and resources on the Internet than in real life to connect to a person like yourself or with whom a more meaningful relationship is possible.

Well there are points to be taken but however i wont accept it if my partner were actively involved in the cam 2 cam with some other guys hooked up in the net. I would felt betrayed even there involve no skinship.

If there were problems in bed then partners have to worked it out to have a long lasting relationship. Avoiding by saying or states as uncomfortable bringing up is an excuse to face the fact or to deal with it.

Whats love and more meaningful sex life is to connect to a person rather than some on the cam and search in the chat room like in Trevvy asking for camers or even YouGayChat as you can see in the picture. Now you can safely say that guys are hornier than horny goat.

What will you do if you know that your partner are doing this behind you?
Will you confront to it?
What are your thoughts?

I hope the screen shot of the guys are longer and closer. HAHAHAHAH!!!!! So i can get nose bleed to improve my blood circulation.

Then i will go MAMMA MIA AH AH AH!!

What do you think about it?

Two words, Anderson Cooper.

Charming isn't it? The blue-crystallized eye, white hair, his skin tone and boyish manly looked of his... Faint~~~~~~

Frequent ask Q's and answer's: how will you know if a guy wants to have sex with you? what are the signs to look out for?

The rule generally applies any where whether you're at the gym, shopping mall, inside the movie cinema, at a bar or even in church.

If a guy makes an eye contact with you and holds a beat longer than usual before breaking it off, the signs would be that he is interested in you. Either that, or he’s mistaken you for someone he knows. The more gay-friendly the venue (for example, gay bars, dance clubs and bathhouses), the safer it is to assume that they’re interested in you.

In a gym sauna or steam room if the guy keeps stealing glances at you, he’s interested. If he’s also rubbing his hard-on under his towel, he’s definitely interested. If he whips out his throbbing, pulsating cock and starts playing with himself—well! At that point if a misunderstanding still happens between the two of you, then one of you is a retard.

In a shower room if the guy leaves an open space in his curtain and looks at you while he is taking his shower right at you while passing by or looks into your shower room, highly likely that he is interested in you.


Case 1: When he is lifting up his towel accidentally; unwrapped or wrapped his towel, he faces to you. Hoping that you will get to see a glimpse of his family jewel that he is proud of.

Case 2: When he open widely his leg in the wet/dry room with the same intention of letting you see. It will be easier also for him to let it be aroused and more breathing space.

To overruled it, just say "NO" just like how you say when we always seems to pledge for something in life like "NO" to drugs, to smoking, to usage of polystyrene and etc. If you still uncomfortable or can't to seem to avoid it, you can just leave the place.

As our obvious tagline is similiar to the banks attitude: We find ways.
or our telecommunication tagline: Whenever you go, we go.

PS: One thing to note that you can be flattered as there are guys interested in you if you are straight.

As my usual yesterday i went to the gym in the morning for weight session. It was unusual. WAY UNUSUAL that day because it was only 4 people in the gym which includes me. It was already 9.30 by the way.

So there i was slowly doing my weight session, waiting for the Zumba fitness or Ritmo Zumba to start. When i went into the gym, i usually goes for classes as it is more fun and entertaining yet effective. Plus point you can make friends too from there and learn from each other for fitness trip from the trainer as well. Plus gossip too.

For those who don't know Zumba fitness or Ritmo Zumba is a dance fitness program created by dancer and choreographer Alberto "Beto" Perez in Colombia with dance in an effort to make exercise fun. Zumba classes are offered through licensed instructors in more than 60,000 fitness center locations in 105 countries and seven-and-a-half million participants.

Music is the key ingredient to Zumba classes. The score, created with specific beats and tempo changes, transitions the workout from one toning, strengthening or cardio move to another, and targets every major muscle group in the body. The Zumba program borrows Latin flavor from the following dance styles; merengue, foxtrot, salsa, cumbia, reggaeton, belly dance, waltz, flamenco, tango, samba. So, ditch your normal work out and join the party... WOOHOOO~~

Don't underestimate it as it can toned your body, build your stamina, sweat and burn your calories to the max.

So Unrelated post.

Anyway gym culture is fascinating. Since the steam or sauna room has the magical ability to transform a forty year old into a twenty year old. Through the haze they look the same and look younger if you are far sighted. Some tend to swing their cocks, wildly, some men quite proud of their member, thrusting it out. Like a cod piece or, well, peacock feather. Some large, the larger the boy, the less taut the body. This is an interesting fact. It's never the muscle ones with massive tools. Reality is the fact. I'm the living proof.. Opps. Exposed but you can't see it.

The none verbal communication is stunning i have to say- testosterone palpable. I love watching, as towels signal availability, the lose drape, the tight drape, the not some caring drape. The unavailable drape.

Most of it is innocent fun. After all, when do you get to see so many hot men. This is the allure. The temptation. Not for me. This is my second year and i couldn't figure out how many have i seen. Sometimes its just too much. My reaction was a smirk on my face, rolled my bullet eye and looked away. The fascinating is, they don't get the sign. They think i "jual mahal kot".

Some to the extent gets up from their seat with their hard tool revealed, stand closer/opposite you to just get you enhance or purposely bump into you while walking. I guess that the urged had fired up their brain to the dead level.

Trying so hard to get closer proximity to you so that you will revealed your key to them. Some starts with getting to know you, some ask it straight, some took a peek into the shower and the daring one's ask for your number.

To my conclusion some fellow gay men can be aggressive in the gym. The signal you’re sending out is not “I’m interested” but rather “I’m desperate.”Its better to just exchange numbers with the object of your attraction and instead meet up outside the gym its a signal they are sending. All of this happened last Thursday.

Now i can guarantee you that Celebrity Fitness in Sunway Pyramid can be a hell of a cruise sometimes for Guys Who Likes Guys (hereby referred to as GLWG in a gym). New word alert.

how will you know if a guy wants to have sex with you? what are the signs to look out for?.

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