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I have been damaging my own body for the past few weeks. I know i should not have done it yet the strong urge and the art of seduction keeps me to do it. I have badly sinned to my body and mind. I'm so sorry.

I tried to keep myself distance away but to no avail and advice from my friends, i keep ignoring. Just no matter how hard i try, i can't avoid it. No matter where i am, i still sees it. Why? Oh, Why? Why keep testing my courage and my mental, emotion strength? Why do you do this to me?

After every time i did it, i felt the fullness of satisfaction. Later after that, i regretted. Just like the picture.

Not just, KFC even McDonald. I have been eating like a pig these days. What's driving my appetite into a crazy mode? Well i went to gym to build extra weight and muscle. That's why. I even spent above Rm 20++ for breakfast, tea time and lunch. Don't mention dinner.

My bank balance account is dipping to the red zone now. I have been cutting on my expenses for food. I didn't even get anything during the sale. I have to tell you that i am a shopaholic person.

I'm so desperate for money now. I have to pay for my membership and now my food. FOOD!! FOOOD!!! IT'S ALL I NEED!!!

Haiz... i need fast money. I need to make fast, hard cash. So anyone wants me to be your sugar boy? or paid services? Leave a message. I'll send my expilicit picture to you. HAHAHA

p/s- i really need money.

pp/s- next post is about my gayish encounter in the gym. Stay tune.