내 머리 속의 지우개, REMEMBER

Happy Belated New Year~~

2012-01-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

I know i am a lazy bitch.. Oh what to do?? What have i been up to?

Well i am killing my time off. I have finished my last Professional paper of my ACCA Course and am waiting for the result which will be out in February. I pray hard that i be able to graduate this time. Been pushing myself hard for this exam. So i hope i will pass. Must pass. No exception. Pray for me will you guys?? Hope you all still read my blog anyway.. T_________T

Lots of things happen last year, for the worst and for the best. The worst?? Hmm.. i broke up with my boyfriend LG and then few months later found out that he was two timing or maybe many many timing in a relationship. It was bad knowing that he did it behind me. It felt great after all knowing it after breaking up. I did not cry much.. Just felt sad. Haiz but anyway i love my current sayang now. Hee hee~~

I passed my previous papers in last year and making progress till where am i now. I'm already on my professional last paper. It felt great. I redeemed myself. I grow to a better person in me.

I hope this year will be a good year and a better one to me. Here i wish everyone a Happy Belated New Year.
What i did on my New Year?? Well i slept my way through~~

~YIPPY YIPPY YEA YEA~

2011-12-21T10:56:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!

Seriously, i need to apologize to my readers for not been updating my blog for ages long. I'm so sorry. I have been really busy concentrating on my studies.Along the way, there are so many things happened. The good and the bad.

It must be disappointing to return to my blog to see nothing newly written there. My fellow readers have been asking me to update my blog, and therefore your wish has finally come true.

Happy lads? So stay tune for today first ever full blog post.

JENG JENG JENG!!!

SUGAR DADDY~~~

2011-09-01T15:33:00.005+08:00

Today i am talking about SUGAR DADDY~ Yes.. why did i choose such topics today?

Few days ago when i was checking my profiles i received a very great offer which at eye glance you can't resist. The mail states like this.

Hello

How are you?

I am sugar daddy who looking for slim young man like you to be my sugar son. I am interested with you, and wish to offer you RM10,000 to exchange 5 times of sex from you. If you interested with it, do reply me.

Thanks.

See that amount of money. RM10,OOO for 5 times of sex which equals RM2000/sex.. or to get your hole package. So i decided to toy with him a bit to find out more about him and reply his mail. Well you don't have to know what happens in the exchanging of the mails. What a bitch~~ LOL...

But in the end he replied to me.

Sorry....wrong channel...any way, thanks for your times......

ha ha ha.....you are such a HOLY and GODLY man....

As for me, I am very clear with my offer....that is cash and sex....I am not interested with happiness....If I need romantics time, I can talk to my sweet BF....

As for new sex need....I can use my cash to buy new ass hole to fuck with....
What for to spend time to talk....wasted my time....Any way...pls end it here....need no reply...thanks

This is the reply i received. You should knew what i say in between with the reply i receive.

My opinion is that even how bad am i in need of money, i couldn't sell my services just like that for money. My dignity, morality and legitimate over for MONEY. The most important is LOVING MYSELF! and to be able to look myself in mirror. If i did that, i don't think i be living my life happily after receiving the money. If to reach to the standard of living, i think i would have to change myself to a someone that i wont know about love anymore.

Plus that guy offering the money is a chubby guy like really chubby that if he *hempap you in bed, you will be squeezed like a tin can of sardine. The look was horrible as well in my opinion. Shrugs*

I don't think i can have my boy standing.. and i need to cover him with a paper bag.

Well if my sugar daddy looks like this on top, i don't mind servicing for him forever. LOL.

So what will you do if you were me? Be his sugar boy??? once receive the offer will be forever tied up..

PROUD!!

2011-08-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

What do you feel when you read the newspaper 2 days ago? If you know what i mean, if you did your catching up on the news.

Good news keep coming up and we can make a difference in the world. I am happy to extend my heartiest congratulations to Oyoung, whose real name is Ngeo Boon Lin, an openly gay Malaysian-born, New York-based author and pastor, is set to marry his Broadway musical producer boyfriend this month or in early September with ceremonies planned in New York and Malaysia with his partner Phineas Newborn III.

The news have been hitting hard in every local papers that you can find yesterday. I agreed with his stance of "Keep coming out" to fight homophobia. We are not like what we used to be back 10 or 20 years ago. Come out and don' be afraid of who we are, because to love is to accept who we are.

A day before the that Penny Wong a Malaysian expects a baby with her partner in Australia. How about that? A double joy??? It is indeed. A great news that we Malaysia are hitting the headlines again. I love it

Congratulations to all. My warmest of all. ^^

NEWSPAPER

2011-07-21T14:00:00.000+08:00

If you are smart,when you saw the picture you might thought that i will be posting a post regarding on the newest shocking scandal of the News International phone hacking scandal for the past few days.

It is an ongoing controversy involving the News of the World tabloid and allegations that individuals working for the newspaper engaged in phone hacking. Further revelations were made that they involved far more but obtained information in further illicit ways including making payments to police officers; that it exercised improper influence on politicians and the police; and that other British newspapers were involved in similar activities.

Advertiser boycott contributed to the closure of the News of the World, which published its final edition on 10 July 2011 after 168 years of publication.

However, today's topic i am not talking about that. Actually i am wondering now, how does my reader reads the news paper. There's a lot of things can be said about a person personality when he/she reads the newspaper.

How do you read the news paper?

Normally i will segregate out the sections. For example, The Star, i will pull out the Star Two, The Metro, and the Main section out. After that i will read them in order with the rest kept at the side. First i will tackle the entertainment corners like cartoon section and the screen show, followed with the rest in Section Two, moving to Star Metro, then reading the international news, business section then lastly the local news.

I don't read the sports section except once in every 4 years for only OLYMPIC. LOL

That's my order of reading the newspaper. Most of the time, i will hold the newspaper and read but rarely i would place it on the table to read.

I would least read the news paper twice so that i would not left any news or updates. I don't really like to read online as is just complicated and i just love to flip the pages.

How about you guys?
Do you guy segregate or not?
Read it from the front or beginning it from the front?
Tell me.

Shall I?

2011-07-19T23:00:00.001+08:00

An offer came up to me just like that, an offer which i could not resist and my dream of venturing into long time that i stopped going into. It was because i'm short, that's all. Whenever chances comes by, i ignored or pushes it aside and stick to my reality.

I just couldn't make it to the entertainment industry. Laugh all you can.

Chances just come again and again. Now again.

A photo shoot. Previously, a year back, i went for a model photo shoot for a clothing brand before and i wasn't selected. That was for fun.

The thing about this photo shoot is that is NUDE. The level of the nude photo shoot will depend on the model level of comfortableness. So i was given the idea on how the photo shoot picture will be. Like the picture below.

I'm shy~~

I know what you guys be saying.. you? sure or not? got nice body or not? all that question..

answer to that depends on your definition of hot body or fit body if you call it..

I don't post my body picture up, but till know based on the comments of my friends.

The answer to that question is yes.

So shall i or shall i not accept the offer?

Guilt

2011-07-19T14:30:00.000+08:00

I was having my big lunch after body pump session and came this girl from the charity booth talking to me. What i did was just to give her a big smile and concentrate my eye on my double large chicken breast rice portion. While she talks, i just keep chewing my food in my mouth.

She talks relatively soft and have no confidence at all in marketing it. Just a cup of corn at her hand.

So there she approached me and the conversation goes this way. Imagine with a very low soft spoken voice and no confidence.

Her: Hi, have i talk to you before?

Me: Erm, no ( what? you have memory loss is it?)

Her: I come from the charity stall there if you know about it.

Me: Yes. ( The stall is so big, i could see it with my bare eyes)

Her: You want to buy this cup of corn? Is for charity.

Me: No thanks, i'm having lunch now as you can see.

Her: You can save it for dinner.

Me: No thanks. (what the hell. save it for dinner? can spoil you know idiot)

After my cruel rejection, she walks off, sit at the corner with the cup of corn and sulks. Is just cup of corn. Why i couldn't help that poor girl..

After eating, she still try to sell that cup. My guilt kicks in for charity, i approached the stall and buy " ang ku " instead. Haiz~~

Have you guys been in that situation? Where your guilt kicks in for being cruel.

I wonder~~

2011-07-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

I wonder why must anyone reveal what they wear.. to that extent.. i just can't understand which part of it is fashionable to wear a pants that drops to that extent and as you walk it just feels like any moment it will drops off.

As i was eating my lunch, and there i saw. My hands just are so itchy, so i took the picture.

If it is a branded wear, alright i don't mind to admire and look. Yup.

What do you think about it people? What about your thoughts?
What if a hot guy wears it? Lol

Behind closed doors

2011-07-13T17:00:00.004+08:00

After talking about the etiquette in the gym, now i will move on to talk about the etiquette in the sauna and steam today.

As you all now, usual in gym there will be a lot of hanky-panky, poking, fucking session happening behind the closed curtain in the shower as well in sauna or steam. That i can't say much because your testosterone will be running at its highest level after your gym session and then comes the guy who fits the bill, you ended up breaking free with your body, releasing the tension.

So normally do tend to ignore because in the contract you have signed anything out of the gym responsibility, all other things is on you. So can't complain much about it because they can't possibly do anything about it. Do understand. So practice the technique of "close one eye" if you are uncomfortable with it. Anyway do flatter if there is a picking up session happening on you.
It sends signal that you are hot.

Gyms don’t post “dos and don’ts,” but there are unwritten rules for members to follow which you have to observe.

Secondly, what i don't get is why on earth you will have to wear your work out pants into the sauna or steam. If its clean specially for the sauna or steam session is still acceptable if you are shy to wrap just with a towel, but if its after with the sweat from workout and its smelly, please kindly do not wear it. It just makes the whole steam or sauna smelly. It's for everyone not only you.

As well as slipper. Why slipper into the sauna or steam?

Thirdly do remember to close the door when you leave. Don't just leave it open.

Don't hog the sauna or steam all by yourself. I have an experience where this guy is gay who i assume are looking for fun always and doesn't like people to use the sauna when he is using it. He didn't say anything but the attitude and the effect of the "tsk" as you come in and shut the door loudly is very annoying. I have been very very very patient and tends to ignore him. I feel like want to smack him in the face and says "you don't own the gym"

For the case in locker, if you knew you had a sweaty feet, please don't leave your sock outside. The unbearable smell. Put it away into a plastic bag, cloth bag, or into anything. Same applicable to the gym clothes.

Do understand as well that your locker space is your space. Try to manage your things at your locker space. Try not to occupy 3 to 4 locker space when you are taking your stuff out and leaving it there. Just so inconsiderate. If you can’t fit all of your personal possessions into one locker, you’re probably bringing too much. The lockers, benches, sinks, and showers are for everyone’s use, so hogging more than your fair share of the resources puts others at an inconvenience. Taking up multiple lockers, monopolizing an entire changing bench, or leaving your bags strewn on the floor while you work out or shower just gets in other people’s way. The polite thing to do is to make space for all.

Don't loiter. Yes, there’s a custodial staff, but if they have to spend all their time picking up towels from the floor, cleaning trash out of lockers, and removing hair clogs from the shower, then they won’t have time to do more important tasks like stocking fresh towels and keeping things clean and sanitary. With so many people coming in and out, showering, and beautifying, there’s bound to be enough work for the custodians without them having to pick up the things that members can’t be bothered to dispose of. There are plenty of laundry bins and garbage cans, so don’t be afraid to use them. Your mother doesn’t work there neither do the members who have to clean the trash after you use it.

When you hit the gym for a workout, don’t be the jerk that annoys everyone. Be nice, be courteous, and above all, please don’t sit your bare butt on the benches.least you can do is ay your towel on it.

Please!!!

2011-07-05T13:30:00.000+08:00

I am wondering when do some people get a lesson on gym etiquette.

After my work out yesterday, i went back to my closet and i found a white short stinky pants in front of my locker. I look around and seem there were no other lockers in use.

So i have to use my own hands push the stinky pants aside and its not really clean.

To all PEOPLE out there please be respectful and remember your normal basic etiquette. If you are new in gym there are few etiquette that i will like you all to remember and don't do this.

Normally all the equipments, pads, mats will be cleaned and disinfectant after gym hours or during non-peak hours. So don't go on and thinking is dirty, take a disinfectant of yours and spray on it. It will leave it only attracting more dirt's and germs when you used it and by others.

If you have finished the equipment you can actually use your own towel provided to wipe off the handles. If there is other user tell you to wipe them after using it, its just an etiquette. Don't get offended. It's their right.

Another thing is, don't hog on the machine far too long. Going to gym means you have a target level of fitness you want to achieve, hence work it out. Don't just sit there and be idle after doing few set. Respect others who wants to use it.

Concentrate at your workout. Try not to talk on the phone out loud in the workout area, playing with your phone, keeping you distracted and nonsense shit. Keep your phone away or put it in silent mood.

If you are newbie, don't try go and ask people or trainer how to use. It's a dumb question. You would want to know the right technique to use it not, how to use. Basic information and picture is provided on the equipment its self. Read!! I would advice that its better to get a few trial with the trainer in gym once, or use the free trial provided effectively. In that way you will learn it.

Support belt. Those are normally use for wight lifters or people who carries more weight higher than their own weights. Its to support their back. Unless you are, then please don't use it.

Lastly, gym is to work out and getting to your target. So if you sense competitiveness, just brush it off. You are you. Don't care what people says or look at you. Remember, gym is not a really a place for you to socialize and make friends, more not a place for gossip with the tai-tai's. In the long run you will eventually make friends.

I have said enough. So be hitting gym soon. Hope i won't come across with this again.

Missed Connections!

2011-06-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

Busy has our schedule filled up. Me, busy with my study (even in weekend classes) and work, he with his work projects. We starts not to call each other frequently anymore as we used too even includes sms. Don't even mention meeting up. After a long while, i felt that we have distanced apart.

Every time we talked through the phone, we became strangers. Is like the casual normal talk where we say hi and asking how is the condition of the life now. After that, came the silence. Paused. Then the sound of yawning either from my side or his, or the television filling the empty background just like when you are put on hold to direct you or ending up by him asking me to go to bed to sleep.

I have tried so much to make it work but it didn't. The conversation just won't roll.

I missed everything about him.
I missed how he make me laughed when im in not a good mood.
I missed how he bullied or teased me occasionally.
I missed how his broad shoulder felt like when i leaned on him.
I missed the feeling of holding his hands.
I missed the sound of his laughter.
I missed how he got jealous.
I just missed every bits and pieces of him.

How can it turned into such way? We were previously happy together. Laughing. Joking. Caring for each other. I need you. Seriously. I wish i could turn back time and just stop at tha period of time.

I even missed how he plug his cable into my modem. The connection. Urgh!

Old ginger..

2011-06-29T13:00:00.000+08:00

The topic for today will be ginger. Yes! Ginger. Do you know ginger is good for your health? In many ways, for blood circulation, for nausea and many more. They say the older the ginger the better it is.

i like old ginger.

You must be kidding right? Topic is about ginger. I was just pulling your leg. Today topic is indeed about old ginger. Old ginger direct translated to Chinese is "Lau Jiang". What does it mean?

Literally is old ginger but another meaning was older men. Yes. I like older guys. I dated younger ones and the same age as mine but the results of the relationships was horrible. I wanted to have a stable relationship with its normal ups and down, yet the other party are just playing around. So tak ngam... clash.. break up.. sad.. cry.. hide in the corner..

The cycle continues like that for 3 times. Then i met someone i holds truly for more than a year now. I hope it will still continue forever in my hearts but now it appears that we have distanced away from each other. Haiz~~

Anyway, the reason i like older guys was because of their maturity, the depth of their thinking, the quality of the talks i had with them, and don't mention the experience they had in bed. LOL!
Older guys in my books are not 3-5 years gap, but extended to 10 years more even.

Mind you, not all old guys look like the one in the picture. Old, Ugly, Sag, and Aged to the extent if i stand besides them, i can called him "Gong Gong"

hi cutie.. eek

If there is any like that, i might run away to the other realm.

The ones that i met were young looking "awet muda" especially a guy called Damien. I met him for lunch together and i was shocked to see him. He make me fly. LOL! Anyway i do know how i am going to be like in another 18 Years. Just like him.

Most of them are fit, presentable, gentlemen, and yup... all of that make me attracted to them. The most important thing is "Brains with wits attracts me" not longer the physical or looks.
If they do come with it, than is a perfect package... and I LIKE!!!
NGO CHIP SAU HMM DOU LORH!

How about you? What type of ginger you like??

GROW SLOWLY!

2011-06-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

For the past weeks beginning from 21st of May, my world collapsed and i need to stay strong. I patched them up by myself piece by piece of the broken hearts. Seeing her cry makes me sad but there's nothing i can do but to comfort her and to be there with her. Hold her hands and wrap my arms around her shoulder as she buried her teary face into her dried palms.

I knew that these day will come when we got the news that he could no longer live anymore. I could hear her cry on the phone when i was in the bedroom. It was messy up in my head that time.

With a given short period of time, we as family try to make his life as full as we can. My mom has nothing to offer but to give some money to him to get some of the things that he loves to eat. It was not much but he did not want to receive. He was my "Da Gu". My big uncle.

Out of the nine siblings, my mom was the eldest of all and he was the second. I still remember every time he will feed his two dogs after work. Carries them to clinics when they were sick. No complaints even it was hardship in his life. He work it out. He was the kind, innocent and pure as he believes in everyone even stranger and people who had cheated him or take advantage of his position. He never hold grudges to anyone nor even you can say angry or mad. It was never in his life. Just happy. My mom used to tell stories of how she took care all of the siblings by her own.The last week of his life were lying on the hospital bed, having difficulty in his breathing, cant eat as his throat is painful. Cant eat much nor drink much. His body was really skinny to the extent that his bone shoulder can be seen. It was unbearable to see. I just stood beside my mom as she starts to tear away.

We went there almost every night without fail for the past week and even my finals is next week i fret to not go in me but i still went. Thinking is a journey that my god wants me to got through and my brother nor father could handle my mom. So i went thinking is best for me to go for my mom. Hence i went.

Till the day he left the hospital to the day he went back to his home. The very next day we received a call from the home nurse saying he having difficulty in breathing. My mom called my brother to come and fetch, i turned my head to my mum "We just walk there as fast as possible." Our grandma home is just very near. So we apparently almost ran there and my brother caught us half way, he drives us through.

We step in the family hall heading to his room, we already heard popo crying loudly. The nurse came to us and said "He just passed away." My mom cried and yelled " Ah Wee! Why you didnt wait for me to come? How could you just go like that? I ran here."

My first reaction was "Harh!" and my eyes was filled with tears immediately but i swallowed it as hard as possible and helped my mom in her grieving. My question was same as my mom. Why?

I direct her to the sofa seat and just see her cried by her side while i hold her hands.

The moment was unbearable. I couldn't cry even when i was in my room. Just couldn't. Tears just couldn't come gushing out.

3 days for the funeral and all i could do best is to help out folding money paper as much as i could non stop for my uncle to use in the other world. Hoping and praying that he would be in peace and cross safely into the other world.

Seeing my other uncle cried as we walked with the procession, as the casket went into the burning chamber.. my tears just flow out. Like that... and as day passes, my mom still misses him.

We do. I do.

Totally Gay

2011-06-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

I was at the Summit the other day having a dinner with my family in a restaurant after sending my bag for a repair. I was seating facing into the shop and i noticed at the left side at about 45degree angle one of the guy was looking at me.

While i eat, at the corner of my eye, i could see that he kept taking a glance to look at me. I just pretended to not notice. He stands up and went to the cashier to pay. After that he left with another partner of his (the pink shirt). They were having dinner together.

Yeah! I took the picture cause i bumped into him twice.. and the way he walked and looked at me.. totally GAY and his partner as well!! They walk to KONG WOH TONG to get the heat cool down after seeing me?? Just kidding.. Jeez kinda feel im someone who always post these as well.. LOL..

Yikes.. my first time doing this somemore.. LOL...

Evil Moon

2011-06-27T15:30:00.000+08:00

On the last Friday, everything seems to go wrong and i mean terribly wrong. It was the full moon.
It was not a normal full moon. It was a special full moon. It effected me in a different way that i could not have imagine.

In fact, I didn't turn into a werewolf where my shirts all ripped off and i starts to grow hair, growl at the top of home bumbung... No. Not that.

It was in fact whatever i touches, or uses that day it is spoiled. I carried my bag and one thing after that it snapped. Then i wear slipper, it snapped as well. Turn on my lap top, blank screen. Hard disk spoiled after confirming with my older brother. Ear phone no sound as well.

The full moon was too powerful to me. Too evil.

Cant get any worst than that right? Well my mom argued with my 2nd brother which i now proudly to referred him as a "bastard chauvinist shit guy on the earth who doesn't dare to admit on earth". Its like Armageddon in the home. I will have a post about that bastard don't worry.

Luckily when i touch myself i didn't get spoiled. I'm still alive. Fuh!

Txawjvam Hawj!

2011-06-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

Let me introduce you all to him. His name is Txawjvam Hawj! A hmong but raised and brought in the States.

American name is Calvin Her.
Age: 18
DOB:29 September 1993

Few picture of this charming cutie here.. I just cant stop myself from Awww~~

His video in youtube. Check it out.

Yup and he is a kpop fan as well. Be nice.

Bride discover groom is gay,

2011-06-20T15:00:00.000+08:00

Watch this if you haven't. Quite funny to watch to me. Seeing the groom stuck in between trying to resolve the quarrel of the fight i can say.

How dare you!

2011-06-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

Here goes i sing...

Why play this game, boy!
Why play this game, boy!
Why play this game~
STUPID!

I am a bit sick of those guys who after gym will play the game of eye and stare, signal and fun. Why? I had enough of my privacy being violated already. The trauma i got and the stress i felt.

If i do find fun i will only do it a few time but not every gym session. So tiring. After going to the weights then classes like "body pump hunkness", "Zumba losses virginity", "Abflex washboard abs", "Latin Mix crazy spins", "MTV like Star", "Power jump high-high", i find myself, soul and body are not in sync.

I have one occasion where this Mr.A who always want to have fun with me. I just ignored or declined his invitation. In sauna, he will come close to me, stand near me, touch my nipples and etc to make me accept the invite and open my glory hole for him.. Jeez nope thanks.

He even dares to go to the shower next to me and put his hard cock spat to the mirror to show me. Peek into my shower and invite me again. No marh, no lorh.. how dare you!!
That is the typical guy who just don't understand.

Another one type of guy i want to refer is "Please look yourself at the mirror". Yup.. Typically that statement explains it all. Fat guy. Not handsome.

I was in the sauna and he starts the conversation with me.

Him: Hi
Me: silent*
Him: How's your gym?
Me: Good
Him: Is that your abs?
Me: Yes.
Him: Cool.
Me: Thanks.
Him: Is your big?
Me: What? Excuse me?
Him: I mean is yours big, can I see?
Me: Nope. Sorry
Him: Are you gay?
Me: Whoa.. im straight. ( Yarh right )

Then he went out and find another innocent fallen prey. I heard him asking the other guy also outside the steam room. God! How desperate. Failed in his very own mission he went away.

How dare you Guys! How dare you!

JUST A TOY

2011-06-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

I remembered i had a very quite interesting conversation with a guy. Lets call him Mr. He is in one of my msn list. For a very long time in msn, quite a lot of unknown people adding me up to my list and i just add them up. Anyway they dont cause any harm as i rarely log into my msn.

So Mr is quite new to the scene and apparently 18 years old only. So there was a sudden hi from him and i was like "Who are you?" and thus the chat begins.

He wants to meet me up for a sex and so well i didn't say yes but dodged the question. His sexually deprived mode was on all the things i talked.

I says: slap*

Mr. says: S&M sex begins

I says: sweat

Mr. says:I love sweaty sex Mmmmmm

I says:chill

Mr. says:Chill sex not cool

Jeez.... You see what i mean now.. So i asked him straight away about why you just like to have sex with men is it and holds no feelings for them. Just the fun and go. Well his answer was this.

Mr. says:
Yeah
I'm not really into the gay scene
I just find having sex with men hotter and easier
Like it or not, men are always hornier than women
So easier to get laid
Also
Sex with men is just sensual.

This was his answer. Men generally are horny but using gay men to satisfied your needs is like using us just because we have sex with men. So you are gay for sex?? Easier to get laid was a bit degrading and insulting to me. Referring to us gay people. What we are so cheap is it? Like slut. Easier to get laid.

In the same case it also reminded me another friend of mine who say "having sex with men are way hotter and feels way different with a women" So you are gay for the sex.

What says you in this matter?

The pursuit of money.

2011-06-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

There's an old saying that goes, "Money makes the world go around." If you think about it, this statement is – well – on the money.

In life i felt that there are a lot of ugly truth out there that people seemed to dodge about it when it came out. The pursuit of Perfection becomes hand in hand with monetary. Nothing seems to be valuable if it could not be attached by a monetary value. How sick could it be?

Thats the truth. Money is everything. No money cant do nothing. Am i right? Life is so stress... GEK SEI!!

My mom always say.. "Bo lui bei gong oui, bei gia tau,gu eh ho lang kua, ho long har." How far is this statement hold? I do believe these statement, as i seen society at large they still despise the homeless, beggars, the poors', the mostly unfortunate ones. When we will strive to make a difference? A little help wont harm. Such as giving them a meal... I cant blame anyone with their principle and value that they holds. It is because of the surroundings that shaped them.

Anyway the reason why i was touching about this topic, was while i browsed through some news and was shocked that they did this because of money. They let it rule over their dignity and morality.

How shocking! Most people in the world are placed in pre-conventalist morality thinking. What's pre conventalist? They are typical conventalist that seeks for the term of rewards, penalty or punishment and not worrying whether the act would be found out or not in making decisions. Kohlberg model theory.

Even the underlying morality their are doing is for the purpose of medical/sperm banks but you dont have to really hired females to masturbate for them. Is like how company uses child labour which some countries deemed it to be unethical. Same morality applicable to the picture above.

What says you? Free hot sexy nurse male masturbate for you?

My answer " Ehh.. nope."

Vanity Pain..

2011-06-15T12:00:00.001+08:00

After all the months, i have a lot of things to update to my readers. Felt so sorry for not updating any at all as many unfortunate events happened during the course of the 3 months. Am glad that most of it ended well while the balancing ones always rises at some occasions.

Aspect of my life in building a good relationship with family and friends, studies, work related, passing of a family, my love relationship has not been really good for that period.

Now as my professional exam has ended, i can go wild back again like how i am as always. Comforting myself believing everything has a reason for it and i do appreciate it as i can see how i handle the conflicts and how mature i grew when i think back.

I might look really young proven with the overrated usage of "how old are you?' by the first time people, but at this age i think way ahead and do not represent the way of a person at my age does. So don't let the book judged by its cover.

As i am now back in track, you can expect a lot of things posted up here so be ready and start your engine. I'm ready are you??

My summary of CNY!

2011-02-18T09:30:00.002+08:00

Gosh.. been nearly a month for not posting anything.
I'm sorry my dear fellow readers. You must have been disappointed to the max every time logging into the blog and found nothing updated right?

Well i have been missing for the past weeks was because i'm very busy with my work and also my studies as well. I made a promised to myself everyday.

Well eventually i did not keep the promise. This is what happen when you procrastinate. Come back home at 10pm and got so tired after class eventually bed is the only thing you have in mind. Tell myself to update tomorrow, then next day and then the very next day.

Next thing you know, you didn't type a single word in this blog. I'm guilty as charged here. Guys punish me!

Well in the process of procrastination, i missed yesterday valentine day. Yup! Damn and begone me~ Anyway i do hope all my fella readers do have an enjoyable one.
Chinese New Year.

Spent my new year break holidaying in melaka with my family and of course got a lots of food in the jonker street. Shared it with my beloved friends. As well as the other usual stuff of prayers, and guess what even is Chinese new year, I'm very lazy to get up from the bed.

I'm getting old i guess despite being 21 only.

Study.

Yes and i have to study and revise during my 4 days break. With standards. Constant revision or not i will die.

I have to be a consultant for this paper.

Dinner with Jared mom.

Yes, this year is actually my first time got to have a New Year dinner with a friend. Best of all is my very best friend i can consider. 2 years only have passed but i felt i know him so longer than that period. So well enough.

Its a fun dinner with his mom and also Jason Low. Yes you all know.

Ain't that picture above cute? I drew all of that and the writings are by Jason. A little souvenir for the family before we left the home.

Colleagues and souvenir.

While working i got gift, souvenirs and ang pow from them and i just don't know what to say. I happily munch all the snacks they bought. I especially like the one's from Japan. The french fries i tell you is amazing.

Genting with pluboy and head to marketplace

Yes. you heard me. Genting with the Eric and only Eric Lim. Played, talk, eat, brace through the rain and oh well is a fruitful New Year and the best one that i have.

Genting at the day and marketplace at night. Went there and was packed full. X puas dancing. The decision of going to Marketplace was done with the flipping of coins when someone couldnt decide to go or not. With constant changing of decision, i told him to flip coin. The answer was to go.

Well, overall was good and bless new year. I hope everyone will have it too.

Got to go back to work now. KEKEKE!!

RABBIT YEAR!!

2011-02-03T10:46:00.002+08:00

Wishing to everyone especially readers, A happy Chinese New Year.

May all of you be blessed with great health and come the rest along. (/^o^)/

Drive safely everyone. GONG XI FA CAI!!!

YEAAA!!!

2011-01-20T15:56:00.005+08:00

this is a post response to Jason ARGHHHH!! blog post.

Incident #1

*look into the mirror*
*saw tummy*

if it looks something like this

YEEEAAAAAA!!! *in my dream*

incident #2

*stand on the weighing scale*
*the scale pointed at freaking >5okg*

YEEAAAA!!!

if the consequences of not going to gym could do that.

The opposite of two different world. I'm a person do or don't do also stay the same. I shall not disclose my current weight now as it is embarrassing.

No matter what, i still the same. MUST NOT G.I.V.E UP!!!!

A king person in the gym told me, people like you would gain weight. Just eat. *prays!!!*

PART 3??

2011-01-19T15:39:00.002+08:00

Well last week, Jared and i together with another friend went for a movie and decided to watch Paranormal Activity2.

My review was in three words. Fuck the hell.

It was scary shit. I watch the first sequel and was bored to death. However in this case, part 2 was way momentum building, lesser chitty chat story talking, more nights clip available and it is nerve wracking.

Everyone in the cinema was shouting and i was screaming too out of shock. So beware people.

Don't watch it alone. I got traumatized.

Paramount Pictures has given the green light to begin production of Paranormal Activity 3. It is planned to be in theaters on October 21, 2011. Anyone???

The unwanted web.

2011-01-19T15:01:00.003+08:00

I was literally sick and my whole body just collapse due to the late hour of sleep, keep eating food and keeping up with my active lifestyle. Now i am so glad that is holiday so that i can recuperate from all the busy schedule i had.

Lg know i am sick and i felt something amiss already as he was more caring now days and messaged me sometimes suddenly. Maybe because of the hinting i gave him? Well.. anyway the conversation goes,

Lg: lp getting better already? muack*

Me: Still sick. Coughing heavily. Don't kiss lp unless you want to get sick as well.

Lg: Then fuck can ma? (O_O)

Me:Now?

Lg: Now kiss?

Me:Cannot kiss now. Fuck can loh. Lp there long time unservice jorh. Fuck now.

Lg:Got spider web there d not? keke*

Me: (+___+)

Out of many things, he choose spider web. Why on earth spider web? Amazon or bush is ok. But spider web???

I guess his home need to be cleaned again by me. Damn!!!

How??

2011-01-11T11:12:00.005+08:00

Despite my busy scheduling, juggling work with my studies in full and part time, i try to squeeze in my gym routine into it and try to have at least 8 hours of sleep. (till now couldn't)

Anyway when i was in gym, i just couldn't resist my eyes on certain point and could not stop figuring how on earth do some guys get that. In fact my eyes would burned everytime i looked at them. In the gym also, my eyes would just melted away if there are hot guys there.

Back to the story, how on earth? It sag just like women.

Some are just so flabby like that picture. Just wouldn't want to feel how is it.

Enjoy people. I mean errr.... not that.

NO POST!!!

2011-01-10T10:54:00.002+08:00

Shit been not posting anything and is because i am BUSY!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~

When is my free time??? T______________________T

FIRST LOVE CONFESSION.

2011-01-01T15:10:00.005+08:00

The first post for new year. Well i hope that everyone had a great celebration yesterday night for the countdown.

As for me, i slept my way through the new year and got disturbed by the messages alert sent by my friends and phone calls from my girlfriend. Can you all leave me alone?? LOL.. just joking.
I appreciate for the new year messages.

What you all do in the new year? As for me, i did my first new year jo, my ever first shocking confession of love from a guy friend of mine. I was literally (O0O).. speechless through the phone.

What i remembered from the conversation was a bit everywhere because i was asleep and i guess he was a bit drunk from his voice.

"Hey david, happy new year leh..*something, something* you know i had crushed on you till now?"

I was " Hi *name*, are you drunk?"

"I drank of course to ease my loneliness, i'm hurting seeing you....*something*"

I went..... All i can say what i feel was like a bombshell just hit right on top of me. Blasted into pieces of four corners in my bed room.
What i do? I hung up and went back to sleep. Don't want to think too much and i can't do anything about it for now. Yes im cold blooded. You might say "oh, pity boy.."

What am i going to do?
The ever best advice i was given by Singaporean slut friend to date was " Be with him. If he is fine that you had a boyfriend. He don't know marh ok larh"

More trouble....Damn you!

Move to my study, i got a very busy schedule to having a night classes and packed classes in the January. I have to struggle a bit. Haiz~~

Well anyway, wishing everyone A VERY GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD. May the year blessed with lots of love and need no more of mistletoe.

Love you all so much. Please leave your advice.
Tell me what am i supposed to do?

My brain map

2010-12-30T18:41:00.002+08:00

New year 2011 is coming and is time to bid our fare well to 2010. Is everyone ready to open another chapter in their lives?? Well im ready and it is not going to be like really same to me.

For 2011, this is what my brain will be throughout that bunny year.

Nothing much but that sums up to what will i be thinking most of the time. LOL and want to achieve.

Anyway, an early wish of Happy New Year to all my readers. Enjoy your day ahead.

Do you all have you resolution done? What is yours?

the complicated web

2010-12-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

After a birthday party of our friends, Jason is a he, Raymond and i went for a snowflake session in ss16? i guess.. the famous Taiwan snowflake?? Well to get rid of alcohol in my mouth lorh..

While enjoying our snowflakes, we were chatting on how we knew each other and how we linked each other. Introduced by common friend.. then i just discovered that some have common ex's and a string of it... Then there were a receipt of payment and both of them starting to scribble and draw the links connecting each other names.

It ended up with a complicated string of webs tangled together and the piece of paper could not fit any more of the people names in there. It was not 5 names but more than 10 names.

I looked at it and could not see myself in that web. Well most of all that i could not imagine was to have dated someone ex of my friend. If it was before knowing you, it is fine but not after that.

My principle is to not date my friends ex. Just so awkward and why date someone who had problems in a relationship which you have known of? Right?

I;m glad that i was not in that complicated web at all. They started to label who is a slut some more. Oh my gosh~~~

To think about it, my circle of web is way and far beyond to be interlinked and intertwined into it.

WHAT A RIDE!!

2010-12-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

While walking down the street in the heritage lane, i came across a weird shop, there we went in and what greets us at the front door is this.

a penis hanging at the door.

I laughed at the moment i saw this dick.. hard wooden dick..

It was a hell of a ride when you ride on a real one, if you know what i mean.. HAHAH.. it was carved so well and really depicted well of what it feels like to ride one.

like that..

You will be FLYING or BLASTING OFF.

The face expression also the same. So know you know why we want to ride one of those.

The shop was located in the heritage zone. JUICE BAR WAS THE NAME and had a lot of antics and did even served some simple French food. Love the food.

the bar.

Want to know the place? Just ask me.

MUCHO MACHO PIC

2010-12-28T08:00:00.000+08:00

Morning breakfast in the lodge.. orange juice, 2 piece of toast bread with jam and butter, a slice of banana cake and a cup of coffee.

Also my cuci mata session with one of my sayang in the lodge. A gay couple happened to stay in our lodge also... kekeke...

Having trip in Penang would not end quite well without a full swing session of posing and cam whoring. Right?

Now who on earth when they went to trip in Penang does not go CAM CAM WHORING?? Raise your hand *raised*... AWWW~~Shame on you.. HAHA!!

Now let the show begin.

i want you pic..

man in wild..

alone in street.

along street.

So many of them but got to stop here.. hahaha..
But the last one is here..

my stop sign.

Never knew that my ass could be that "round" and big as well.. HAHAH!!
Would have really stop the PLU'S in Penang.. LOL!!!

I'M A SINGA PEOPLE!!

2010-12-27T23:30:00.001+08:00

Don't drool on the laptop alright?

Chee Cheong Fun with Hea Gor.. Guess which is the Hea Gor?

While ordering the morning breakfast for my 2 sayang's in Penang, the auntie while preparing along side her husband asked me "Am i from Kuala Lumpur?"

Before i could even answered, her husband told her i am from Singapore because normally they(singaporeans/me and my sayang's) only speak Mandarin and English.

Well i memang did talk with him in mandarin and translating it back into English for my sayang's. I felt like a translator for the whole day you know???

Since then he confidently say i am, and i don't want him to loose face.. i agreed.

I AM FROM SINGAPORE...LOL!!!

I guess i have been talking and mixing with a lot of Singaporean PLU. Sometimes i myself even wished i was born in Singapore. Seems like my wish come true, not really true..

Active to much in Trevvy i guess??? LOLX..

Lost in Pearl Island

2010-12-27T16:29:00.015+08:00

Well as you all know, that my holiday trip was spent in the beautiful yet amazing island of pearl. I love there so much and glad there my LG hometown is in Penang.

My day in there was spent productively. Do as much as possible in the list. Most of all that i did enjoy my trip there. Was lovely.

Here's some candid picture in Penang.

My day was greeted by this cat dozing off in front of a narcotics police department. It was so cute and i can't wait to show this picture to my dear.

look so mabuk-ky right?

Most street in Penang have this informative plate, detailing the history of the road for tourist to look on to discover the road name. More for people like me. I want to know why???

Went to butterfly park in teluk bahang after the beach session clad with my short pant, topless. I swear that all the people in the beach was looking at me like one-kind. I got so intimidated suddenly with all the eyes staring at me. What?? I'm not a spot light k??

There were a lot of butterflies flying around the cage... thousands of them.. i was like... speechless.. My first time in my life seeing so many of them..

I can say that i was so hot and the right temperature, a pair of butterflies decide to mate on me..

Don't believe???

See for yourself here..

AWESOME!! now under 18 butterflies don't see ok?

Now only if all humans can learn something from the nature itself.
To make love is blind. No matter where you go, go out and make love and spread them. No matter who you are, love is innocent. Love is not a guilt for you to be sentenced to misery.

Other picture in the park...

i feel butterflies in my stomach..

the mandarin ducks

nice right??

stunning to me..

On our way back to the lodge in Hutton Road, we saw this sign and that explained to me why the term of goh-kah-kee was used. Even i a Hokkien speaker doesn't know. You know?

Of course never forget the food in gurney drive. Ate till i can't fit into my pants anymore. I just love the food there, and the cheap price.
Calculated and compared the price of having only a meal here in KL and Penang was amazing cheap.
Back in KL, you would spent about near to 5rm max or rm10 per meal in average but in Penang it was 4rm 0r 6rm in average which all had been including drinks.

Back to the topic, the gurney drive food picture.

Walk a long the Persiaran Gurney, found a Crepe Cottage by luck. The owner was kind enough to let us in even is closed. Telling us she will do the last for the day.

It was awesome.

I had orgasm eating this RHUMBA RUMBLE.

Contains kiwi, strawberries, raisins, ice cream-chocolate and vanilla soaked all with rum.
It is a must try to those who want to feel orgasm from top to toe.
Might get you hard and ask for more for side effect case.

Ended up the first night with a beer for a toast of great day and the next day.

Toast~~

SAYA GAY, KITA TAK OK!!

2010-12-23T12:00:00.001+08:00

Looks like the bomb has been fired.

The second video which were launched few days ago featured Azwan Ismail, an engineer, poet, writer and editor of People like us – Malaysia’s first Malay-language LGBT anthology – who shares that although it had taken him a long time to come to terms with his sexuality as a Malay Muslim due to the "religious and cultural environment he is in, he can now confidently and publicly say "Saya gay, saya OK. (I’m gay, I’m OK.)"

The comments received were not supportive till it was highlighted in the newspaper and garnered the attention of Datuk Seri Jamil Khir Baharom, a Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department, calling on the religious authorities to monitor the activities of gay groups.

Seksualiti Merdeka, producer of the video clips, said they “never intended to tarnish the image of Islam” but “simply wanted to give hope” to young Malaysians growing up with lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender (LGBT) or confused feelings on their sexual orientation.

Look at the 3 minutes clip below.

Now over 3,000 people who commented on his video issued death threats while many others criticised his decision to go public.

You will no longer to be able to comment on it.

When can we live with love again?

IM 21

2010-12-22T17:29:00.001+08:00

Finally. 21.

An adult.
Can vote.
Can drink.
Can go out late at night if not afraid of getting a slap from mom.

LOL.... Enjoy!!

Blast off!!!

2010-12-17T16:20:00.003+08:00

want to sit on this huge one.. don't you?

be blasting off soon to penang!!!
enjoy the huge size vibrator... lol...

Like A WHAT???

2010-12-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

CUM EXPRESSION!!

2010-12-16T15:38:00.002+08:00

When Busy making love.. do you ever realize your partner cum expression?

The climax.

I realized when i was having my round trip of guys before, when i was still young and wild, everyone had different cum expression. YES.

come to papa... ><

IF YOU WERE A SLUT BEFORE. Now I'm a retired slut lorh... let the younger one coming up take my place and slut around.

Don't believe me? Well the prove is that you have to test me and you will know. Haha.. it comes with experienced in bed like many times. ( I shall not disclosed the info here.)

With my string ex's and now current one and others no string attached thingy, there are people when cum they can:

be lifeless
this people are bad in bed and making real love. I know some people would want to just find hole but if 2 people making sex, make sure it is good. This kind of person will not have bf forever one.
Can climax without sound. NOTHING.

Not even sign saying "I'm cumming".. or body signage..
Suddenly pull out and breathe heavily only.
Then you will find yourself saying "Harh, Cum already arh?"
Nothing at all.. the face was like a rock..

make a lot of noise and talk dirty
this kind are the one those watching porn too much especially Ang moh porn. Thought it will be applicable and good one right?? To me NO!!! I prefer making love in a intimate way and not talking dirty. Like for example

"Ride it like a whore" Yeah! Bitch! Something precedent to that?? And could never stop making noise... Like a tape recorder broke. If you want to make least changed vocabulary a bit?

Is like i want to say "can you give me a piece of quite while i enjoy your cock in me? Shut the fuck up??"

When want to shoot that time, let a loud yelling sound like that. WTF!!!
My hole bite off your cock is it???

sexy~

the cukup-cukup makan look
this are the one that just now how to keep it out. Not too exaggerate and not too less.
the ngam-ngam one. Yummy like the pic above.

This kind of person will make me JIZZ IN MY PANTS~~~~ FOR SURE!!!

Of course this person is my Jay.

How about yours??

I WISHED!!

2010-12-12T14:30:00.001+08:00

Every time i study, i need the concentration and focus. I need to know what i study all the time since i am already in the Professional level Paper. I need to finish as fast as possible.

The amount to write and the things/points to remember is just seem impossible to fit it all into my tiny little brain. Thus i drink KAI CHAP!! To boost my memory space.

The question can be more than 1 page long and the answer can stretch to more than 2 pages long. Haizzz..

Start to tag pad here and there, question that i have done, what issues it make, what i could and wouldn't cross my mind.. cross cut here and there..

my study secret.

There she goes and said, "Looks like an office." while standing there sipping her cup of tea sedangkan i here sibuk revising. == She just got to blurt it out. Ish~~~

Then Lg sms-ed me "Lp, How was your exam today? :-D" Blurrr sotong betull~~~~
I replied "Stupid lg, Lp exam at this Monday and Wednesday last."

Sometimes i just wished that studying was this much easier.

Just suck everything in. Then go exam just write everything out. Snap*

Yesterday was seriously trying to study with essence chicken, mind was not focusing, eyes were closing.. LIKE OMG!!! I need to study and revised again and again leh...

At the end went out for dinner 2 times with family, one at subway and the other at Pak Li Kopitiam.

How?? Cham lorh~~~

FAN LETTER.

2010-12-12T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'm quite happy that after getting out from my closet, mature comes and blogged more quality blog post than before when i was a budak, i have fans sending me messages. I'm so touched.

Thanks to those who have sent it and expresses your feelings out. I do respect everyone. So to prove that i am a different blogger, I practices the 5I's. What is it?

thank you L.

Interactivity. I replied my fellow fan messages through any link available. Name it. In blog, Facebook or any website like axcest, fridae, trevvy and etc. If you found me there. Even after my exam finishes my blog will come with other features. So stay tune.

Individualization. I appreciate your very own comments. Express what is your thoughts and allow you to tell me which topic you want to see me write on for example.

Independence of location. I can blog everywhere and anytime i want in the future. So stay tune.

Intelligence. My blog site will be able to track where are you all coming from. So that i will keep up track where are you all coming from. Macam stalker pulak......

Integrated. I will integrate my blog with other up coming or new PLU blogger's that i will want to share with you all and other website that bring you all a very great advantages.

NOT WHAT I WANT!!

2010-12-10T12:00:00.000+08:00

Dream can be a very powerful tool and nonetheless it gives you strength to work/progress toward in getting what you dream of. If you didn't get exactly what you want, i bet it will still hampir sama.. ngam ngam.. Am i right?

It happened to me as well. I wish and dream of my charming man. What it came out?
Gek sei ngou arh cheh...
I dreamt a dream that i was a Rapunzel with a long d#$%6 locked in a tower awaits my sexy men who come and save me from my drying need .... Giving me what i need the most. I need to get plowed.... (o>0<)o oh well.~~~

I learned that Life is about compromise in some way. You take what is good and outweighed with the things that you truly undesired off. I remembered my criteria that i look in my men was:

REPORT CARD
SCHOOL OF BOYFRIEND MATERIAL

1 Physical: Taller, fit with toned body, not as fair as me

Well in this case i got what i wanted. Taller by a few cm only. He has fit body with chocolate abs and tanned too.
Rating 8/10

2 Outlook appearance: Manlier yet charming

Well in this case he looked manly when he is in serious mode but once he buka mulut for cakap.. Gosh... Macam budak...
He even act childish in front of me which makes me in turn that i pulak yang look so mature.

Occasionally he looked manly when he is trying to protect me from the preys that is eyeing me when we were out. He will do some daring slick moves to show them "He is mine" signage. I am yours lah..

Don't make me loose market lorh lg.

From there he charmed me lorh.

Rating 7/10

3 Character:Responsible person

He is responsible in his work, taking care of me and do what he has promised. Tapi cincin didnt even see also leh.. *taps my finger*

He pulls me to bed when i am tired, but i don't want to sleep, yet he drag me.

Ratings 6/10

4 Sensitive person in which knows your feelings well

In this case 50% rating lah... He blur blur like sotong one at times.. Ish

Rating 5/10

5 Knew how to take care of himself without me worrying all day and night

This point i want to vomit blood... If you read my post me@jayhome you would have known what i meant (even when i finish cleaning..miaomiao was rolling on the floor which shows the happiness sign).
The last time i went there also, it make me want to go to ER ROOM straight away. It was 1juta kali ganda kekotoran.

IF ANY CLEANING PRODUCT WANT TO DO ADVERTISEMENT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME.

Some more 2 times forgot to pay electric bill. *Faints to the floor kena sawan*

Rating 4/10 >> Need to do a lot of homework.

6 Unexpected/surprises from him

I like kind a guy who love to give surprises and moments to remember. Well in this case, he did. He is not romantic, but romance in a funny way.
Example every time on katil buat project, our head hit each other and we laughed.
Small little unexpected gestures and verbal speech with randomness applied to him.
Got sense of fashion which is unexpected at times.

Ratings >10/10

No one is perfect. Still love you a lot.

TRIP AT LAST

2010-12-09T10:04:00.006+08:00

One down and two more to go.

I hoped i passed and scored too. Hopefully. Wishing upon a star.

After exam, i am going to PENANG!! Yes, you heard me.PENANG! I misses penang from the very last trip i went there. Such a lovely place.

When is it going to be? Well it on 17th December onwards till 20th December.

the Penang bridge.

The museum of Baba and Nyonya house. The whole heritage site is so unique.

Gurney drive awesome and wide choices of food. Yummy.

and the last but not the least hitting to the beach.

Amazing yet beautiful scenic clear water beach, not so jam packed beach at teluk bahang.

This picture would be a little different when i'm there. With speedos of course. Hahaha..

So who is at penang? Meet me up there alright? Hahah..
I'm for sure going to party like crazy after my exam.

Prezzie~!

2010-12-07T12:00:00.002+08:00

I guess i'm always lucky but not everyday. It's just that most of the time i am. Everyday i don't hope for much after waking up from the bed.

My routine were as usual just what different is that after i leave my house, i generate my chi surroundings around me to a positive one.

mali mali hom~~~

How? By thinking today is going to be a good day no matter what. Positive thinking.
Smile and generate happiness in my mind. Accomplish what i should have.

So when i break down i really break down lorh.. but after that happy again. That's me. I always tell me friends "Think positive no matter how bad is that day."

How bad can it be right? What day you can classify as the worst or bad day in life?

Terpijak tahi?? Jatuh longkang? Break up with the one you loved?
Accident? Cacat? No job? And imagine it all happen in one day.. Hmmm.... Disaster? I choose not too. No matter how bad is it, there's no measurement to it. So life still have to move on and put it behind..

So one day i was working, i posted GREAT DAY in my facebook status. Soon it enough it was.

I got this.

Full collection of Ken Gay Christmas Party comes with hard d#%$# on.
Ain't that cool?

Nah just kidding.. How i wish.
If i have it, i can't display it. My mom will freaked out.

I got this instead.

i got pressie.

A group of students walk in every department and singing songs to spread the joy of Christmas. I guess someone know i'm hungry and love eating. Most of the staff's get soap while i get food.

Bagus kan? How i wish it was a man in wrappers. LOL~~

I got free coupons of Kenny Rogers', Full house, Sushi King, Celebrity Free trials by just helping them packing. Note: I don't ask for return that much. It was stacks of coupon. What i do with them? I shared them to my friends.

Even sometimes i hit the machine, the coins fall out more. Waaa~~ Not the first time.

So what is your lucky day?

Got to get back quick recap on my studies now. TOMORROW IS THE DAY!!!! hatiku, jiwaku, soulku semua dup dap~~~

CHICKEN SCRATCH

2010-12-06T12:00:00.001+08:00

As you all know i have exam coming up soon with few more days, so i have been busy lately with my studies, cramping all my revision notes and went online to search for extra materials to sharpen my skills and knowledge.

After a long session, i decided to take a little break from my studies. I get up to get some drinks and to freshen up a bit. Done so with it, i went back to my seat and saw my mom was looking at my notes.

She said "David, i hope your hand writing is not going to be this awful. Your examiner won't be able to read it."

"Mom i won't. Alright?"

To avoid any arguments and mental disruption to my studies, so i said that.
Normally when people who are having an exam, try the best to avoid arguments that will spoils your mood and mental for exam. Trust me.

I have been in it and it was REALLY BAD!! So an advice keep it aside.

So here is 2 sample of my writing for you all to see and judge.

I'm good at drawing's. ^^

Another one up closed version.

Sorry for the bad lighting but this is the best picture taken. least you can have a glimpse of my hand writing.

My writing was mixed cursive a bit and long, thin italic. I remembered few years back in THE STAR newspaper, they had this section column where this lady analysis people hand writing and i eventually did sent one to her.

I barely remembered what she said but there's one piece advice from her that stuck into my head till know.

unless you practice patience-in-virtue in your heart, people will starts to accept your outlandish ideas.

Parts that i could remember:People think you are cold, but eventually you are easy going, friendly and very creative person. You like to helped people out when they are really in problem. Bla bla bla...

It was accurate though. With just only the Capital D form the word "Dear Miss"

Now i just do which my mom would say like how does this cartoon says to her friend.

I bet she won't. Thinking how sarcastic she can be, she might said
"Hand writing like yours, I'm afraid your nurse will prescribe the wrong medication to your patient."

Yes. When i was young, my ambition was to be a doctor. But, know look where i am, as an to-be-accountant-auditor. Things changed. LOL.. XD

What do you think about it? Hard to read meh...

Wish me luck. May the bullets and guns be with me in the battlefield on 8, 13 and 15th December.

I'VE BEEN DRAWN~~AH!

2010-12-05T12:00:00.002+08:00

Few days ago, i was having lunch with one of my friend in rock cafe. Previously was called medan which are near by to the college. So we were seating outside with our food and drinks been ordered. We were eating and chatting.

After eating we were resting at the bench. My friend suddenly look surprised and amazed. She looked at me and smiled. I was a bit puzzled and i asked her whats with the expression.

She told me there was this girl sitting behind me drawn me in her sketch. like "Oh my god, she drew you"

I was surprised. Trying to act normal, i looked to the back. I managed to saw a glimpse of the portrait that she drew. I was skeptical a bit because there were quite a few guys were there also. So i told her maybe she was not drawing me.

Yet she managed to confirmed to me that the girl indeed drew me in her sketch. While she were eating, the girl kept looking towards the direction i was seating all the time. I went sheepishly shy out of a sudden. I didn't even look at the back just to see the sketch.

Anyway it was indeed a nice feeling to be known that someone is actually doing that behind you.
Becoming untold volunteer of a subject to be drawn. How nice is that~~~~ feel so bagus.

That event particular reminded me of this picture.
How would i look like if i were in Ragnarok game?

This portrait was drawn by one of my friend and gave me as a souvenir gift to me. I went like "Awwww~~" I don't remember what character she put me in but by the look of the ear and tail, it looked like a dog?

Well have you been drawn? Sound teramat salah pulak....

YY

2010-12-04T17:09:00.001+08:00

Lg and I were talking to each other the other day. Suddenly i told him that he has been very bad, neglecting most of the time but on the other hand i knew he had a lot of workload to do. So i said it out of my frustration and just to see what is his reaction.

Normally apologetic will come first but he is unpredictable. I cannot expect the expected but unexpected. He told me "Yes, i have been bad lately"

I was ==

I looked at him and said "I want ring. Anniversary we didn't even got to celebrate."

"You want ring ring with lg?"

"No!! not that ring. I want cincin. Ring. Gai chi (cantonese) plus with our initial name engraved in it." "JD"

"No. YY better."

== *pout lips*

he laughed

i smiled

To those who doesn't know JD was our name. His name is Jay while my name is David. As for YY
was because our surname start with Y. So that's why.

I'm still waiting for it though the ring.

CAN I KOYAK YOURS?

2010-12-04T16:44:00.001+08:00

I can't believe what she had done. Till know i still feel the aftershock.
Literally when she did that in front of me, it was too late for me to stop her or even said anything on what she did. I was just literally standing there in front her with my mouth open wide. Its so unbelievable.

Tidak boleh terima hakikat itu. o(><)o Even after that, i ask her "Why you did that?" She replied "I thought you didn't need it?" I was struck by her answer. Like literally shock and want to smack her on the face in front of everyone. Thank you b#$% you just make my day worst. The shredding sound was still lingering in my head. She happily took the receipt from me and *shreck shiack shick shrut* and thrown in her dustbin. I was just standing there.

I need to bring back to the department to keep for accounts record you dumb *tuuuutiiituuutooo* How come i don't need it? I have to take back her very own make bi-product and took it back to the department and one of my superior says " What happened?"

I said "She koyak it before i can said anything." ngo.. ngo.. ngo chip sau hmm dou arh...

I need to re-patch it up and i tell you it was so relaxing because it is kinda making a puzzle and with my fine and artistic hands.. i can do it back to normal.

TADA!!

Well when i think back about it again i should have tell her
"Can i koyak your vagina so then later you patch it up yourself??"
"Coz i don't think you ever need it?"

YOU SAID WHAT???

2010-12-01T12:00:00.002+08:00

I woke up in the morning, feeling like a trash,

I gotto study my paper till i get real mad
LOL

Yesterday i was in the college studying all the long till night at 9pm and i need to work as well. Talking about juggling work and studies together.

Well i met a friend of mine in the college at night and she was alone. Well usual question people tend to ask "Why you are here?" Answer was "Study." So i was about to have dinner and shw was asking me "Where are you going?"

I answered... "Well having lunch with my friend." Did i said lunch in dinner time?
I bet freaking yes.
I was like freaking blur as though my thoughts, mind, body and soul are all separated and the stand alone.

Even a simple question they ask me, i take quite awhile of time to say the answer out.
Apasal aku ni... Macam x siuman already....

Do you guys have this problem before?
So problematic... if you were asking me question or recognizes me at outside while walking.
You asked me "Are you REMEMBER?" You might not get an answer from me.

I might said "YOU SAID WHAT???" Mohon maaf. ><

Have a great day guys... while i go back to my study.

RAWR FOR ICE CREAM!!

2010-11-29T16:39:00.004+08:00

Sorry for been not posting anything in here lately but im back for the day. The reason why i have not been updating the blog was because I AM BUSY with my coming exam. Need to cramp everything in my head. Why me??? *begging for mercy*

Anyway while i was taking a break from my studies awhile, i found this in youtube accidentally and my jaw drop. Now who could even resist the temptation of a ice cream?? I won't.

Comes with a truck. HELLL NO!!!
I literally jumping around screaming for an ICE CREAM TRUCK!!!!!!

You won't find an ice cream truck in Malaysia. More of a ice cream motor. HAHAHA!!

In addition if it comes with hot looking guys in undies??? Now i want to know your answer.

Mine will be

LET ME BE YOUR ICE CREAM!!!!!

=p

FUCK YOU!!

2010-11-23T16:38:00.002+08:00

You used to...

2010-11-21T16:38:00.000+08:00

... smile that way.

watch this short film. Directed by Sun Park and it captures the emotions well.

Heart breaking film to me. What is your thought?

THE POSTCARD!

2010-11-20T12:00:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time that i have not post a film here.. anyway here you go.

Is a short film and i have already love the romance there and the way it ends.. let me say, up to your imagination. Love the idea. Best ever.

CHAPTER 3: FAMILY

2010-11-19T13:41:00.000+08:00

For the adoption;

Adoption is a legal way for an adult single person or a married couple to become the legal parents of a child. Paying money to adopt a child is a criminal offence.

Adoption can be done through the National Registration Department

[Registration Of Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 253)]

or through the Court [Adoption Act 1952 (ACT 257].

1. The child to be adopted-A child must be under the age of 18.

2. Who can adopt. The person who is adopting must be

· at least 25 years old and is not less than 21 years older than the infant but this latter requirement may be waived by the court if adopter is a relative or a mother of the child.
· jointly by a husband and wife.
· a widow or widower or an unmarried or divorced person, with the consent of the Minister of Health and Welfare.
· a person who married the natural parent of the child.
· The child was under the care of the adoptor for at least three months prior to the adoption.
· The child is ordinarily resident in Malaysia.

picture perfect of a family?

It makes more harder for us gay people which unmarried person to adopt as we need to present the case of permission so that the consent of the Minister of Health and Welfare are obtain. Processes will be long and also home study. The purpose of a home study is to evaluate whether your family and home will be a safe and healthy environment in which to place a child.

Law does not even recognize the method of surrogate mother here. Not like our counterparts.

See how hard is it? To have kids of our own. We have no rights at all. Do your part people. Stop ignoring the fact that we did not have our own right to live, married and have kids.

Gay are being and living gay itself and not having fun all the time.

You want to have a picture family like the above?

i love it..

2010-11-18T14:11:00.000+08:00

One of the fewest thing that could help me distress myself or when I'm sad or in moody.

1. the LOVE!!!

I enjoyed them so much that i could finish them in one go. I enjoyed so much. Vitamin C,Vitamin B2, Vitamin B5, Vitamin B6, Vitamin K, Copper, Manganese, Dietary fiber, Iodine, Potassium, and Folate.

They even helped fighting disease, contains anti-aging properties and plus point helps remove tartar.

STRAWBERRY!!
Just love it. The shape, the color, the texture and the juice that overflows in my mouth. Ahh~~ if its given by someone you love its more sweeter.. if its di suap makan lagilah...

start licking the strawberry now!!

2. WHAT A GREAT TASTE!!

I can find it any where to satisfy my need. Big or small. Long or short. With huts or without one. Comes with flavours too.. and its being lined up for me to choose. Ain't that great? Got choices. Don't like can reject and never come back.

Chocolate is made from plants, which means it contains many of the health benefits of dark vegetables. These benefits are from flavonoids which act as antioxidants. Antioxidants protect the body from aging caused by free radiscals, which can cause damage that leads to heart disease. Dark chocolate contains a large number of antioxidants (nearly 8 times the number found in strawberries). Flavonoids also help relax blood pressure through the production of nitric oxide, and balance certain hormones in the body.

Damn!! If there's a choco ad like that, i rush to buy it.

Now that's the reason why i don't look like my age. I look young. One of my babe told me"People like you going to look young forever" LOL!!

CHOCOLATE!!! A reason to scream for!! Sweet and its hard. Melts in my mouth.

3. White..

Every day or even if i miss at the day, at night i will have a cup of milk.

Milks are good. GOOD!! help build and maintain bone mass throughout the lifecycle. This may reduce the risk of osteoporosis. If mixed with banana, they helped us to relax and sleeps well during the night. They also contains;

Vitamin D functions in the body to maintain proper levels of calcium and phosphorous, thereby helping to build and maintain bones. Milk that is fortified with vitamin D is a good source of this nutrient. Other sources include vitamin D-fortified yogurt and vitamin D-fortified ready-to-eat breakfast cereals.

Diets rich in potassium may help to maintain healthy blood pressure. Milk products, especially yogurt and fluid milk, provide potassium.

Calcium is used for building bones and teeth and in maintaining bone mass. Milk products are the primary source of calcium in American diets. Diets that provide 3 cups or the equivalent of milk products per day can improve bone mass.

Had a great soft skin and hair yet milk also helps people who want to slim down too.

CHAPTER 2: Saying I DO

2010-11-17T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hope of marriage?
Under the Law Reform Marriage and Divorce Act 1976 in Section 2 Interpretation, “marriage register” includes—

(a) any register of marriages kept under any written law
relating to registration of marriages prior to the appointed
date;
(b) marriage registers constituted under subsection 46A(1)
and section 46B; and
(c) microfilms, computers and other forms of records made
under subsection 46A(2);

“marriage with another woman” means marriage of any person,
being married to any other woman during the life of the former
wife, whether the second marriage has taken place within Malaysia
or elsewhere;

It stated clearly that only with woman the marriage can only be registered and recognized. In other words, the context of the law are in the understandings of the traditional definitions of marriage.

We had a far long way to go and even in the States, only few of the state allowed and approved the same-sex marriage.

However, Joe Sudbay, a Washington-based writer and deputy editor for AMERICAblog, asked Obama for a clear answer on where he stood on gay marriage, and was told that while his views could “evolve,” Obama said he still thinks gays should not be granted marriage rights.

“I am a strong supporter of civil unions,” Obama said, according to the White House transcript. “I have been to this point unwilling to sign on to same-sex marriage primarily because of my understandings of the traditional definitions of marriage.” Perhaps in an attempt not to write him off as a firm opponent to gay marriage, Obama added that “attitudes evolve, including mine.”

Whats your thought?
Do you want to get married with the man you love?

I would say the Word "I DO"
YOU?

WE ARE THE BEST!!

2010-11-16T14:46:00.003+08:00

This song should justify the reason WHY EVERY GIRLS NEEDS A GAY BEST FRIEND!!

The ending kinda funny. We are depicted as a superhero for them. i wonder what superheroes would we have if there were one? Our superpower would.. i don't even want to think about it.

What are your thoughts?

CHAPTER 1: No sex

2010-11-15T11:43:00.005+08:00

if you like it share it please.

It does hit me when a friend of mine make me realized it.
Where will it head too? Time will come? What happens then?

I apparently can't ignored it and it does bothers me at times. Gay were not what we choose to be. We didn't ask to be that way nor born nor made that way. It's just us. We didn't have any act nor law that support us in the way we lived in. We are a step behind compared to our western counterparts.

Our country does not recognize of same-sex marriage nor the ability of adoption by gay people like us. Same-sex marriage is a civil rights, political, social, moral, and religious issue in many nations. The conflicts arise over whether same-sex couples should be allowed to enter into marriage, be required to use a different status (such as a civil union, which either grant equal rights as marriage or limited rights in comparison to marriage), or not have any such rights.

Most gays here doesn't really care about this and blog most of how their daily lives going on and etc. I choose to take a different to route and educate AND advocate my readers about your rights at some times.

Law is not at our side.

The nation retains its colonial era penal code criminalizing sodomy and fundamentalist Islamic notions have a heavy influence on the nations' laws, politics, cultural norms and social attitudes.

It is found in Section 377 of the Penal Code which criminalises gay sex. That ban on sodomy ( as well as oral sex ), broadly defined to include both heterosexual and homosexual acts, with possible punishment including fines, long prison sentences and even corporal punishment.

Anyone who "voluntarily has carnal intercourse against the order of nature with any man, woman or animal" can be jailed for 20 years and/or caned and fined under Section 377.

Section 377A ("Outrages on decency") states that:

Any male person who, in public or private, commits, or abets the commission of, or procures or attempts to procure the commission by any male person of, any act of gross indecency with another male person, shall be punished with imprisonment for a term which may extend to 2 years.

Explanation - Penetration is sufficient to constitute the carnal intercourse necessary to the offense described in this section.

However Section 377 isn't the only act criminalising homosexuality and sodomy in Malaysia. There are also many parallel offenses under state-level syariah laws. These range from improper conduct in public spaces to sexual relations between persons of the same gender.

Please do your part. Repeal Section 377 !! Thank you.

TORMENT WEEK!!

2010-11-14T14:20:00.003+08:00

My fellow readers,

after today i would have difficulty in posting up post here. The reason why because i have a week of torture of classes of exam driven and focus classes. EDC and EFC!!

Long hours of classes and i will be dead exactly like a zombie. Priceless!!

However if i do have time i would come and post short and sweet one. Before that i have scheduled a post for tomorrow and do read it up guys. This will be your homework and assignment. WAKAKA!!

Let me know what of your thoughts about it.

Had a great SUNDAY!!!!!! with the one you loved..(/^0^)/

ain't it so cute?

and im going to miss my bed!!! sniffs*** miss dear too....sniffs******

OMG!!!!!

2010-11-13T17:19:00.000+08:00

This is an ice cream advertisement which is banned in the UK.

Now are you thinking what am i thinking?
What is yours?

P/S: very inappropriate to feature 2 pastor in this salvation ice cream. LOL!!!

Top 10 Best Place to Kiss

2010-11-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

Kiss the one you love

I have been thinking where are the best place to lock lips together? Where leh? Hmm

In my dating days, these sweet adventure are done either in a dimly-light restaurant and on street/shop corners. You and I might had already dream about the beach at sunset, under the tree and right smack dab on the mouth, in the shower perhaps, on high rise building overlook the city or at a hill with skies full of stars. Romantic isn't it?

Here, i have found and even suggested some more superior smooch sites to considered about when you a ready to take to the other step:

1.On a roller coaster ride.
Love is like a coaster ride, has its ups and downs but that makes it exciting. Kiss at the top of the ride and hang on to each other as you plummet. Talk about adrenaline rush. Now that's a momentum. Will love to try it one day. then got photo taken.. kak chak!!!

2.On your desk.
Research shows that as many as 61 percent of relationships start in the workplace, and 50 percent of office amours lead to marriage. So if you are flirting in the office why don't you take it to the next level but better make sure is after office hours. (discretion is important!!) Pity me i couldn't be doing it. TAKEN!!

3.At a museum.
Appreciating beautiful artwork together can create passion. Under Picasso's, Gustav Klimt or a romantic moving piece at a local gallery near your place. Ain't it memorable? So fantastico.

4.In the middle of crowded street or places.
Preferably at rush hour on any given days. Life can be mundane and hectic at the same time, but a sweet, juicy kiss can make an average moment special. Remember! Life is to make special moment. Nearly done that with lau gong.

Be careful if get caught like our fellow here:

A 40-year-old man in Singapore has been fined S$3,000 after being found guilty of performing an obscene act in a public place. source:fridae.com

5.In a dressing room.
Are you the type who's turned on by the idea of a public display of affection but would prefer some darned privacy? The dressing room rendezvous affords the best of both worlds. Plus, it has illicit allure (sneaking someone in where he or she technically isn't supposed to go) without setting off theft detectors.
Checked for me. I have done it so many times with him. How naughty!! plus got mirror leh..*ahem

6.On a pile of coats.
Preferably with a stranger you met at a party. Haiz.. cant do no more. No chance. Flirt can? Kena slap later.... =P

7.Upside down.
You don't need Spidey skills to pull it off. One person simply sits in a chair and tilts his or her head back while the other person approaches from behind, bends over and plants one. Or try it with one person lying on a couch, head against the armrest, and the other person standing above and leaning over. It's a little awkward, a little weird - and absolutely wonderful.
Checked again. Done in on bed most of the time with him. KEKE!!

8.In the backseat.
Find yourselves a lover's lane, climb into the passion pit, and neck till you steam up the windows. It's retro romantic.
Also checked.

9.In a downpour.
Yes, kissing in the rain is kind of cliché, but if you haven't tried it, please do. The reason this kiss rules? Everyone else is frantically running for shelter, which makes time seem to stop for the two of you. It's surreal, and very sexy.
Checki check check. Who wouldn't? When where?

10.In a bed when one of you is asleep.
You know from fairy tales that the kiss that awakens can lead to happily ever after. There's simply no lovelier way to wake up. As the kisser, however, you're advised to refrain if the kiss-ee is recuperating from a double shift after a bout of insomnia.
Aiyo.. this one no need to ask for sure every one of you out there has done it. Am i right?

So go out now and enjoy the kisses.....

My first fan letter!!

2010-11-11T14:37:00.001+08:00

I'm very surprised to open my account and received my very first fan letter. I'm very happy and glad about it.

To people who visits my blog and want to add me up in facebook, please do leave me a message because i don't really add people that i don't know at all unless you told me that you have read my blog and decided to add me up for example.

Word of encouragement gave me the will to update this blog more with the latest news, issues, events and lifestyle more often. Been researching for more of it and even planned to have my very own special fixed post every week.

Big plans for this blog. Big plans ahead.
Keep the comments up people and i appreciate them. Thanks and love you all!!

Tipu

2010-11-11T11:11:00.001+08:00

He got jealous. Yes he did and is my first time.

I kept messaging in the car while he was driving me back after the dinner together. Well he was feeling not well a bit and so i told him to eat porridge and so we went.

I kept messaging despite he kept talking to me and i just keep nodding to his conversation.

Who are you messaging to?

Huh?My dear lorh.. *serious tone*

Who's your dear?

My dear lorh..

I know. Who? No name?

Orh.. His name is Daniel

I want to see the message.

Can't. You are driving and is dangerous to drive and read message. Later accident or get caught by the police how?

He suddenly pulls the car to the side of the road. Looked at me and say;

Can i see now?

Busted*******Sweats!!!!!! Erm.. i actually messaging to my second brother lorh

pouts his lips* tipu me again *laughs

So cute...*laughs*

In the one day i tipu him so many time.

First in order to wake him up early in the morning i told him the event starts on 10am but actually it was 11am.

Then the breakfast with the rest i said it was only with 1 of my friend. Then suddenly got 2 rest of my other friends tagged along. Initially was really 1 then become 3. Tipu again.

Tipu.. Tipu tipu.. =P

Reward

2010-11-10T14:34:00.000+08:00

He cover me with the blanket and hugged me to sleep. We were sound asleep together until the heat start to rise. Our body temperature were so hot due to the closeness of our body together. I looked at him sleeping soundly like a kid. I fall back asleep again.

We woke up and we looked at each other eyes. We have not meet each other. We missed each other so much. I went on top of him and the sign was there. The mutual need that i have been dying to have and dried in me.

He moaned when our two mighty one's met each other. I let the two slide against each other sandwiched between our two lean great body. His hand wrap tightly against my waist and starts to slide his hand on my buns and back body. Up and down gently in circular motion.

I enjoyed it as he was moaning. I reached for his cock and stroke it for awhile before putting into my mouth. I suck it like never before and his hand was clenched onto the bed. I went up back and he pushed me face down and was rubbing my hole. He looked at me and said " You want me to insert it now?"

I nodded. He applied the gel onto his dick and inserted in straight away into my shaft. It sent shiver down to my whole body and i moaned out loud as i enjoyed the feeling. He went in straight all the away in and starts the humping motion. He laid down onto my back and his hand was underneath my chest and start to get the pace faster. The sensation feeling of his warm body and together with the humping makes me want more.

I levied up and he gives me thrice deep humping and the sound of momentum hitting my butt cheeks were heard out loud. The mirror reflection of the action makes us get more enjoyment as the tools can be seen entering in and out. His expression was at his best as he smiles and enjoy all the way through the process of us bonding.

He pulled it out and i went facing up the ceiling on the side of the bed. I went to put my leg on top of his shoulder and he enters in. A loud moaned and uttered "I like it." As he starts humping for more, i begged for more. I put my hands onto his butt and helped him to enter more deeply into me. I enjoyed it so much that i asked him not to stop. He carried me up and starts to do it harder.
After that he placed me back onto the bed and starts back again the rhythm of 8 counts of every each count gets faster, harder and deeper. He placed his hand on my body and starts to touch all the way down to my cock. He starts stroking it. He told me that he is going to shoot very soon.

I nodded and starts to stroke my very own while he start humping again.
"I cumming" with his lips and eyes closed together while saying "Ahhh!" while i moaned for the climax and shoot my very own load onto my body and some to extent of length that it hit also on my face. He shoot his huge load into me and i can feel the hot liquid flowing out from my shaft. He touches my body which is full of my very own cum. He smiled and pull me up from the bed and we had bath together.

ZUMBA!!

2010-11-08T14:08:00.018+08:00

Study research found out that zumba can burns up to 1000 calories in an hour and i need to retake more than that.

As you all know that i have been posting up zumba event post lately is because my love and passion for zumba itself. I love zumba very much. Looks like it top over dear. He is second place in my heart now.

One of my friend tagged along with us and he is none other the less one of the blogger Raymond. Following along was also my buddy Jared and another blogger Jason. We went after having our breakfast and arrived 25 minutes earlier from the registration time and guess what even before the time, the hall was already packed.

The event is self was hyped up even before it was. The music was jamming and we were actually very eager to start dancing our way through the 2 hour.

Everyone was taking a lot of picture and videos of the event. Including me. Snap snaps* here and there. Walk around to meet my fellow gym members and friends around the hall. Meet a lot of new found friends there who share the passion and love for zumba.

Little facts, zumba helped to toned up your whole body. Too bad if you think zumba is boring but is not. You can do your own little research up on the net and even Youtube videos of zumba. This was the biggest scale ever and even you can see the crowd of this event cheering and shouting in my facebook profile. KEKE!!

I actually very proud that we had collected of amount RM 60,000 collectively from sales ticket, corporate sponsors and their kind donation, public donation and more. So it was fruitful event to help people in need.

The stage setting was awesome and 5 star quality i have to tell you. Sound and light quality was the best ever heard.

The event then kicked off after the presentation of the money with the introduction of the trainer. It was all hyped up and i was already moving to the beats already. To tell you the truth i'm still having the aftermath in me. You might be guessing with a big hall and huge amount of crowd dancing and shaking to the same beat how fun?

Well let me tell you:

1. Guys who went to zumba are all PLU. Sincerely which one straight guy can shake their assess and pump it like no one business. It is a statement and not even a question. I got one guy who pump with me. LOL
2. A lot of eye candid. *Cuci Mata*
3. Funny accident happens like knocked on people or step at someone feet. There is one Chinese girl who stop and stand there making me very hard to move to the left with the space restriction she caused, when the people on my right move to the left, they langgar me.
I was like "Move bitch" in my head. LOL
4. A lot of fun's and you are actually dancing away on a GREAT SUNDAY!!! that just make it 3 time GREAT!!!

Some great tracks that we move to are Shakira feat Freshlyground- Waka Waka, Kat Deluna feat Akon- Push Push new version, Katy Pery- Peacock, Shinee - Lucifer, PussyCat Dolls-JaiHo, and many more.

Finally, at the end of the event i got picked by Ling Ling as one of the best dressed guy. I was on the stage dancing and she came over and tied a band into one of my wrist. I didn't expected to get nominated as i just came dressed following the theme code COLORFUL and it was not really colorful enough to me. LOL.. want to have PRIDE color in me.

Together with the nominees we danced to the theme song of Zumba which i had posted before titled "Zumba Fitness- Caipirinha Music Video" which is the themed song for this year.

There i was on the stage for a catwalk in Zumba style and there i go strutting my dance skill on stage. Suddenly sprained pulak... ish. The vote was based on crowd cheering and thanks to all my fellow mates who had cheered for me and hampir losing his/her voice . Thank you all. I appreciate the amount of support by the way.

I didn't win the grand prize as it was not enough to beat the guy in red pants who show his charming smile that melt all the girls heart. LMAO!!! Still i got prize. Thank you again. My dear saw me winning on the stage.

He like it. KEKEK!!

Picture of AFTERMATH.

a group of my friends for posing time.

a group of students.

At that event there are also kids that went onto stage and work together with us. Is so cute and i have to tell you that these kids love being on the stage and the parents should be very happy that they have talent.

Guess who is whose bag?

And the item that i won for the best dressed award.
It was one bath gel and body lotion and lastly was the zumba key chain itself. I like it.

This is what i called a fun filled outing with friends and finally you all got to see him, my dear one to one.

Who want the Zumba track itself can ask from me. I downloaded it. KEKEEK!!

ANNOUNCEMENT: They are releasing it in cd and audio which i heard from LING LING.
CONGRATS: To everyone who make this event a success and AWESOME one!!! Hope to see you all again.

BE BACK!!!

2010-11-07T18:01:00.001+08:00

Update soon on the event.

ZUMBA COUNTDOWN!!!!

2010-11-06T16:03:00.003+08:00

Pity to those who are not going.. you missed the greatest event ever of good+great+hip+hot music blasting out for 2 hours straight of dance. Better music than the club!!!

Advice:

1.Sleep early
2.Prepare your stuff to bring before hand
3. The theme is colorful and so be a RAINBOW k? HAHAHA!! Be it traffic..
4.Had breakfast before it and bring something to drink to supply energy example, fruit juice, sweet drinks, and water, etc

See you there!!!

HOOT~~

2010-11-06T12:00:00.001+08:00

Shoot~~~ shoot~~~ shoot!! keep shooting!!!

PEACOCK!!

2010-11-05T12:00:00.005+08:00

Friday is holiday and hope that you all will enjoy your day break from everything.

Wishing to all my friends

Enjoy this video. I want to see your peacock by Katy Perry . Can't stop laughing at this video.

Love her. Love Katy Perry. Love his awesomeness of his video.. GO PRIDE.
You guys can check it out on his other videos at his channel. RYAN JAMES YEZAK.
Laugh out this holiday.

I wanna sing this song NOW!!! Peacock.. Peacock.. STOP!!

CALIFORNIA GIRLS......

ENJOY!!!

Gestures!

2010-11-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when you are in a relationship.. wait what at times??

Actually all the time, there are those gestures that i like to put it that makes that relationship so memorable or special. Different from previous relationship. *Counts..1, 2, 3,..* erm i have many.. lol.

Anyway, these gestures can be little in action, big, lovely, cute, childish, provocative, sexy, charming, teasing and you name it all. It may be even in form of verbal. Even at times you don't even know that meaningful gestures were made upon because it happened so fast. Direct or indirect gestures.

you are my teddy...

At times these gestures makes you feel happy or felt sweet that goes... "AWWW" or even at a point like "What the!?!?".

Mostly the gestures that he made to me is like the latter. He acts like a kid most of the time in front of me.. that makes me at times go like crying for out loud (T________T). Thinking since when i become your guy? He at times hugged me like that in the picture. Haiz..

Kissed him in the cheek, he wiped it of with his back hand like a kid who eat messily.
Held his hand while driving, he will take my hand and give a heavy lip smudge and once lick my back hand. I go like "Eeeee", cries and wipe it with his shirt..
In his home he will share the seat with me. 2 people squeeze in a chair. Note: both of us are actually about the same size but he is bigger.

Have to force him clean up his house. Then scrambles up to get a plastic and cleans. Haiz~~

I demand some gestures of that. Romantic and manly. You heard me??

Actually he did once. Public Display of Affection (PDA) in Mines. Still fresh in me.. We were deciding to what to eat.Then in front of Starbucks, he put his hand over my shoulder and got so close to me and asked " Want to eat hot dogs?" He did in front of people and i noticed there is this 2 PLU at the table and one was watching us and smiled.

Well what gestures that makes you remember?

I'M EVIL

2010-11-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

I got the ticket and i don't care. You are coming with me to dance no matter what.
Drag you if i have too. MUOHAHAHA!!

Before the event, Lg and i were discussing about wanting him to come and dance with me. He kept saying let me see first at that day there and keep giving lame excuses like "My body is like hard as a rock. Can't even move.", "I'll get the ticket that day"

Since they are closing the account soon, so i decided to get the ticket for him.

Me: I got the ticket for you, lg. No need see that day. Just follow me. Don't care or not I'll be angry.

Him:Yerh.. so bad lp.. =S =P

Me: Deserve you..

few more days and if you are going, you got to see me and Jay in action. Will love to see him move his ass.. come to me.. ahem*

So c ya there... will be one heck of abnormal zumba fitness class in the name of CHARITY!!

NOT YOU AGAIN!!

2010-11-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

Inspired by * you again... TULS.. * blog post on Thursday, October 28 ; i couldn't find myself a reason to not post one of my own.

Well in my case of....... NOT YOU AGAIN..... is different version. Involving the same person who i want to name him Zac.

Every time I saw him i wanted to run and hide already.His character is loud,bold and open gay guy which i like to referred him as the Gay Gym Network (GGM). You want to know who is gay or not, find him and watch him to whom he talks with is. In other words, your gaydar System in gym.

more like a radar to me.

The thing makes me run away was the reason that he has been hitting me non-stop even though i told him that i had boy friend. Flirts with me all the time. Touch me and pinch me.

Words that he has been saying it repeatedly,

Comel lah you/ So cute
I'm looking at a cute guy working out his muscle
Hi cute guy/six pack guy
If you say you don't have a boy friend, mati I

How we met and i know each other?

Well i was in the sauna after the workout and he came in suddenly and talked to me.

How old are you?

Guess?

15/16

Thanks. Got that loads. I'm actually 20.

No wonder. I was thinking to myself how can be a gym member if you were that age.

*random talking on the legal age for gym members and the parent approval for underage.*

Are you PLU?

Yes i am

Great. You are cute. Been thinking must be one. You walk so fast every time. My friend was daring me to talk to you few days ago and that's why i talked to you now.

......... ok.. good. (=_=!)

There must be a lot of guys going after you.

erm.. no. i don't look for them.

i wonder if you went clubbing will they allowed you to go in?

no.. i have to show my i/c..

so cute..

*random talking and then

bapak panas giler..

he went out

After few minutes i went out from sauna and there he was sitting on the bench and said out loud
SO CUTE!!!

I went to take shower and dries my hair.. he came and asked me. *imagine the hair dryer sound at max*

My name is Zac

huh?

Zac

oh, david *shakes hand*

So can i have your number?

Why?

So i can contact you

*tries to give random excuses* i don't give my number to people
got bad experience...

so you don't believe me? he talks something

i was not listening... nods..**

well then see you again?

Yes.

There it goes...till today after a year...
exposing my identity in the gym few days ago to a member who is also a student in my college and same course as well. Great! I'm open of course but is just the way he introduces is so slutty and cheesy. Telling me to do with him because apparently he has a big one...

To tell you the truth, i had 2 of my own to chew on already. Is enough! Jay and mine.

Wait make it 3. Synergy marh!!! LMAO!!

told to jay about it.. he got jealous and sent me sms went i told him i'm in gym.

Don't get molested. LOL

LET'S ZUMBA

2010-11-01T10:53:00.004+08:00

What's that all about??

This is the first ever 2 hour Zumba Fitness® class that ANYBODY & EVERYBODY can participate, all for a VERY good cause! All the money collected will be donated to charity, which means you get to loose weight, and help others at the same time!!!
Easier summed up, its a 2 hour party/dance class that you'll never want to miss!!!

Here i have posted together the map for the venue of the event for those who are still interested and want to join in for the fun to after you see this post.

Tickets are still available at the day of the event also. All of the money will go tho Hospice Charity Foundation. So give only 18rm to help those in need. If you can't go you still can buy the tickets and gave it to others.

Its about giving not receiving you know.

To those who have no clue about Zumba at all. Look at the video below.

Zumba fitness or Ritmo Zumba is a dance fitness program created by dancer and choreographer Alberto "Beto" Perez in Colombia with dance in an effort to make exercise fun. Zumba classes are offered through licensed instructors in more than 60,000 fitness center locations in 105 countries and seven-and-a-half million participants.

Music is the key ingredient to Zumba classes. The score, created with specific beats and tempo changes, transitions the workout from one toning, strengthening or cardio move to another, and targets every major muscle group in the body. The Zumba program borrows Latin flavor from the following dance styles; merengue, foxtrot, salsa, cumbia, reggaeton, belly dance, waltz, flamenco, tango, samba. So, ditch your normal work out and join the party... WOOHOOO~~

You heard that?? You don't have to be a dancer to join in the fun and routine. Is easy to followed dance steps.

Come and join in the fun. WOOHOOO~~~~~~

Another week to goooo!!!!

Tell Me!!

2010-10-31T16:00:00.001+08:00

Today is the last day of October and oh well next month i will be super duper busy as it is the month where before my finals in December. So there will be kinda a little post going on next month but if i do have interesting topic to share and time to relax and do it.

I will!! So don't worry.

Anyway a topic struck to me when i was with my girl friend eating lunch few days ago. She was talking about skin tone color. What's hot? Tanned or fair?

We discussed about it and we came out with this result.

Tanned guys especially they look more manly, more sexy yet attractive of being a hunk and have a stronger image as being a tough guy. They have the presence of being a leader and look determine in the things around them. Don't you think?

That's why my Lg is this tanned. Well i don't have a thought of choosing. With the outline given why he act childish at times??Unexplainable..

For fair guys, they would look soft because of the lighter tone but attractive as in being beautiful guys. We have the image of a clean, gentlemen and my friend say rich guys. Do they look rich just being fair? But i do know that being fair person myself we are easily being bullied and we do look pale.

need to be tanned?

But now i don't look as fair as used too and my girls actually liked the way i look now with a bit tanned now. It happens due to the outdoor activities that now i frequently participate.

What about you? Which attracted you if you see a fair guy or a tanned guy? Or does it depend on the person and what they look like? not so much of a skintone as it is facial features & the overall look which is important?

To me, it doesn't really matter at all as, it's the whole package put together and how they complement each other that matters.
So whats your choice? Shady man!!

A great post to end October!!! Welcome November!!

IRREVERSIBLE!!

2010-10-28T12:00:00.000+08:00

I just need to share this hotness of tango from her.

As you know i am a avid crazy fan of kpop getting my hands to the latest and newest track of kpop song and dancing to the music. AND I AM NOT A GEEK!! Don't know why a sudden people says who likes kpop is a geek similar to people who loves manga and models robot like some japanese.. erm excuse me??

Want to get a slap from me?

She is a member of Brown Eyed Girls(BEG) currently promoting solo. Too bad if you don't know about them. The biggest hit was ABRACADABRA!! Go do your homework fellas.

Me like it. You?

FAREWELL!

2010-10-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

Is it a dream?

If it was i don't want to wake up from this dream. I want it to last forever this way. You are already a part of my life.

The happiness we shared.
The love that we shared.
The turbulence that we crossed together.
Your touch of your hand says want to catch me when i fall,
your smile says that you need me,
your eyes saying you will never leave me...
The love
Unforgettable.

Still in reality, we had to wake up from the sweet dreams that we are going through. Reality sets in. Every time i wake up from sleep, i told myself today is going to be another beautiful and wonderful day. No matter what.

Still at times, it wouldn't be that way. It's part of life. Eventually we need to part our ways. Men need to have a family. In our age we still can be who we are but when times come worries sets in.
Who are going to be taking care of us at old age? Where is my own family that i want to built?
Children? Father's instinct kicks in.

A friend of mine told me it is easy for your age now. For him, careers, money, success and everything is in hand but where am i now in this relationship.

The hardest thing to say to your loved is FAREWELL

It is well shown in this music video. He gets married to a women might be for a various reason.
The point that i want to address is that what happens to them? Its painful and unfair yet reality.

Every drop of tears is the biggest pain that you will ever feel. Loving him so much means a lot. It's hurtful to let some one you loved go and wish him happiness forever.

Agree? i just hope the moment won't come to say farewell.

MEN ARE HOT!!!

2010-10-26T12:00:00.005+08:00

Aren't we? Who could not agree to this statement. Gay men are especially hot.

We are the greatest and most sexiest man kind that Nature has ever created not women.Sorry girls. I have proved to back it up.

Every hot male, sexy, cutest, the extra edge or hunk ( any category that makes your jaws drop ) that you can find in the public or private places is all Gay people. Add to more credibility to it, they are successful in career and life as well.

So that's why you hear the girl rant about "Why are all Gay guys hot?" "Why?" and other question that you could ever possible heard it if you have a bunch of ladies as your friend and followed you to gay club.That's why we are taken and left only the rejected goods for you all to chew. HAHAHA!!

Another prove lies in the porn. Why in straight porno the sex partners are like beauty and the beast? You got the ugliest men in the world to fuck the sexiest bitch. Is true. There are not one freaking hot guy fucking hot girl in porno. The point is normal heterosexual male wants to get turned on by the girls not man. So its kinda dangerous as they might got distracted and got turned on by the male partner instead. LOL... Man are gay from within.

The gay porno gathers the most great species of male with the package. That's why girls love watching gay porn because they are hot. AYE!! and flocks to the CHIPPENDALE show.

You don't know what is Chippendale show is about?

Girls are actually paying to actually see them. They are all Gay. Rare to see straight heterosexual man who had six packs. Like Margaret Cho said "You need to suck cock to get that kind of abs definition"..LOL.

Definitely not this 2 fellas.

This proves why girls love to watch gay hentai or anime and gay porno. Believe me. I had girls like that. Nope they are not geek.

Another point, there is a friend of mine who is a hot and boyish looking like of Iban heritage. I tell you that he doesn't look Iban but like mix blood alike because he is fair looking. Anyway he is successful and gay. He were telling me that at his aged he should be getting married. He is 37 by the way and look not 37. I was shocked when he revealed to me.

He revealed that before, he did had sex with women thrice and even female prostitute once (safe sex) because of the boss. He wanted to get a child of his own gene. He can't even revealed whether he is truly in love with a guy.

When a guy partner asked "Do you have/Am i your love of life now?"
He couldn't answered it. As he was unsure/uncertain whether is it love?

Conclusion that he wanted to get married but he was afraid that he will hurt the future wife. As he said having sex with women is different. Having sex with guy are great. He is interested in guy. He like guys. He loves guy. When both men having sex, it is hot. That's what he said. LOL.

If girls do have Iphone, to prove my point you all can download the famous application for the gay which is the Grinder. What's that? Well it's a gay application with a profile and shows where they are (i.e how close you are with them?) You will see amazing guys. There's a number on each man's photo, indicating how many feet away they are at that instant.

Aren't we beautiful? Aren't we charming?
What's with my post today??

REVIEW: AFTERMATH

2010-10-25T14:50:00.000+08:00

I'm back people. My apology for not updating my blog as i was away for the time being to watch the show and was tired as well as exhausted from all the laughing and tears out.

Need to rest and i had a great early sleep last night at 9pm and now I'm G.R.E.A.T

Now it's review time on the king and queens of comedy Asia.

My friend and i reached KLCC at 7pm around that time and had our early dinner. After that at 7.45pm we head straight to the venue, Plenary hall. At that time there were already huge crowd waiting and there are still people purchasing the ticket last minute.

Here's my ticket. I purposely took it that way with Kumar profile. Extremely gorgeous looking that night.

So we went it and find our seat with the help of the staff people there. It supposed to be starting at 8pm but started 30 minutes later. What do you expect. Malaysian timing are always last minute and never punctual. Even there are people coming in when the show has started. Jeez..

The show opened with DJ TBone and 2 rapper rapping about the show. The music was great.

After that Kumar came in with long black dress. Everyone cheered and screamed including me. Kumar was the host of course and the reason to be glamorous is supported. Seriously i can't remembered all the joke as there are other 4 man jokes. I can't remember precise.

I have a summary here.
The first card revealed was King Douglas Lim.
His joke are more to reality life of a Malaysian and poked fun on the latest issue. Many of on that i remembered was his singing. His rendition of Justin Beiber song "Baby Baby Baby ohhh!!" into "Babi Babi Babi ohhh!!!" I laughed. The song was dedicated to his Chinese friend who married a Malay and he misses eating pork. The magnificent of Pork. I tell you he can sing.

He also talks about the Rational issues where the word Allah are used by Catholics but why bomb protestant church? indian temple marched with cow head, if building a gay club, marched with cock. "Siapa punya ni kecik? "Cina punya" LOL..

And more.

Then Kumar came in and also said some jokes. Chinese people are not small anymore. I have.. i mean my friend tell me. HAHAHA!! He came in every interval of comedian.

After that he introduces to the next comedian from India Vir Das

He is extremely short but cute Indian fella i have to say. His jokes are bold and more in to your face. He did even jump down from stage to the audience and even interacted. He talk about Singapore and Malaysia also as well.

He mentioned our famous twin tower. He said we got to have guts to build that tower. It's identical stick some more. Man gotta have 4 balls to own that. He did even say Malaysia felt like home compared to Singapore.

He did said about sex. Drunk sex. "Who's your Andy?" "I'm your Andy".. HAHA!! All the thing you can remembered were the ceiling and the lights. True.

He did even said that you think that the 99 Kamasutra position is true? The man actually was finding the opening in that women dress. It's like a fortress i tell you. They freaking prepare in it for 6 hours while we men took 9 hours to open it. If you know what i mean lorh...

After that we had our 2o minutes break and Kumar was directing us to the exit point. He said i felt like a stewardess.

Had the break and meet Colin there. Never expected... hahaha..

After the break, Kumar came in with another set of long pretty dress black and red. It was stunning by the way.

He introduces to another comedian from Vietnam Hung Le.
He is really tall. Really tall. He is Australian Vietnamese. Why? Well it was a bit of history class to tell that at that era it was the Vietnam war. His family seek refuge in the Australia. They were given 3 options. America, Canada and Australia. They didn't want to go to America because the French was there. Canada they don't want because French was also there.

Then the story begins about how they leave in Australia in not knowing to talk and read in English. The funniest part was his mom went into the super market and bought cornflakes back home. There they sit together in the dinning table tried to figure it out. The only thing they understand was the chicken in the box.

The mom says "I know. First we get bread. Put butter. Then cornflake." We went to school with our first Cornflake Sandwiches. The worst part was we didn't have the urged to tell dad that after 13 years that was not the way to eat cornflake. I told him, we get a bowl, then the cornflakes in, last was with sprite. LMAO!!!!

Then the next trump card was Harith Iskandar.

His jokes are all Malaysian and Singapore. For Singapore everything works. The cops actually waste their energy and efficient in work by catching a girl who flick a cigarette butt into a drain. Imagine how busy our police is here. LOL.

They look like us. They talk like us. They are not us.
Malaysian always state the obvious.

Call for cab computer answer. You are calling from.... Press 1. A cab will arrive at 8-15 minutes.
You didn't even ask me where i go yet!!!!! LOL..
He says he wanted to deal with human. That's Malaysian.
Call. Dutt dutt... Dutt dutt.. Dutt dutt.. Dari mana? Pergi mana? Tunggu sekejap..
Dutt dutt..Dutt dutt.. Dutt dutt.. Dari mana? Pergi mana? Tunggu sekejap...
Dutt dutt... dutt dutt.. dutt dutt.. Dari mana? Pergi Mana? Takde teksi... LOL

and many more.

The last trump card was Kumar.

Wish for him more airtime. With the beautiful dress..

Love his bra size joke. A to F. F is fake. LOL..

Women love chocolate. They melt in the mouth. You can even find 7 inch chocolate. Bite the nuts also, wont scream.

Caucasian love Asian people. They love to put their cau(cock) into asian. HAHAHAHA!!!

and more.

That's all people. All i can said is that i enjoy the night. Tummy cramp.

I NEED A BUDDY!!!

2010-10-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

I need a buddy so badly.
I dream for them, i hunger for them, i dread for them and I WANT THEM!!

The touch. The help. The intimacy of closeness. The bond that we have.

Anyone want to be my buddy?

GYM BUDDY. What you think?

I need to hit a target and with the gym buddy i have we can helped each other out. He can help me monitor my routine and so do i. Going gym sometimes when you do weight training, the motivation level is kinda different. It depletes the moment when your body gave way. But with buddy around*pats* support is given.

like in here in this video lorh... not all.. so cute both of them...

There are actually full length of it.. just couldn't find it...

let me know if you have watch this before the full length.

SHARE IT!!!

2010-10-22T13:02:00.004+08:00

if you like it share it please.

Are you always being rejected? Have been to pubs, clubbing, outing, and even set up dates but it does not work? Tired of it? Maybe is time that you would have freshened up yourself to some pick up lines. It might not be suitable but least that you got something to say it out.

Gym sometimes can be a great place for you to search your partner (if you are a gym member) because you would meet the same person and the frequency of it. Gay encounters in gym happens a lot trust me. I'm the testimony here. From a quick fun maybe it could lead a great relationship. Never know. Anything happens.

Here are some of it:

"Your gloves are nice. Where did you get them?"

“Do you think that class instructor good?"

“Can you teach me how to use this machine?”

“Do you know any workout to reduce the breast size? Mine is a bit too big to handle.”

“I never do this, but I think you’re cute and I got tired of waiting for you to talk to me.”

“They say missionary position help men to work out the chest and triceps, is it true?”

“Is that a train in your pants, or are you just happy to see me noticing how big your dick is?”

“Excuse me, but I think I dropped something! My jaw.”

“Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes.”

“Can I take your picture with my camera phone? I want Santa Claus to know exactly what I want for this Christmas.”

“Are your legs tired? You have been running in my mind all day.”

“I’ve got a 6 inch tongue and please teach me know how to use it.”

“Hello. If I tell you my balls are bigger than my biceps, will you believe?”

“Hi, my name’s [name]. Remember it, you’ll be screaming it later tonight.”

“Nice legs you have! What time do they open?”

or maybe you can hold a screwdriver and said

"want some screw?"

I would not guarantee the success of the pick up line. So don't come and screw me if it does not work. LOL!!

The best and simplest way it should be "Hi and goodbye". In between before you leave you should say "My name [name] and see you again perhaps."That's hospitality. The above suggestion i found it to be really hostile and like in your face in flattering way.

Well some of the near to pick up line happened to me before. The fifth one are the nearest.

SO GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!!!

1 0 as in top bottom

2010-10-20T14:53:00.002+08:00

Watch this video and you will be amazed.

Let me know whats your thought about it.

R.I.P

2010-10-19T12:00:00.000+08:00

You have served me well in this 4 years and more. Rest in peace my friend.
i LOVE you.

My spectacles broke into half when i was trying to keep the leg.

The sign of the breaking was already existed before hand but i still wearing it. In matter of fact i was waiting for it to break but not now. The time where I'm sitting for my mock in college this week??

When it snapped, i was like "What the fuck!!!!" in the washroom.

My mom was asking me
"How come you don't take care well of your possession?"
"Always spoils stuff"

Well one thing is i am careless person. Second of that was i am a very active fit gay guy. I always into adventures stuff like outdoor sports (i.e Frisbee but not football), dancing, rock climbing, paint ball etc. So you don't expect me to worry on something when you in a game.

In my mind "I have to take care of my specs" Runs slower than usual. Jump lower than usual. You can't expect to do like that right??

Rest in peace my friend. Rest in peace.

I LOVE YOU!!

2010-10-18T00:00:00.006+08:00

Our first anniversary.

Today was the day that i remember that we agreed to be a couple and we are still now. It was like a long journey for me. Despite we don't spend much time together always, but every of it leaves an impression and worthy to remember for me. I did not have any long relationship and yet this is my first with him. I'm happy about it.

My longest were 3 months.

This is what i felt from my heart.

When i post a serious question,

You answered it with silliness

When i demand for show of affection,
You show it with shyness

When i ask you "do you miss me?"
You say "Of course" with a tune of "Aba then"

When i ask a favor from you,
You help me out

You pushed me around,
You teased me around,
You bullied me,
but i knew that this is your way,
of showing your love to me

You hug me to sleep
when I'm with you
You hold my hand
when I'm near you

I love the way you talk
I love the way you message
I love to see you work

You are like a kid.
But you are my prince.

Just wants you to know that i am willing to hold your hand to walk this journey forever.
cheers.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DEAR LG!!

from
your
lp

NOT EVEN ONE!!

2010-10-17T15:35:00.000+08:00

I was surprised of the silence from protest when the news of Adam Lambert were allowed to staged his Concert here and which now is over.

You know??

There was no upper hand news of protest, no headlines in newspaper and importantly the big commotion of HO-HA from who else. Introduce no more. PAS Youth chief Nasrudin Hassan and PAS Youth exco member Mohd Firdaus Jaafar, who is also the Jerai MP. Earlier in the week, PAS had objected to the performance claiming that Lambert’s shows advocated homosexuality.

Malaysian authorities have given the green light to Lambert's show on Thursday in the capital Kuala Lumpur, part of his Glam Nation tour, despite objections from the conservative Pan-Malaysia Islamic Party (PAS).

"Lambert is morally unfit. His gay lifestyle will harm our society. He is of bad, bad character and poses a danger to young Malaysians," said PAS youth chief Nasrudin Hassan.

"We want the government to cancel the permit. The country is battling a serious problem of moral decay. We are experiencing rising social violence and crime," he told AFP.

Bodoh. Kalaulah setakat ini jadi punca runtuhnya akhlak remaja Malaysia adalah salah. Semuanya bermula dari pendidikan di rumah. Jika seseorang itu menerima pendidikan keluarga yang kukuh maka usahlah takut akan terjebak ke dalam masalah sosial. Dia sendiri akan tahu memilih atau membuat keputusan yang baik untuk dirinya. Seseorang yang pemikiran logik dan matang tahu bahawa tidak akan dia cium kaum sejenis dengan hanya melihat Adam Lambert sahaja.

Wahai kawanku, bagaimana kita ingin maju jika segala keruntuhan akhlak remaja dipersalahkan ke atas pihak lain? Bukankah itu sebagai alasan untuk tidak merenung diri sendiri dahulu? Patutlah kawanku sekalian tidak dapat bersaing dalam negara sendiri apatah lagi kalau di luar.

He makes himself to be seen more wiser men by further saying;

"We will use a soft approach to protest against his performance. He has admitted he is gay. We feel his lifestyle will influence and destroy the young generation. We will not use violence to stop the concert," he said.

write it in English mahasiswa...

So they led a protest outside of his concert before the start of it and distribute flyers depicting Lambert as “wild, lewd and extreme.” for the bold word on the top while the bottom on the right writes "Lets preserve our morale." Pardon moi..??

"Adam Lambert is an American artist who has become a gay icon. This is proven with man and man kissing on stage, a culture which should be rejected by Malaysians," he added.

The 28-year-old star created controversy with his performances, including at the American Music Awards where he simulated a sex act on stage and kissed a male keyboard player. Videos of Lambert kissing his male musician at many of his shows are widely available on the Internet

"I think some people have a problem with me kissing a boy on stage," told reporters hours before the concert. "But you know, as much as I hate to compromise any time, it's more important for me to bring to the people of Malaysia my show… I’m just refraining from making one little kiss; I don’t think it’s that big of a deal.”

You have ridiculously states the reason of his unfit. I guess you would have find 1001 excuses for anything for the future. See the list of who have they protested before.

and

DON'T YOU DARE MESS WITH KUMAR!!!!

cause i will mess you up!!

FAG HAG

2010-10-17T12:00:00.001+08:00

It's a sunday post and have a happy and lovely sunday everyone!!!!

Today post i am going to honored the fag hag in the world. This post are all specially dedicatedto you all fag hags.

We are nothing without fag hag support. Thanks fag hag. Love you all... HAHAHA!!!

What i love the most about Margaret Cho was her transition of her jokes that go smoothly and she does not jump. She are also good in making attitudes, actions, facial expression and voice changing. i.e black woman, a man, her mother voice etc in her other videos

I laughed out and rolled on the floor when she said:

Straight man does not have that abs. Only gay does. I would have to suck cock to get that abs definition. Women can't. You knew i try!! LOL!!!

Hi! My name is Gwen and im here to waaaaaaahhhhhhhhhssssshhhhh your vagina!!

and
many
more.

Happy Sunday!!!

LEVEL 1 NUMBER 88!!

2010-10-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

This year i will be attending two big major events and one of it will be this month in Saturday 23rd of October; from 8pm to 11pm; at Plenary Hall, Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre (KLCC) to do this event.

JENG JENG JENG JENG!!!!
KINGS AND QUEENS OF COMEDY ASIA!!!

The show, entitled “Kings and Queen of Comedy Asia” is the first ever of its kind here and features 5 of the best comedians in Asia performing back to back promising 2.5 hours of non-stop laughter.

And talent is not lacking in these 5 incongruent comedians - Harith Iskander from Malaysia, Hung Le from Vietnam, Kumar from Singapore, Douglas Lim from Malaysia, Vir Das from India and they are widely regarded as the best English speaking stand-up talents in their countries.

The show is also ready to tour Asia and beyond in 2011. The world needs to be ready to take on comedy – Asia style!

And whats with my title? because i wanted to support KUMAR as i'm GAY!! We support for each other!!!! She or he i mean is the main reason why i bought the ticket. YES!! GAY SUPPORT GAY!!!

Lovely isn't it? sniffs* (T_T)

So here is the venue layout.

and the price ticket for it.

I wanted to settle with bronze seating because of its cheap pricing but unfortunately it was sold out.
TOTAL WIPE OUT!!! Silver was also gone left with the gold seats. Got regular price instead of the student discount( 19rm diff ). Online payment doesn't have the discount so i got to travel to the outlets of ticket pro????

I was lazy and i only got recovered from sick, doesn't want to travel all the way to the ticket pro just to get the tickets. Car park and petrol not equal to total 19rm benefit of discount.

None of the less, I'm excited, thrilled, fucking impatient to see Kumar and shout

"I'M GAY AND I LOVE YOU!!!!"

p/s: if you are attending and heard the screaming, most probably from me!!!!$^O^$

Are you going??
Don't miss it since this ever first time a drag queen is here
Don't know i would be able to see PAS around there.
My seat is LEVEL 1 NUMBER 88 FATTTTTTT ARHHH!!